Chapter 8

CHAP 8

MILA

It's been a while since Hilanne left and he doesn't hear from me, text or call me, I didn't think he could behave like this with me while I'm expecting his baby, our baby
I don't even go out of the bedroom anymore, I have less and less appetite, and morning sickness is becoming more frequent, I'm sure my mother must start by suspecting something

Mom knocking on the door: Mila are you still sleeping?

Me: no mom

She goes into the room and comes to sit next to me on the bed, the mine she has I feel that the conversation is not going to be a cakewalk

Mom: I see how you've changed in the last few days, you've lost your zest for life, I've lost my little girl who's always happy, bubbly, a ball of energy, now you're closed off, you're going out almost no more of your room, you cry every night, what are you worrying about, tell me I'm your mom
What can happen to you that is so bad that you don't want to share it with me?

Me trying to smile: you're just making up your mind, I want to make the most of my holidays

My mother bursting into tears: look at you you almost look like a living death, I lost your father, I don't want to lose my only daughter too, why don't you want to share your problems with me? Tell me

Me ashamed: please mum don't cry, the last thing I want is to make you cry

My mother: then tell me what's wrong with you

Me kissing my head: I'm pregnant...

My mother: I've already noticed it but I think you're an adult and so is he, if you're afraid that I won't accept it I promise not to interfere in your relationship anymore, if it's you chose him and it's with him you want to build your life I'm not going to oppose it and deprive my grandson of his father, tell him to come see me, and stop worrying

Me bursting into tears: he don't want to hear about it, he's gone

My mother in shock: how did he leave?

Me still in tears: he doesn't want to assume he says he's not ready for his

My mother comes closer to me and takes me in her arms, I admit that it calms me down a bit, I needed to feel the love of a person, I am really broken, my heart is in pieces

My mother: you remain my little girl, I still remember your first steps and your first words like it was yesterday, I know that this man you love him but if he is not ready to assume his responsibilities I think you should let him go and devote yourself to your child, otherwise he will never make you and your child happy
I know you're strong and you'll get up, you don't need him, look me in the eyes, I want you to know that you can always count on me, to raise this little angel that you have deep inside you, this child making you the happiest in the world when you have him in your arms, he will love you like no one has done and never will, he will fill your life with happiness

Me: Are you sure I can do this?

My mother: I'm sure you'll be a great mother, and you won't be alone, I'll always be there for you, stop crying and go take your bath, I want my baby girl back

Me smiling: I don't tire you anymore?

My mom: I'd rather you tire me out, you want me to take care of that little son of a bitch?

Me laughing: but mamouch stop swearing in front of the baby

My mom: sorry baby, do you want me to take care of this C O N?

Me: no mom, we don't need him in our lives, I prefer to let him go without doing anything to him, so please forget about this little prick
Me: no mom, we don't need him in our lives, I prefer to let him go without doing anything to him, so please forget about this little prick

My mother getting up: ok as you want, see you in 30 minutes for breakfast, and tidy up this room for me a bit, it doesn't smell rosy

Me calling out to him before we reach the door: Mom!!!

When she turns around, I say thank you, she just smiles back before leaving, sometimes we hide trucks from our parents to avoid worries, but all they want is to share our suffering with us and see us happy
I get up, I tidy up my room a bit before going to take my bath and going down to have my breakfast
When I finish I get ready to go and lay flowers on my father's grave, I have to go tell him that he will be a grandfather….

JADE

This shameless Gianni just offered me to become his wife if I want to keep my nephew, I dare not imagine he had that nerve, why should I put myself in the starving lion's enclosure, go this family c my life sentence is signed, if i die who will take care of little Angel, there is no way that i let him grow up under the sole influence of these bad people, what should i do?

When I left his office I was so upset that I decided not to go directly home, I prefer to go to the graves of my parents and my sister, maybe there I will have more clarification, they can give me some advice. signs on what to do since i'm really lost

I walk for a while and I decide to take a taxi which takes me to the cemetery, it is to arrive there that I realize that in the rush I forgot to take flowers

Me: dad, mom, amber I'm sorry I forgot to take flowers, but I promise soon I'll take some, I hope you're happier where you are than me here, it's not really easy life lately, i can't bear it less and less without you, i have no one to rely on, you did everything to leave me alone, how do you expect me to get by?

I was so moved, I felt so much weight on my chest that I burst into tears,

Me crying: my beloved sister, I promised you to take care of Angel but I failed, they managed to take the baby from me too, that devil Gianni wants me to marry him if I want to be with him what should I do ? Should I throw myself into the mouth of the wolf, but I don't want to leave him alone under the influence of these people either send me a sign if he turns you pale I don't know what to do
Stay there waiting for a sign but nothing, I can't even think, I lie on his grave, the tears continue to flow
I was still lying there when I feel a truck fall on me, I get up with a start and I notice that it was a wallet

Path: I'm really sorry, excuse me a lot, I was a little distracted

Me wiping away my tears: don't worry

Girl: Can it be ok?

Me sighing: I don't think it can go on in my life again

The girl on a look of desolation: can I help you?

Me: I don't think you can do anything for me...

Girl: Can I at least buy you a coffee, we'll have a little chat

I was a little suspicious, it's normal life has taught me to be suspicious of everyone since you don't know where the blows can come from, but this girl has something in her, which invites me to trust him

Girl: Don't be scared, here's my card, plus we won't go far, just to the cafe next door

Me: ok...

I get up and follow her, maybe it's my sister who sends me someone who will help me see more clearly