Chapter 37

CHAPTER 37
MILA
We finally came home with our little one, tired and very big, but I'm lucky to have the help of my mother and Adrien, sometimes I look at my daughter for a long time and 'having trouble realizing that she is mine and that after this long wait she is finally here, it's as if I were in a dream, it's a feeling that is very difficult to explain, I find it hard to put words to the emotions that go through me, I wish all women to live what I'm going through right now, motherhood is so beautiful, this person who said "motherhood is the only appointment you or we are sure to find love" is so right
Watching this innocent little being sleep is so beautiful, she has such a beautiful face, I love her my daughter she is just perfect.
Luckily the other guy hasn't arrived since we left the hospital, but this happiness of not seeing him was very short-lived since he told me he was coming to see the little one today I I'm going to get ready and prepare the little one before he arrives and I hope it will be as short as possible
Adrien is going back to work today, I admit that he is also a great help with the baby, since I did not want to move in with him with the baby, he spends all his nights here with us, when the baby cries at night he takes care of it, he learned to change the nappies and to bottle feed the little one he is totally gaga about it, he would be such a good father, I would have liked so much to meet him sooner and that he be the father of my little Dee, but unfortunately she has a father and one who is not the best in the world, a father on whom she can never count a father who only serves his personal interest, really I have screwed up too much on this one, I hope that he will give up his father's rights and disappear from our lives forever, because I consider him a bird of bad omen, and his presence does not announce anything good, he does not inspires me nothing good that one, disappear like that and reappear overnight its sense nothing good
Adrien to Darnell: my beubeuhhh I will miss you all day
Me pretending to be jealous: so it's like this now? And me ?
Adrien laughing: oh yes, you are old and old, so you count more
Me screaming: what?
Adrien laughing: you know very well that you are the only queen of my heart and that no one can dethrone you
Me laughing: it would be better for you
Adrien with a more serious air: I will miss you a lot my heart, call me when you need anything, understood?
Me laughing: I'll take you at your word, I'll call you to come watch her when I want to take a nap
Adrien: it will be with pleasure my beautiful
He leaves to give the little one a kiss, says a few words to her, takes his bag and heads for the door.
Me exclaiming: are you forgetting something by chance?
Adrien from an innocent area: no, I have my car keys, my computer, my phone, it's ok, I don't miss anything anymore
Me annoying: ok
Adrien laughing: no I'm kidding
He comes to give me lots of kisses and an "I love you" before hitting the road
When he leaves I get up to take a good shower, I was still in the shower when my mother comes home to tell me that the other guy has arrived, I hurry up and go out to receive him, the sooner I'll see him, the sooner I will get rid of him
Leaving the room I hear him talking with someone on the phone, I remain silent behind the door to listen to him hoping that the baby does not wake up
Hilanne: yes I am at her house like her
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Hilanne: no I don't know the sex of the baby yet
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Hilanne: be patient whether it's a girl or a boy there's no problem, they offered me a million they don't care about sex they just want to have a child
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Hilanne: don't worry, I'll be the model dad she wants for her child and when trust settles in, I'll disappear with it
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Hilanne: I have to hang up, I don't want her to surprise me, but soon I promise you we'll have a good life
My blood freezes on the spot, I feel so much anger rising in me how can anyone be so mean? think better
If I react immediately it will put a flea in his ear and he will still find another way to take my baby away from me, I will try to come to my senses and play the game until my ideas are clear and I don't know what to do
Me joining him trying badly to hide my anger: hello
Hilanne: well I warned you of my arrival despite everything you make me wait so much, there are things that will never change it seems
Me: did you come to see your child or reproach me?
Hilanne laughing: why so much hatred towards me, all I want is to get you back and that we form a family with our baby I still love you me, don't tell me that the life you had with me you don't miss
He disgusts me so much, I would so much like to spit what I think of him in the face but I pull myself together
Me angry: no I don't miss you at all even less the life I had by your side, a person like you I prefer to get away from it, if you came for me you can go back to where you come from
Hilanne laughing: how aggressive my tigress is, pass me my baby so that I can see her
He sits like he's at home I wonder how I could have done to fall in love with someone like him, a person devoid of feeling and morals, I really feel like I I had a veil that hid my face and it is now that she falls, I ignore her behavior and I pass her the little
Hilanne: Oh it's a girl?
Me: no you can't see it's a hen
Hilanne: what name did you give it?
Me: her name is Darnell like my father
Hilanne: are you giving my daughter a boy's name? I want her to be called Ane
Me: already Darnell is a mixed name, and you're not even in a position to demand anything, she will be called as I have decided that's all
Hilanne: okay go for Darnell then, I wish you could leave her for me a few times so that I can walk with him in the park I want to be able to spend some time between father and daughter
Me: Do you think I'm going to leave you my baby? Plus she's still too small for her.
Hilanne: I suspected that you would tell me that, I hope you know that it is also my child and that with a simple DNA test I will be able to assert my right as a father in front of a court so do not don't push to the end
Unfortunately he is right, if I let him go to court it will be even easier for him to make my daughter disappear, I must be smarter than his
Me: for now you can see her whenever you want but on this roof
Hilanne smiling: for the moment it's fine with me, you see that I am ready to compromise to be able to be close to my daughter and you, all this is to prove my good faith to you
Me: I'm going to leave you with my mother when you're done you can leave
Hilanne: And the other good-for-nothing who serves as your buddy, isn't he here today?
Me turning to him: the only good-for-nothing I've known in my life is you, and he's not going to spend his whole day sticking to me since he's busy and there are people who have to work , and you can't understand
I don't even let him place one and I leave him there, I go to warn my mother and I lock myself in my room, if I warn Hilanne now he risks arriving with a bang and ruining everything I'll rather wait than he comes home in the evening and we'll go see Jade and Gianni tonight when he gets back