Chapter 29

All of a sudden I couldn't move. His lips parted as he slowly took off the belt.

"Show me what you've got, Roxette."
I shook my head. My chest trembled at this kind of Savier that was in front of me now. This is not him anymore.

I slowly stood up as he approached me. Slowly.
"What did you do Savier?" his jaw tightened as my eyes drifted to his eight abs in front of me as the polo turned up and his tie was not in the right direction. Until my gaze landed on his zipper with a large lump there that seemed to loosen. Shit! My throat went dry before I looked up at his zipper.


"Scared?" He smirked darkly. My chest went up and down and without hesitation, I ran to the door and pulled the door handle.

"Shit!" I cursed when I can’t open it.

I gasped hardly when I heard his footsteps. I close my eyes tightly as he gradually approaches me.
"-What do you need? I-I am here for the job-" nervousness in my voice was obvious.

"Fuck the job." he cursed. My two hands remained holding the door knob as he wrapped around my waist. I felt his kiss on my hair down to my nape.

"You look like a kitten. You're scared? Why? You are married Roxette. You're used to this right? Huh?" He said and bit my nape. My body pressed against the door as his hand ran down my thigh. He crouched a bit so he could reach me.

It was as if my heart had fallen from a very high precipice. After those years my heart still beats for him. My mind telling me to push him but my heart says otherwise. My heart invaded my whole system. My brain went blank until I closed my eyes and felt his sticky grip.

"Tell me Roxette, is that man good?" His lips brushed my ear. "Did you moaned his fucking name?" I seemed to be poured hot water as his palm gently caressed my middle. "Was he good?” From then on he held me tightly until he used one palm and pulled my hair. I gasped in pain and looked up.

"S-Savier!" I flinched. His heavy breathing tickled me. I am afraid when he's like this. Brutal and rough. I hadn’t even noticed when he ripped the sleeve of my romper and pulled it down to a slump. Only to revealed my breast and my panty.

"F-Fuck.." he cursed and I immediately turned in front of him. I immediately crossed my arm over my chest. Tears welled up in my eyes. My heart hurts so much. He tightened his grip on my waist and turned me even closer when he saw my tears. He didn't bother to wipe my tears like before. He just looked at me brutally. There is no mercy whatsoever.

"You can't melt me with your cry anymore." He said coldly. Every word strikes my face the scent of his breath. A rum and mint.

I sobbed and glare at him. "This is what you want?" I dropped my hands to my sides and let him stare at my rich chest. I could feel the heat of his body.

"G-Go on!" I cried. "Is this what you want? Is this what will make you forgive me? Huh Savier?" I smashed his ironclad chest. He just looks at me intently every time I slap him.

"Have you ever thought about what I sacrificed for you ?! Huh ?Do you know what I did for you. You know .. I wouldn't have told you this but.. "
I smashed his face." But you're too much! That's too much! " I shouted and smashed his chest and face. I saw how it became red. My nails scratch his chest. He let me do nothing. He just tightened his grip on my waist.

"Savier I still love you."
He Loss of strength. Our bodies were full of sweat despite the cold from the aircon. He slowly let go of me. His jaw tightened. Like he didn't expect the words I told him. He raked his hair by his fingers. He let out a growl before punching the table and tearing up his papers before hitting the laptop against the wall. I scream so loud.

"You love Me?!" he pointed to himself. His veined corded and his shoulders and face were red. He's fuming mad but his handsome face never fades. That only adds to it.
"Damn you! Roxette! You left!" he pulled his hair before slumping down on the sofa in front of me as I stood leaning against the door.

"Get out."

He told me before looking up. I get burned by his deep looks.
"Get out before I hurt you ."
I averted my eyes as my chest writhed in pain. He's like an ocean. No matter how much I investigate it one by one, I still discover a lot of its form. Violent and cruel and I can't help my self to stand up because I am drowned so much, too deep.

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