Chapter 32

Even if I want to extend my days and hours being with him. Even though I know It's just for a moment. There is an end to this beautiful dream. For now, I'll let myself drown in the dark ocean. I’ll explore it's undiscovered wealth. I will let myself in this beautiful dream.

I walk out inside the shower wearing a towel tiringly hug my damp body. A small noise from the flatscreen tv reigned in the room. I saw Savier on the bed, leaning on it's headboard. I am being disturbed by his stare. I cleared my throat and tightened the grip of the towel on my body. I act like I didn't bother by his presence. But the truth is, my knees are trembling!

Thinking about what he told me makes my cheeks blush! Gosh! I would be hypocritical if I said that I did not fantasize about his face in my sleep! So until the dream he was there too. My hand trembled as I rummaged through the cabinet. I choose dresses when I couldn't calm myself down and I slowly leaned over the cabinet and closed my eyes.

"Gosh Roxette, stop fantasizing him!" I kicked myself.

"What are you doing, Rox?" I stiffened when I heard Sav's voice. I opened my eyes automatically and only to find out that he caught me with my crazy acts!

"Uhm, Nothing." I immediately turned around and rummaged in the cabinet. I'm looking for something even though I don't know what I'm looking for. My heart jumping fast inside my ribcage!
He hugged me from behind. I feel his stone hard abs on my back. I feel the warmth in his body. He's topless for damn sake.

He kissed my shoulder then whispered. "Let's not go out. Let's stay here." I heard his hoarse voice. I smell his breath with musk and mint.

I grabbed his arm curling around my waist. "Too bad your ticket you paid for earlier for the fire dance."

"It's just a money." He Reason and kiss on my shoulder. I could feel his hand travel to my thigh.

"It’s boring here." He tries to find an alibi.

"I'll make us busy, please." He pressed himself on me. I rolled my eyes to feel it. The heat fluid gushed between my thigh like a fire till it burned my senses. I was so dizzy when he touched the hem of my towel.

"S-Sav .."

"You can't stop me. I really want you right now." His voice was full of lust. Like a rope, my narrowing was saved by the sensation that enveloped me. Hee also untied the towel on my body. I immediately attacked Sav with a kiss. He reciprocated me with a flaming kiss. I could barely keep up with his kind of kissing. So violent.

My earlier attack on his kiss was weakened by a more burning emotion. I kissed him like a fire but he fight back with a kiss like a wild fire in the forest. I have nothing against him.

"Hmm, S-Sav." I almost cried with so much excitement. I caressed his muscular body.

"Baby .." He growled at our kiss. He pinched my butt cheeks . I gasped when he scooped me and to my surprise he put me in the dresser. I heard the falling and cracking of things in the dresser that he took away. We have no idea what is going on around us. We only both know that we want this. Our body need this. My heart and my soul screaming that this man..own my everything.



"Oh!" I moaned and he pinched my bud. I heard him cursed as he closed his eyes and made himself satisfy. I haven't been able to get him to pull my leg yet.

"Sav!" I gasped in surprise. It's too late, I already know from his movements. He kneels and put my leg on his shoulder I knew it very well . I remember him picking me up from school. He stopped the car in the dark part of the forest and this is the scene he would immediately do to me.

His warm tongue feels between my thighs. My hand was already tangled tightly in his hair. He even licked his hot tongue in my middle. My erotic foreign moans filled the four edges of the room.

"Oh! Oh!" I crazily moaned and gasped when his sinful tongue dived inside my cave. "Oh! Sav!" On the front wall. Where the rectangular mirror is on I could see the crack in Saviers back. Kneeling on my middle thigh. Naked. very erotic, looks like a beautiful paint on a painting.

He hadn't moved on and his brain hadn't processed. He suddenly stood up and lifted me up. The bed shook as he violently threw me there and he pulled me to the end of it, also violently. My brain exploded and I was confused by the pleasures from him. I missed doing this with him. There seemed to be a heavy object removed from my chest. I get emotional to see him like this. I feel my love for him so much..I can feel it.

"A-Ah! Ahh!" He entered me before he spat on my womanhood. Every thrust is the same flow of my tears. I cried and hugged him. I reached for his face and kissed him thoroughly with all longing and love. Then he did the same. With longing eyes we stared. My lip parted as he bit his lower lip. He gripped my waist tightly and violently moved over me.

"Oh! Ohhh!" We didn't break the stare until he put his point and middle finger inside my lips and I sucked it.

"Fuck! I love you, baby!" He groaned above me and became more violent.

But then, he made me turn around.

I thought it was the same then. Likewise, But. "W-Wait .. What are you doing ?!" I panicked.

"Oh, shit! Baby please." His voice was hoarse and full of pleading. He positioned himself at my back.

"G-Go on." I felt him enter me. Not in my lady part..but in my butthole. Fuck! It's painful but I erotically like it. He pulled me and violently moved .

"Oh shit! Oh hm!" he growled and turned me over again. I can't keep up with his every move. Damn Savier! He is very expert in this! The bed shakes and it makes a noise. I gripped tight on the sheet for someone to hold on to.

"Ah! I'm- Ah!" I cried with pleasure. That seemed to trigger him to be fast.

"Oh, baby!" He growled. He looked at me lovingly. "I'll pour it all in.” He says and I understood. I nodded to him and hugged him tightlyy. I feel so sore all over. I was no longer have conscious because it was painful and I was too tired.

I didn't let the thirty thousand pesos tickets go to waste. I forced him to go with me even though I was tired and in pain.
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Watching the tribe group dancing while holding a fire pot. Sav hugged my waist. We were at the table noisy people passing. I'm annoyed with the women who look at us or I must say to Sav.

The hard drink was ready for him and the fruit cocktail was ready for me. To my annoyance I took the hard liquor! But not yet to my lips, he had already taken it.
"What's the matter?" he asked in brows furrowed.

I shook my head and just avoided tasting the juice. "No .. I'm just tired." He grinned mischievously. I saw his tongue hover over his lower lip. I pouted as my cheek warmed. God! It's my freaking first time being fuck in my butt. Damn Sav!

I traced the veins in his arms. I distracted myself there. One of his arms tightened around me.

"I'm fucking happy. I called Caleb earlier. He will file the annulment immediately when we're back in Manila. "he kissed my cheek." I'll make things clear for us. I'll fix everything. '' he added. I wondered why he had Caleb's number until I remember that he’s business man.

While watching the fire dancers Sav's lip twists and it climbs to my jaw.

He's clingy! Even with many people he has no care. I crossed my arms and craned my neck to give him more access to kiss me there. When I move my eyes, I see what is familiar to me. Olivia, with ther group of friends watching us from a far. She's my cousin on my father's side. I don’t know if they already know the truth that Sav and I are not blood relatives. But based on hee face, I'm not sure yet.She look at me, disgustingly.

I dodged and pushed Sav. Somewhat embarrassed.
"Why?" He asked. I inhaled the drink on his breath.

"Olivia my cousin is here.What if-"

"And so?"

"You know them-"

"If you truly love me you won't mind what people will say, Roxette. We're important."

I was shocked at what he said seriously .

"Sav, I love you." His jaw tightened. He stop drinking. He seemed angry. I look back at the fire dancer. Until its music changed. It was good until the people on the sand dispersed.

There was a whispering from people around. I'm just silently looking at them. Until one set the end on fire until that fire spread. That formed a lot of letters. Until that became clear to everyone.

“WILL YOU MARRY ME?

That's what I read. I could hear the noise of the person screaming and my heart pounding. Especially when Sav stood up and pulled me slowly to the sand with the burning words "Will you marry me?"

I covered my mouth as he knelt in front of me. My tears were unstoppable right now. I am trembling of so much emotions. Is this real?

"I hate dramas and I want your answer right here, right now." He took out a black box. I only saw a necklace with a pendant ring with the letter A engraved on it.

"S-Sav .." I cried. "Oh my god."

"Will you marry me Amara Dela Rama?" the people around us roared and cheered.
After the ups and down.The troubles and the struggles we've been through. I think I deserved this kind of trophy. I think I deserved this happiness in my own fairy tale. I deserved to be happy after the world threw us a burden.

"Amara, Please .." his face was full of pleading and his eyes were glowing. I nodded briefly. I saw him closed his eyes and pulled me for a hug. He turned away and looked at me with full adoration. He wiped my tears.

"I love you. " His words filled my heart.