Chapter 34

CHAPTER 34

MILA

When I turn around it was my mother behind us, what the fuck was I about to do like that, I really thank all the saints that she arrived just in time

My mother: but what is happening here?

Hilanne rising: my very dear mother-in-law, good evening!

I don't know why but his way of behaving, his way of acting really irritates me, was he like that from the start, was it the love that had been blinding me all this time and I couldn't see who it was ?

My mother laughing: you lost the right to call me mother-in-law the day you abandoned my daughter with this pregnancy

Hilanne: that's why I'm here, I came back to make up for the damage I caused her

My mother sitting down in the armchair in front of me: go ahead and take a seat

He sits down and we're all waiting for my mother, seeing how he looks I'm sure it's not going to be a pleasant conversation

My mother: you see my daughter here, unfortunately she doesn't have a dad, I had to take care of her on my own so that she became the woman she is today, at first I didn't I didn't agree at all with this relationship between you, but I saw how much my daughter was in love, it would have been really criminal on my part to prevent her from living this love, so I tried to put water in my wine

Hilanne: yes I know

My mother: you are going to shut up and let me continue without interruption, is that clear?

Hilanne: yes ma'am

My mother resuming: as I said, I gave you the approval to go out with my daughter, it was so that you made her happy, but what did you do? You got her pregnant and left her, you broke my daughter's heart, I had to scoop her up, I had to watch my daughter suffer because of a man, a kid rather who is unable to assume his responsibilities

Me embarrassed: but mom

My mother: if you shut up, you'll see, don't you have the mouth to speak? I will do it for you
You Hilanne you did all this harm to my daughter and you dare to come back to my house today thinking that I will welcome you with open arms? You dare to call me mother-in-law and moreover you try to kiss her on my sofa? Have you learned respect yourself? You know what it is ? What were you thinking when you left leaving her pregnant? If you haven't noticed my daughter sitting here is engaged

My mother taking my hand: you see, she found a man, a real one, not those of your race, a man who wiped away her tears and who taught her to trust humanity again, he taught her that men exist and they weren't all spoiled rotten kids like you and you're coming back today to screw up his life? It won't happen while I'm alive
If you're here to assume your paternity towards your children, it's good happened to you, but if your intention is to bamboozle my child once again, I immediately ask you to abort this idea, this woman you see here you lost her and as long as i'm alive i'll never allow you to go back with her

My mother turning to me: and you, you're there, you look stupidly, it looks like you're in a hole there, I'm telling you if you consider me your mother, if you recognize that I suffered to give you life, I don't want to see you with that man anymore, I'll let you know that I worked 28 hours in dirty work to get you, I don't want to see him here again
If you don't want to know happiness, I'm going to force you to have it, I hope you'll make the right decision and that you haven't inherited the stupidity of your paternal uncles, on this good evening to you, I don't want to come across such a scene around here
She gets up and leaves, she leaves us there, no one can speak, there is a silence that sets in, a silence so heavy that I feel as if someone was sitting next to me he would hear me think
She's so right, I was about to ruin everything because of him, when I have a man who loves me more than anything who loves my baby like it's his because of a under man like this

Me: I'm going to clarify the situation a little with you, you have every right to want to play your role of father to my baby, but between you and me there will never be anything again, you thought you were going to be able to go and come into my life as you wanted?

Hilanne starting to laugh: is it because of him you talk to me like that? A guy who can't even give you half the life you could have by my side?

Me: even with all your money you will end up alone, you know how to love no one, your heart if you have one, only pumps blood apart from that it plays no role, no one loves you, despite all your money no girl wants to be with you, i'm the only one who could support you for as long as that, you and me know that you'll end up alone, it's this fear that brought you here today

Hilanne: you should feel happy that I am interested in a woman as ordinary as you, I can have 1000 women just by snapping my fingers

Me: and they will last with you only one night, maybe a week at most, and you know perfectly well that it's your money's worth, even with this fortune you can't keep them, you see how much your life is pitiful, I guess things are clear, even if you were the last man on earth I would never go back to you, your child he is not yet born I forbid you to come here unexpectedly like you did it today even when he will be born you will have to call before coming, is that clear?

Hilanne barely hiding her anger:…

Me: now get out of my house

Hilanne: what?

Me: I say get out, you're not welcome

Hilanne: keep it up and you risk losing custody of your child

Me laughing: try a little, I'm waiting for you...

He gets up and takes the door, I close behind him and rush to my room, I'm so mad at myself I can't stop these tears from falling, how could I be so weak ? If my mother had not arrived what would have happened? My God…
I know that I feel absolutely nothing for him but I don't understand what prevented me from stopping him... I do everything to calm myself down when I succeed, I take a cold shower and get into bed before leaving. call my darling

Adrien: halo my heart

Me: good evening my darling, are you already asleep?

Adrien: not yet, I was thinking of you, do you miss me already?

Me: yes I miss you so much my heart, I would like to be by your side right now

Adrien: I feel like you're sad, what's wrong?

Me bursting into tears: I miss you that's all...

Adrien: I'm coming, I'm coming to get you!