Chapter 15

Dad asked me a lot of questions that night. Some of classmates and friends couldn’t believe why I backed out. I don’t know if they knew about Jezel and I messed that night. Because dad knows. I just answered him but I didn't tell the whole story.

In this world there are only two kinds of friends. The first , will last and the second will not last. I realized that you really shouldn't trust a friend even if you treat her like a family. Savier and Jez betrayed me. Sav didn't like that but still, he didn't tell me the truth. If Jezel hadn’t told me up I wouldn’t have known.

I stared at the ceiling. I woke up at twelve o'clock at noon. I knew my eyes were puffy so I didn’t leave the room. Papa comforted me last night and accepted my decision but I know that at school I will receive a lot of criticism.

My stare was cut off as my cellphone vibrated. I picked it up and answered Caleb's call.

"Don't laugh at me, I know you. '' I immediately opened it before he could speak.

He chuckled on the other line. "Why should I? I am not a judgmental person Rox."

"Then why did you call?" I asked him.

"I know you're sad. Come on! Cheer up! Get out there and let's bar tonight." something is bothering my chest but I keep in mind that I don't have to worry about anything. I feel like Me and Savier and the sinful tree. Savier is an attractive apple and I was deceived by its attractive appearance. I bit the apple even though I knew it was forbidden and sinful. Just what the fuck right?

Just like our situation. I am his fucking niece and he's my fucking uncle and we fucked. Our life were fuck up! I want to beat myself up because I gave in to temptation! I am disgusting! We're disgusting!

"Fine, Which bar?" I sigh deeply. I'll forget everything. I'll forget what happened. It's just a competition. I have a lot more to join. That is not a loss. Jezel? She's not a loss. I'll make her pay one day. She will regret what she did.
Caleb told me where that bar was. He volunteered to get me at home but I refused. I don't want dad to say anything. I locked myself inside my room the whole day. I just went out when Nana Sena called me to eat dinner. I took a bath and got dressed for walking before I left the room. My dad wasn't here. What I saw at the table were Aunt Anna; dad’s new girlfriend and Marrie.

"Where's dad?" I asked Nana Sena who looked sharp at what I was wearing. Aunt Anna and Marrie looked the same. I don't care if I looked like a prostitute here. This is what I want.
Nana Sena took a deep breath. "They had an emergency meeting earlier and haven't been home yet."

"Don't worry hija. I'll call him later." Aunt Anna's said. "Uhm, where are you going?"

"I'll go out with a friend aunt." I replied.

"Really ? Well that's good. You really need to be happy especially when you lose the pageant." Marrie said as if there was no care. I looked at her sharply.

"Marrie!" Aunt Anna's reprimand .

"Sorry but I think your information is wrong. I'm not defeated because I lose.I backed out and that didn't mean I was defeated. If I had joined, I knew I’d win. " I answered with a raised eyebrow. Oh right. Don't make me mad right now. Just a little push will really explode me.

"Too much self esteem huh? You're still a loser!" she rolled her eyes at me.

"Marrie! Don't be like that in front of food!"

"What ever mom!"

"That's enough! It's bad to cursed in the face of food, oh my!" Nana Sena scolded us. I just shook my head even though I wanted to know where Savier was? It’s already night. Oh well, no doubt. Maybe Jezel and him will be together again. I lost appetite. I was in a hurry to go to the bar. I just told the guard outside the bar Savier's name letting me in right away. That’s how influential he is.

"You look great." Caleb praised me when I saw him inside. There was so much noise inside and I was dazzled by the various lights.

I pouted at him. "Who are you with?"

He shrugged his shoulder. "I saw a friend here but I want to date you. I know what happened last night so I know you're emotional now."

"Emotional your ass!" I mocked on him. "You care for me that much, huh?"

"Of course! I've been dating you for eight months, you're the only one who don’t want me!" The waiter put a blue and pink drink on our table. I saw a friends were looking on us. I know they were talking about last night. Tss.

I hit Caleb on the head but he just grinned and put his arm around me. I don’t feel anything special for Caleb or Simon at all. They were like a best friend or a brother for me but I don't trust them enough. I was taken enough to Jezel. We’ve been friends for a few years but here it is. I am broken because of her.

"Just chill! Don't hang out with me anymore!" I was surprised when he kissed me on the cheek. "Geez! You're so clingy!"

“You are so sweer e!"

"Tse! What ever Sav!" I laughed but in the end.. I was shocked from what I just said.

Caleb gulped down his drink. “Who is Sav ?Your uncle? " He asked me a serious question. Darn it! Me and my clumsy tongue!

"Uhm no, that's my dog. Savier's gift so I named it Sav." I averted my gaze. I could smell the wine on his breath. The two of us are so close. If to others maybe we look like sweetheart here. but no, I am here to enjoy and to explore.

"I saw you dancing at the prom. If it wasn't your uncle ... I might mistake you’re in relationship with him." he raised an eyebrow as he looked at me. Now, it was my turn to avoid. I didn't answer him and just drank my drink. One shot increased by another until innumerable.

Caleb and I danced together on the dance floor. I don't know the other details, I just know that Caleb and I really enjoyed dancing here. I maybe looked like wasted but atleast I enjoyed it.

"Damn ! You're so hot! "I grinned even more at what Caleb said. I moved my body even closer to him. I could feel his breath hitting my face.

"Don't mess with me! Did you see them?" I pointed those who are watching us. "They thought you were my boyfriend !You know, the truth is I don't want to have a boyfriend anymore! Damn you all men! Then you use us and when you done! It's over! That's it! " Looks like I'm really right.

It didn't seem to be heard because I felt his hand on my butt. It climbed on my stomach and he gently stroked it, lifting my tube. I stopped when Caleb suddenly disappeared from my sight. He didn’t disappear because he fell to the floor of the dance floor.

I turned my back and saw Savier blushing with anger. I seem to have lost all alcohol inhibition in my system and become disoriented.

"What-"

"Let's go!" he drawled huskily. He pulled me into the middle of the dance floor. The dancers stopped earlier because of the commotion. we left there Caleb who I think was knocked down on the floor!

"Come on!What about Caleb!" I shout at Sav and forcefully withdraw my hand. ''What! Caleb- ".

"ONE MORE CALEB! AND I WILL KILL HIM!” he shouted at me. We were already in front of his black car. He looked at me badly and looked tired. My lips parted. He's to blame for me, does he still have the urge to mad at me?!

"Why are you angry? Why are you mad? It's my life!"

"Shut up! And get inside!" Full emphasis on what he said and opened the door. But I was stubborn.

"I don't want to! Why are you here? Because Jezel and you are done? Huh?"

"What are you saying-"

"You've been kissing, haven't you? She was probably with you earlier!"

He looked up and brushed his hair. "Just get inside !I don't want a lot of people looking at you, especially when it looks like you want to take off your clothes! "

Still, I was still stubborn. "I'm with Caleb here. I'm going home with him! You don't have a care if I want to undress-Ahh!" I was stunned when he violently opened the backseat door. He threw me there like a piece of paper. I closed my eyes as I lay there and he entered next.

"What ?! You want to undress ?! Then strip!"
Bullshit! I slapped him right away. He's too much! it hurts!

My tears formed and started to fall.
"You're a cheater ! Now you're hurting me huh ?! "I shouted and I covered my face and cried. I heard him cursed and sat next to me. He was so close to me that I could smell his breath. He smelled of alcohol. That's why.

"We had a meeting earlier." He explained. His voice was soft but his breath was heavy. "I'm with my older brother. I went home first when the bar manager called me to let you in there with someone. Damn it Rox! I already explained to you right? Why are you acting this way?"

"Why? Why am I acting like this? I don't know if you're stupid Sav.We are not allowed to do this and how I feel about you! Even if I undress and hang out there atleast that's normal in the their eyes! Do you know what is wrong?Us Sav! About Us! We are sinful! Our feelings is not normal!”I cried. Relentless tears flowed into my eyes.
He closed his eyes tightly and held up my chin. "Tell me, do you love me Rox?"
I can't answer. I bit my lip and stared him in the eye. Turning around he looked into my eyes.
"Please answer me, baby."

I shook and bowed. I just can't.
"Kiss me if you love me..otherwise, I will not hesitate to let everyone know that we love each other. " It threatened me. I shuddered at his threat and held my breath.
I was still crying when I looked at him. "Fuck you Sav.Just f-fuck you.. " I said before I touched his jaw and kissed him slowly. At the speed of time I no longer knew how he could lower my shorts and panty.

"S-Sav n-no! Not here! I-I mean don't!" I stuttered as he knelt on my parted thigh and placed it on his shoulder. He barely fit in his seat. He looked at me there before looking into my eyes. I saw worldly lust in his eyes.

"Just a taste Rox." he whispered huskily. I shook my head! "And you can't deny me." He said huskily before he did what he wanted to do to my middle thigh.