Chapter 29

CHAPTER 29

JADE
I don't know where I got the courage to tell him these things, the only thing I wanted was for him to come back to me, but I can't calm myself down

Gianni: here we go...

Me: I'm not going anywhere with you dear so you can go

He walks up to me and takes me, no, but he takes me for who he is, what's his problem with that?

Me: please drop me off

Gianni: are you going to walk?

Me: yes please drop me off you make me dizzy

He puts me on the ground, and opens the door for me, he follows me, he takes me in his car towards the hospital

Me: Who made you think I was pregnant?

Gianni: It doesn't matter, the important thing is that I know now, that's all that matters

Me: so that's why you came back

Gianni: Of course, otherwise what will I do with a cheating wife?

Me: Since you're so sure I'm a cheating wife, what makes you think this child is yours?

Gianni: That's why DNA testing exists

Me getting angry: whatever it is I don't want anything more to do with you, I'm only the mother of your child, I'll never come back with a man like you, do you understand? Never

Gianni laughing: as long as this child is mine you will never have a divorce, my baby he will have a daddy and a mommy, a home he will grow up in, when he comes of age you can do whatever you want with your life

Me: you're not going to make me stay with you, I don't want to have anything with you anymore

Gianni sticking close to me: are you sure?

Me :…
I feel my breathing quicken, I pray inside that he imprisons my lips between his, I so want to lose myself in his arms, I miss it so much...

Gianni peeling off with a smile on his lips: I even feel your heartbeat speeding up from where I am and the way you swallow saliva tells me something else, I could make you mine here right away, but calm down you it's not good for the baby that you put yourself in this state, you will have me all to you

Me putting on: you're a big pig you, stop the car or I'll jump

Gianni: stop being a kid

I was so angry, this man is really a bastard, how does he take so much pleasure in hurting me, it's really crazy, I say nothing more and I remain silent and I refrain from crying until we get to the hospital
My gynecologist receives us when we arrive at the hospital
Doctor: our appointment was scheduled in two weeks I think

Gianni: I found him passed out in his office

Doctor: Passed out? But everything was fine this morning, how do you feel?

Me: it's ok, I just haven't eaten yet I think that's the reason

Doctor: I think you need to take more care of your health, you're not alone now

Me a little ashamed: understood

The doctor turning to Gianni: you have to make sure that she eats at least 3 meals a day, and that she avoids stress as much as possible is very important

Gianni: Don't worry, I'll make sure personally

The Doctor: Okay

She asks me to look for the vitamins she prescribed me, before leaving, leaving us both in the room

Gianni: we're going home

Me: Home or?

Gianni: in our house of course

Me laughing: if you think I'll follow you laba you stick your fingers in your eye, you fell on your head

Gianni coming up to me: I have to teach you respect, you really start by crossing the line

Me: Understood, but I'll tell you that I'm never going back to this house, I have a home so either you take me to my house or you let me manage

Gianni: okay

I follow him in the car and he takes me to my house, when we arrive at my house what seems strange to me is that he followed me to my apartment, I leave to settle on the couch

Gianni: Where is the kitchen?

Me a little surprised: laba (indicating the kitchen)

He says nothing more and calmly heads for the kitchen, I lie down on the couch after finishing a glass of juice

Gianni

I'm taking her home like she asked me to, this girl is unconscious and doesn't say her name, I have the impression that she's already forgotten what happened, a girl who has a big mouth as she normally doesn't need to be mothered, it's not my child she's going to starve to death, I go to her kitchen as I thought there was nothing drinkable to eat, the driver brings the shopping back ten minutes later, I don't know how to do much in the kitchen so I make her pancakes accompanied by a bowl of fruit and a glass of juice, when I arrive with the tray she was still sleeping, I wake her up calmly, when she wakes up

Jade in a barely audible voice: Are you still there?

Me: yes you should eat

Jade discovering the set: thank you

She throws herself on it, I watch her eat without speaking because I'm very sure that the bomb that I'm about to launch risks cutting her appetite
Jade: aren't you eating?

Me shaking my head: no, I'm not hungry...

I was there watching her eat when she finished, I cleared the table

Jade: you can leave it all I'll put it all away later

Me smiling: no, no you should rest

Jade standing up: I haven't become disabled, I can very well continue my life in peace, I'm just pregnant not sick

Me: you should rest as much as possible, that's why I want you to stop work

Jade laughing: That's a good joke that one

Me looking serious: I'm really serious, I want you to stop work

Jade getting angry: I'm not going to argue with you, know that I'm going to work until I finish, so forget her

Me: the doctor just told you to take care of yourself and stay away from all sources of stress when work will only bring you stress

Jade: The only source of stress I currently have in my life is you Gianni, you should walk away

Me: no but what do you want, that I beg you is that it? I have enough money for you to live like a princess in 20 different lives why this obsession with always wanting to go against what I ask of you?

Jade: do you want to know what I want? My freedom, I don't need anything from you, when your child is born you can spoil it as you want but I don't need anything from you

Gianni: I'm sick of your childishness, tell me how much you earn and I'll give you triples

Jade getting angry: the only kid here is you Gianni, you have to go now I have to rest

I really have a hard time understanding this little one, I can't manage anything with her, I don't even know how to behave with her, all I want is to have this baby without the slightest possible risk, but it seems that the anger she feels towards me is stronger than her desire to protect her baby
She opens the door and kicks me out, if she thinks I'm done with her, she's wrong...