Chapter 31

CHAPTER 31

JADE

This little witch left me all alone again with this dingo, it looks like he has a speaker in his ears, he hears everything

Gianni: I ask you a question, am I your ulcer?

Me sinking into the chair: ….

Gianni: aren't you talking now? Aren't you trying to show me you have a big mouth?

Me: you know what stomach ulcer is? That's what you are in my life right now Gianni, give me a breather and what are you doing here?

Gianni trying to keep calm: I'm coming to see my son

Me: for the moment he is not yet born, even if he was, this is not your home, you cannot land here as you want and when you want, before you come here you have to call me and see if I'm available, otherwise you stay at home

Gianni: my dear until proven otherwise you are still my wife, if I continue to let you live here it is because I know that going home is not very good for you at the moment don't tell me forces you to bring you back by force, I'll come when I want and as I like, you have nothing to say about it

Me: I already signed the divorce paper a while ago, if you don't want to end up in front of a judge you better release me, as soon as possible, understand?

Gianni starting to laugh: you're really funny, since you didn't understand well I'm going to repeat to myself a divorce now is not even possible, quickly you will get used to this idea and the better it will be for you

Me getting mad: you saw me I'm fine, your baby is fine now you can fuck off...

Gianni holding me by the arm and making me sit on his lap: why so much anger and rage towards me? Why do you fight so much against this love when even after miles it can be seen that all you want is to be in my arms

Me still mad: no but you're really crazy, you seem to forget things quickly, you kicked me out of your house like a pig when I asked you to believe me and help me get to the end fund of this story did you do it? When you sent me the divorce papers what did you expect?

Gianni: My reaction was really normal I think, since I don't see what man is capable of letting his spouse's infidelity pass, and this all happened before I knew you were expecting a baby, I don't I'm not going to make you believe that all my doubts are gone, but I won't forgive myself if I miss all those moments only to find out that this is really my child.

I feel a rage rising in me, I can't stop these rising tears from flowing

Me: go find the truth, when you find out, I hope you will eat your guilt alone, far away from me, now leave, I don't want to bear your presence anymore

Gianni: Why do you have such a hard time understanding me?

Me: why is it so hard to trust me, why are you so suspicious of everyone? Was the way I was giving myself to you, kissing you, like someone cheating on you?

Gianni: I need some time to see through all this

I get up, I wipe these tears of sadness that began to flow, I go to the door and open it

Me the voice breaking: it's time for you to go now, I'm tired of you continuing to make me cry, I'm tired of you continuing to give me hope for a story that is already over visibly in your eyes, i hate myself so much for giving you so much power over my life, my mood and my state of mind, you don't want me anymore let me go, grant me a divorce
Gianni approaching me: I can't let you go

He takes me by the waist, sticks me to him and kisses me as he had never done before, I literally melt in his arms and I let myself be guided by all these emotions that cross my mind, I let myself dragged by this kiss until I come back to reality
I really have to stop making him think that he can come back whenever he wants and that I will welcome him with open arms, either he is there for my baby and me or he forgets me, that's all, I I'm not going to give him the power to play with me anymore
I had been waiting for the kiss for a while, I really liked it and I wish it lasted longer, but you have to know how to stop when you have to

Me: you have to go now

Gianni surprised: but...

Me cutting it: you have to leave now, either you want to be with me you totally do it, or you keep your doubts and I'll just be the mother of your child, you should grant me a divorce so I can start my life over

Gianni: Who do you want me to let you rebuild your life with? It's out of the question

Me bursting out laughing: eventually you'll do it, I'll find me a guy who can trust me and give me all the love I deserve

Gianni barely controlling his anger: keep challenging me, this divorce you'll never get, just try to go with another and you'll see

Me: that's what we'll see, now outside...

Gianni eyes red with anger: you lose nothing by waiting

Gianni

This little one always finds the opportunity to piss me off, I often try to show maturity but it's without counting on her help, it pisses me off, just to imagine her for a second with someone. someone else, she is mine, and has no one else, this divorce she will never have it she can continue to dream if she thinks she will be able to put herself with someone who is not me
It's not the time to have a conversation with her, besides I'm in no condition, if she wants me to use force with her, I'll have it, since the only way to achieve something with her is by force, she wants to have my savage side she will be served, there is only a savage who can understand another
I take my car and I go home, I had taken a day to spend it with her and Angel but since she wants to play stubborn I will spend the day with Angel without a little stubborn to spoil the atmosphere
I'm going to get Angel, at home, he was sleeping, it's not day, I ask Rose to let me know when he wakes up and I go back to my room to rest
When I open the door I was surprised to see who was lying in my bed, I'm not in the mood to put up with this bullshit today, she lay in my bed wearing a set of underwear red lace garment, with nice ports and a mask, at one point it would have made me flinch but at this precise moment it really pisses me off
Me: but what are you doing here?

Sofia: my heart joins me

I walk towards her and I take a sheet with which I cover her,

Sofia: but what are you doing, don't tell me I don't want you

Me: you're very sexy, you're a very beautiful girl, I'm the problem

Sofia: Why don't I attract you then?

Me: I'm a married man, and I'm not a man who chases after multiple girls at once, you better know that.

Sofia: don't tell me you're faithful to a woman who cheated on you

I cover her well, I put her out of my room and I close the door behind her...