Chapter 17

CHAPTER 17

GIANNI

She started losing blood at home before the ambulance arrived, when we arrived at the hospital, I was following the stretcher she was lying on, I could hear the noises around me as if they were coming from very away, all I wish deep down is that nothing happens to her and the baby, when we arrive at the emergency room they ask me to wait and they put her in a room, I was helpless I am unable to do anything, I hate being in this situation so much, I hate myself so much right now, I take my phone and I call her aunt to meet us at the hospital , I'm sure it will make her happy to see her when she wakes up

Me trying to calm myself: God I never ask you for anything, today I'm just asking you to make sure the woman I love doesn't lose her smile, make sure she doesn't lose our baby and I promise to become a better person

Way behind me: how is she?

Me turning around: I don't know yet...

The aunt: and yet I had warned her, but she did not listen to me, I knew that this story was going to end badly but she preferred to turn a deaf ear here...

Me feeling guilty: I'm so sorry madam….

The aunt raising her voice: don't be sorry, really pray to God that it doesn't happen to her, if not

Mila: we calm down, nothing will happen, everyone is in shock now and it's not the time to look for a culprit

Me: madam the last thing i want is for your niece to happen badly, it may be hard to believe for you but i really love her
I see a doctor coming towards us, we are all approaching him, I hope he will give us good news

Me: How is she doing?

Doctor: She's fine

Aunt: Where is she, can we see her?

The Doctor: Yes, she's in room 205 on the second floor.

Me: she the baby?

Doctor: sorry we couldn't do anything, she had a miscarriage

I felt like I was in a bad dream, I want to wake up with all my strength but I can't, in a few seconds my dreams and my hopes of becoming a father vanished, if I feel what I I don't even know how she can feel she

The aunt stirring me: you're happy now aren't you, your plan to break her has come to fruition, you can be proud of yourself

Mila: calm down aunt, we should go see her

I turn around and walk towards the exit I'm not in a state to look her in the face yet, it's cowardly I know but it won't help her that she sees me in this state, I prefer iron when his aunt is not there to avoid a scandal

MILA
When I left today I didn't know we were going to meet again in such a situation, I don't really know what happened but I see so much guilt in Gianni's eyes and the aunt doesn't help not at all the situation with his reaction
When we return to the jade room she was lying on her side and staring at a point in the void
Aunt: What happened?

Jade: I slipped on the stairs...

Aunt: Like you were just walking and slipped down the stairs like that right?

Me taking a seat next to her and stroking her hair: what happened between you guys? You had a fight, right?

Jade: he saw the pregnancy tests in the drawer and wanted to figure out what was going on, it led to an argument between us, I was walking down the stairs he was behind me I took a wrong step I slipped and I fell

Jade: I'm so sorry for what happened, I see why Gianni was so mad

Aunt: He blamed himself? He finished killing my grandson you tell me he blames himself, will it bring him back to life? And besides, you're not going back to this house anymore, you're going back with me

Jade: no it's my husband, if that baby didn't survive it's because they didn't come to stay in this world, and it's in no way his fault, if I had simply said that these tests were mine, nothing would have happened

Aunt: So you're advocating for her now? Continue and we will soon bury you like your sister, if your life does not interest you, it interests me, and you will not return to this house again, I said

Jade bursting into tears: Do you think it hurts me to lose my baby? I just found out that I'm going to be a mother for the first time, I haven't even had time to get used to this idea that I'm already losing it, I would have liked Gianni so much to be in charge so that I could find someone to blame, so i can't feel that guilt but he is in no way responsible for what happened to me today, this is all happening to me because of my desire to hurt him for what happened with Amber but the one who all this hurts is myself, I suffer more from this situation than anyone, this hatred is slowly destroying me, I am so tired, I would have wanted so much to die today too so as not to have so much pain, so as not to feel what I feel at the moment, there is no point in putting the death of my baby on her head again

I hug her so tight in my arms, I can't stop crying at this scene, I didn't know she felt all of this deep inside her, I feel so sorry for her right now. moment, why God has to put her through all her

Jade still crying: I'm so tired of everything that's going on, I'm tired of feeling so much hate, I'm tired of hurting, my heart weighs so heavy right now

Me trying to control my way shaking: I know my dear, I'm sure and certain that God has planned great things for you, and you will be really happy, it will all be an old story

Jade: Sure?

Me: I'm on honey, I promise...

We stay there with her until she falls asleep, we stay there at her bedside until Gianni comes back

Gianni: How is she doing?

Me: it's ok, she's just very sad, what did you get?

Gianni looking at his bandaged hand: it's nothing serious

Me: There's no point in banging things, what she needs is your support

The aunt: the little fool refused to come back with me, I hope to see her again in a better state than she is now

Gianni: I give you my word ma'am

Aunt: No need to make me promises, good night

Gianni: the driver will drop you off

The aunt taking her bag: no thanks

Me: I came with my car, I'll drop it off, have a good night

Gianni: thank you

JADE

When I wake up, my aunt and Mila were gone, Gianni was sitting in the chair in front of me, I was very thirsty, when I tried to get up he gets up and comes to help me sit down and put a pillow behind me

I am thirsty

He gives me water and helps me to bed, he brings his chair closer to my bed and takes my hand in his

Gianni: How are you feeling?

I'm alright…

Gianni: I'm so sorry, everything that happened is my fault, I never should have followed you down the stairs, I never wanted it to come to this, if I arrived earlier today it's because I missed you and I wanted to spend the evening with you, I should have spent the evening at work, I'm so sorry

Me: It's in no way your fault, if I had told you that those tests were from me, none of that would have happened, now our baby is dead because of my stubbornness and my desire to make you also feel the hurt that I feel
Gianni: you had a right to feel how you felt about me, but I also felt bad and guilty about what happened with your sister, if I could have stopped my dad from having a relationship with her she would be alive right now

Me: why did you give her money to get away from your father, and why did you treat us with such disgust that day then?

Gianni: I knew that my father had left him with nothing that you were short of money, which is why I offered you this money today, but it was impossible for me to discredit my father in front of you

Me: I didn't see it that way

Gianni: If you still want me I promise to do everything to make you happy for the rest of your life, I know I can't erase everything that happened but at least I'll make sure the tears of sadness never fall from those pretty eyes again

Me: I'm also tired of feeling all this hate, emotionally drained

Gianni says nothing more but kisses me passionately and I let myself go by the intoxication of these sweet kisses...