Chapter 16

I quietly got out of the car. I stopped for a moment when Sav blocked the way because he opened the door for me. "Are we fine?" he asked huskily. He put aside my hair strands.
I can't look at him. My level is on his chest. He is very tall and I am only up to his shoulder. "I-I don't know Sav. I want to be alone."

"Then I'll give you space." He whispered. The wind blew so I was caught in the cold. I hugged my body then he noticed it. Automatically, he caged me. His arm is on either side of me. So I was even more inclined to the car.

The heat from his body made me feel comfortable. I can't really look him straight in the eye. After what he did to me inside his frigging car! Damn him!

"Is it hot now?” he asked softly in my ear. My heart is pounding right now. His hot breath tickled my ear. His hand, which had been pointed at my side, was already holding my arm.
I nodded at him still unable to look. But then, he held up my chin to meet his gaze. "Talk to me, please."

Shit! Even his voice were so erotic in my ears! The skyscrapers of the city looks like a galaxy.Even the moving vehicles underneath gave a nice view here to us over. Sav took me here to a cliff, where the whole city could be seen.

"And what will I say?" I said a little too hard but I was a little upset! He chuckled and kissed my ear. Shit!

"Why are you so hard huh? Don't you ever care about my feelings? Damn Rox, you're killing me."

I bit my lip because his voice was strange. He step closer and I put my right hand on his chest.

"Because we shouldn't be Savier. I am trying so hard to set aside what I feel from you! I don't know how much I have sinned against God why he gave me this kind of punishment!" I said to him. I looked him in the eye. It was full of emotion but hidden in seriousness. His jaw clenched and he stubbornly averted his eyes.

"This is fucking insane!" my tears rolled down my cheeks and met his gaze again.

"What do you think of us Rox? Is this punishment for you?" his voice was full of cold.

"Y-Yes, that's right. It would have been better then. I saw you brought different women at home! You have a lot of women!"

"It's because I want to divert my feelings for you! I tried so fucking hard alright ?! But you see? I am here !I'm still here even though I'm already hurt by what you're doing. Even if you just show that you love me Rox!? I want only you! It’s not that you’re making me feel like we’re wrong! Can't we just pretend that everything's were alright? Damn! I sounds like fucking gay! " he violently ruffled his hair and buried his face in my neck.

I was dumbfounded by what he said because I was guilty . His voice echoed all around. I could feel the pain of my heart. Shit! I'm like this but I can't hurt Sav like this. I have never seen him like this down before.

"Tell me what to do. Just give me your time. Tell me what you want just show me you love me, Rox." My right hand on his chest dropped. My hand seems to have lost strength. Until it didn’t intentionally stop at the bulge of his zipper.

I bit my lip so hard to feel his bulge there. He groaned. "God know's how much I tried to trash my feelings for you Sav. But in the end ... I gave myself to someone I love. I gave my purity to you because I love you Sav.Isn’t that enough? "I whispered. I slowly stroked his bulge there with the back of my palm.

He broke away from the hug and looked at me with a smirk and anticipation. He closed his eyes firmly and kissed my forehead.

"I want the assurance Rox." I was tickled when he pressed his lips to my forehead. Damn! We look like we're hiding here in the abyss!

"What assurance?" My forehead furrowed.

" I know it's more unfair to me because you don't want anyone to notice us but if it's just me, I don't really care what they say. All I want is this .. "He hugged me and kissed me tenderly." All I want is you. " He whispered while his lips touching mine. I caressed the bulge of his zipper again, his size became even bigger.

I nodded at him. "O-Okay. I'm yours too and you're mine alone." I told him he cursing softly.

"I promise." he said. We talked, shared a torrid kisses, we laughed that night like a normal couple.

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"Hija's vacation is coming up. It means your debut is coming up. What do you want?" papa asked. We are at the table and eating at the same time. Because I am still inspired especially by what happened last night so the smile on my lips cannot be erased.

"Even just family dinner dad."
Sav raised an eyebrow at my side and glanced at me. That was like a miracle I said.

Papa laughed. "Oh !I thought you want a grand debut celebration hija? " For those who have passed my birthdays, it seems like that. The party is very grand so papa spends a lot of money, especially the guests from other families who give me expensive gifts.

"No dad.Besides, I'm going on vacation after my birthday. "
Sav stopped eating and just drank water.

"Alright hija, Just do what you want." Dad smiled at me and even messed up my hair. I rolled my eyes at him.

"How about you Sav ? Are you sure you're moving? I know you owned a hotel but I'm not letting you out of the house.”

My forehead furrowed because I didn’t know it. Marrie and Aunt Anna interrupted the conversation but I could hardly follow through. "I just want a private moment with my girlfriend." He answered. My heart hurt.
Papa barked and laughed. "Is that a serious one now Sav? Last time I checked, one of our investors barely moved on from you. You brute huh?" he laughed again. That's it! I lost my appetite!

"Uh..excuse me." No one noticed because they were busy talking. Shit! Who is that girl? I can’t imagine he won’t be here at home next time! What will happen to us?

I didn't go straight to the CR but I went to my room before I could open it and Someone pulled me, and I know who it was. He opened his room next to mine and locked it.

He nailed me to the wall. "You're crying. ''

"You manwhore!" I hissed. "That's right, you have a girlfriend and you're moving because you want something private for you ?! Damn you! Cheater! " I was even more annoyed when he burst out laughing.

"There you are!" I was about to leave when he pulled me again and hugged me.

"Damn. You're my girlfriend maybe you don't know ?I will move because I want us to do what we want Rox. I'll give you my spare key. If you want to sleep there, you can always sleep there. " He said softly to me with a smile on his face. All my annoyance was thrown away. Gosh! I am too slow. I didn't get it right away and my emotions preceded me!

"We'll have our own time, Rox. We'll make our own world inside my unit. Like that?" he grinned devilishly.I could do nothing but nod.