Chapter 32

CHAPTER 32

MILA
This morning I went to the hospital with Adrien for the last prenatal visit, well I'm finally going to have my baby in my arms soon, I feel like it's been an eternity, I can't wait for him be there, so that I can give him all this love I have for him, when we finish he takes me to eat in a restaurant he wanted me to discover, when we finish we decide to go around some baby shop before going home
We were leaving a shop when I see him getting out of his car, no, but I'm dreaming right? What the hell is this one doing here? I'm dreaming aren't I?

Adrien: What's wrong with my heart?

Me struggling to speak: uh it's alright

Adrien: don't tell me it's okay when you're as white as the living dead

Me: let's go please, I'm tired I want to go home

Adrien: ok honey, here we go

We were heading to Adrien's car when this asshole starts screaming my name like crazy

Hilanne: Mila, Mila, my love

Adrien turns to me looking really surprised with a questioning look, really it's the worst time to meet this

Me: He's my ex, I really don't want to see him or talk to him

Adrien: well he's already here

Me: but what do you want?

Hilanne: I missed you so much sweetheart, I was there shopping for our baby

Me: no but you have a problem? Are you unlocking it? Me and my baby we don't want anything from you you can keep your groceries, if you haven't done them yet you should keep your money

Hilanne: But why are you talking to me like that? He's also my child if you forgot him

Me screaming with anger: you really are a sick man, this child has ceased to be yours since the day you left, you have no rights or duties towards this child, now get out

Hilanne: I'm here for you now

Me screaming get off I say, who let you think you could disappear and reappear in my life whenever you want? I don't want anything from you and my baby either, that I don't catch you circling around me, or you're gonna really regret it.

I pass him, Adrien opens the car doors for me, I sit down, he closes and goes around to sit on the other side, he stares at me for a long time as if he wanted to say something but turns around and start the car and drive away
I'm holding myself back from crying, I don't know why these tears want to fall, I can't even describe exactly what's happening to me right now, if it's anger, sadness, frustration, I can't not exactly put my finger on what I feel precisely, all I know is that seeing him there, woke up a lot of things in me
The journey takes place in total silence, I have the impression that he is angry with me for something but I don't know exactly why, when we arrive at my house, he says goodbye to me and gives me a kiss on the cheek, I don't at all want us to take the lead because of this idiot

Me with as much calm as possible: my heart, what is going on?

Adrien with a smile that doesn't suit his eyes: everything is fine sweetheart

Me: don't tell me everything's fine when you haven't spoken to me once the whole way
Adrien: What did you want me to tell you?

Me: and by the way you didn't even come to my defense once during this altercation with this...

Adrien: you didn't need my help, and I didn't see when he attacked you

Me amazed at his behavior: waooohhhh

I open the door to get out when he stops me

Adrien: I'm really sorry, I let my jealousy take over and I didn't know where to put myself already that you didn't introduce me as your future husband

Me: he is worth nothing to me my heart, I expected you to tell him that I was no longer alone or defenseless and that you were here now to defend me, but you remained silent

Adrien smiling: I'm sorry sweetheart, but you were like a lioness, you inspired more terror than me so I think he understood

Deep down I know very well that this is not the case, that this is only the beginning, and our tranquility risks being destroyed but, I do not want to worry him, he kisses me tenderly before to walk me to the door, the devil has just reappeared in my life and deep down I don't have as much confidence as I let on

JADE

The last time I went out shopping with Mila when we ran into Sofia, she was with a man who really doesn't seem like a stranger to me, what makes me think the most is that they were all the two surprised to see scared to see me
What could have caused this reaction to them, when most of the time when she sees me she does not waste time to spit me are her venom in the face trying to put me down, I am really surprised by their reactions especially hers, she was almost hiding, we really felt that she didn't want me to see her
At first I thought it was because she was with a man that she didn't want me to see her, whereas I really don't care who she is dating, and if it's a woman like her Gianni wants in her life good luck to them it's only their problem
But this morning I just remembered where I know this guy from, I just realized where I saw him from, he was part of my captors, and yes he was there that day, I I can never forget their faces to these men
I take my phone to call Gianni but I reject the idea, already is he going to believe me? He's going to think I'm crazy again as usual, by the way, we're going to meet soon at the park so I'll decide if I should talk to him about it or not.
I get ready I go to join them at the park right next to my house, I run towards them when I see them, I take my little Angel in my arms, my baby has grown so much

Me displaying all my happiness: my little baby of love, that you grew up, I missed you so much my heart

Gianni: pretend I'm not there

Me with a smile on my face: hi how is it?

Gianni: how are you?

Me: I'm doing great thanks to my little love baby

Gianni muttering under his breath: if I had known he would have this effect on you it's been a long time since I would have brought him back with me

Me turning to him: you say?
Me: It pains me so much to miss all these stages of his life, I would have liked to be there and witness all his

Gianni: you can sweetheart, we can share all these moments together if you let me

Me laughing: you know very well that I will never go back to this house again after all that has happened

Gianni attacking next to me: if you want we can move into one of my houses or you can choose a house that we could own and in which we will raise our children

Me: How are his nights?

Gianni: he cries when he's hungry, sometimes for no reason so he and I often sleep together

Me laughing: isn't the nursery set up for him and he has to sleep laba?

Gianni: there is an exception to every rule, plus if I had let him sleep with us I'm sure you wouldn't be pregnant today

Me laughing: it's not wrong anyway

Gianni smiling: I found a simple and effective way to be able to spend my nights alone with my wife

Me: yeah I got it

Gianni: well you didn't mind either

Me: ha-ha-ha…too funny

We spend the evening together throwing spades at each other, I really enjoyed the time spent together but like all good things they all have an end unfortunately, I would have liked so much to spend more time with my little Angel but I a little apprehensive to ask him for fear that he would get angry, he takes me home, he offers to cook dinner, I gladly accept….