Chapter 6

It was a big mistake. The attraction I feel for Sav. Many handsome men flirt with me, but why I am only attracted with my uncle? What kind of heart do I have? Tsk. I buried it all in oblivion, I also don't know why he moves the same way towards me? He even asked me what if he will be my first kiss? Just what the hell!

When that incident ended two days ago. Everything became normal. Sometimes we share breakfast. He was just cold. He always has a cellphone call that he calls babe. He also comes home at night once, he is drunk. That hurts my heart, I think my heart is abnormal.
Of course, it's wrong to like him, my uncle. That was the most painful part of me. Just really unfair. But I will try my best. So, hard to keep this feeling. I know I can find a man for me too, but I'm not ready yet, fling will do.

We are in the mall now. I went with my driver because I don't know how to drive yet and because it's still forbidden for someone like me who is seventeen years old. I really don't want to go with the driver once in a while because Jezel went to see us a lot.

We came from practicing folk dance at school and we went straight here because we have something to buy for tomorrow. It's the last day of our practice today and our prom is coming.
"Did you tell Gerald that his necktie should be gray?" Jezel asked me. Gerald was my partner at the prom. He’s a nerd. I prefer him than the others who are too smooth. Gerald isn't ugly, he's really just a nerd to look at because of his big glasses. Gray and black is the motif of our prom. So, my cocktail gown is gray so Gerald and I should have a suit.

"Yep!" I answer and look at the VS perfumes lined up. One of the perfumes in my collection. I took the night seduction and smelled it. The scent really nice!

"Will you be picked up?"

I shook. "Uncle Savier will drive me." note the sarcasm in uncle word. He said he would take me. He was also invited because he is one of the sponsors of St. Dominic.

"Wow. The sweet one."

I stared at her. "Shut up." I also choose dark red lipsticks. because my other lipstick is pink, so it's different. Jezel is just next to me and asking.

"Maybe he is dating Miss Ocampo?" I stopped at her question. Yeah, those past days. He always goes to school and picks up Miss Ocampo. Our New English school teacher. She's pretty, matured and an ideal girl. That’s why I spend time practicing to avoid being non -judgmental.
I have no right to get mad. Whoever he wants, I can do nothing but support him. That's my role being his niece.

"Who cares? They might be dating.” I said bitterly and took the purchases and went straight to the counter while Jez was just tailing.

"E 'why do you seem sad? Toss! I told you Roxx, move on. That feeling will kill you!" She whispered to me as I paid. After being paid I walked out. I did not answer Jez. My chest tightens. That's why I'm avoiding it.

"Rox! Sorry! Are you mad?" Jez chased me.

I smiled bitterly as we exited. "I'm trying Jez. Don't worry. I won't let my uncle hurt me." She took a deep breath and put her arm around me.

“Just. I’m only here when you're sad. Hmm? "

I rolled my eyes. "You're a drama!"

"Chee, I don't know about you." We laughed as we got into the car. I just finished dinner and entered the room. Since I was excited for the prom, I prepared everything I would need. the cocktail gown I hung on the hanger and placed in the closet. The stilettos and make up is all set. The earring, bracelet and contactless etc. I was stunned to hear Sav’s car just arrived. It's nine o'clock and he'll just arrive?

I took a deep breath and thought he might not have eaten yet. So, I went down because I knew the two maids were asleep. Going down the stairs, the door suddenly opened and Sav entered, apparently drunk but still smiling. My attention was divided when I saw a woman leading him. or I must say, it’s miss Ocampo.
She is wearing a white dress with flowers. Her body is curved and high heels are still on.

"Where's your room babe?" She asked with a raised eyebrow. Tsk. Sav's smile on Miss Ocampo's body was so close that it gave my heart pain. Before they could go up, I cough fakely.

They both stopped and I saw Sav look at me seriously. No more naughtiness. Well. I'm just assuming too much. Why would the uncle be sweet to his niece? And when else was it legal for the uncle to kiss his niece? It's a sin!
"Why are you here Miss Ocampo?" I asked formally.
She suddenly formalized. "Hmm.Sav was drunk so I supported him." I nodded so that Sav could almost fall asleep on her shoulder.

"Any help? Because he's heavy." She added. I had no choice but to help them. Why is he so drunk?

"Why is he drunk miss?" I asked as Sav landed on the bed. He groaned as his back pressed against the bed. He’s just wearing a gray t-shirt and pants.

Miss Ocampo shrugged. "I don't know. He drank the wine like a water. Hmm.by the way, does he live here?" She asked.

I nodded. "I'll just get some lukewarm water."
I quickly went to the kitchen and got lukewarm water and filled it with alcohol. I also took a wipe. I was annoyed because another woman entered his room. Damn. stop it Rox. He's your uncle! He already has a girlfriend!

My chest tightened as I went back upstairs to his bedroom. I opened the door and shuddered at where I stood. My innocent eyes! Miss Ocampo is already on Sav's lap. They we're kissing torridly. Miss Ocampo's tube dress had fallen off and Sav was already taking off his t -shirt. He held Miss Ocampo's waist and caressed her butt! They were groaning and moaning!
I was cold and shivering as the bowl of lukewarm water I was holding collapsed. They immediately separated and stopped. Miss Ocampo immediately left Sav’s lap.
I didn't look at them and just bowed. "I-I'm sorry. I-I don't know-I'm sorry!" I close my eyes and immediately turn around before they can see my tears. I immediately ran to my room and locked it. I ran to sit on the floor on the side of the bed and leaned back on the bed.
I was caught in my chest tightening and I could barely breathe. My sobs echoed in the four corners of my room. I wiped away my tears.

"I shouldn't be hurt!" I built a cup on my chest. “I hate this F-feeling! I hate my h-heart! "
I was stopped by a knock on the door from outside. "Rox! Open the door!" Sav's shouted outside my room. Only in his voice will you know that he has been drunk.
I remained silent and sobbed. I was speechless. I've seen him bring a woman here a few times but it hurts more to see what they're doing.
I stopped and was even more nervous when the door suddenly opened. What? I locked it! Sav came in, still topless and holding a key. That's why. I averted my eyes when I saw his anticipating look. His eyes were bulging and he was obviously drunk. I can’t look at his handsome body and has eight abs. Darn. He took a deep breath and I could see his footsteps approaching.
I closed my eyes firmly with my heart pounding. crash that I only feel when he's there. His effect on my heart was really strange. This is so bad. He bowed in front of me. One knee was kneeling on the floor and the other was raised and placed his arm there.

"Let's talk." he said hoarsely. I immediately inhaled the smell of his breath mixed with mint and alcohol. I opened my eyes and my tears flowed. His palm rose and wiped away my tears which I immediately avoided.
"Don't touch me. Just talk." I said coldly.
He heaved and sighed. "Okay." he raised his hand to my side. I hugged my knee.
"Why did you follow me here? What about your girlfriend?" I asked. My voice was hoarse from crying and trembling.
"Who won't follow if you're crying?" He insisted. His jaw clamped dangerously. He seemed to have lost his drunkenness.

“You care ?!” I Spat. "Don't pretend please. I'm fine. Go away." New tears flowed. I bit my trembling lips.

"Why are you crying?" Instead, he asked. Why? Should I tell the truth? It was as if I had just put myself in harm's way.
"Go away you dirty man! Go away! "I shouted and slapped him on the face and chest. I didn't care if his handsome face got hurt. He didn't stop me, he just let me go. Until I got tired of the beating. His face was red. and I did not even bear my blow to him. He's massive and strong. So maybe that's just not in him.

"You're done?" He parted the strand of hair on my face. I shunned.

"I hate you!"

He nodded.
"Why are you crying? May I know why?" He asked softly.

"Because I hate you." I answered immediately. He grabbed my chin and faced him. His dark and expressive eyes were really beautiful. The thick eyebrows and sharp nose. His naturally red lips. He's damn perfect.

"Hating your uncle is normal. Do you know what's wrong? the wrong is if you love more than a normal love. Not as an uncle, but as a man.” I stiffened in my seat.

Those past years there was no such partnership with us. He always makes business trips abroad. And busy at work. I bit my lip and bowed. My chest is pounding. Damn. What does he mean? Am I too obvious?

“Did you know I’m ready to fight the whole world for someone? Do you know I’m just waiting for the chance to let her know how I feel? I will fight for us. Even if this family ruin. " He said seriously. He looked straight into my eyes.

"W-What are you saying?" I whispered.

He leaned closer and kissed my forehead and my nose ... then he stops. "If I will ask you, to run away with me. Would you?"