Chapter 8

"Dad!" I answered the phone happily. After a long month’s papa still didn't come home. I understand if it's about the business but why are you taking so long?

"How's my hija there?" Every day, it becomes a routine for us to call each other. Savier, took over the Dela Rama Company because papa was not there yet. I heard, our company became famous in business world because of Sav. I am happy for him! Those months we celebrated his 25th birthday. I can say that we have become even closer to each other.

In my secret world, I was content with just admiring my uncle. I was content because that was what it should be. I even witnessed him change his girlfriends like how he changes his clothes; When old and dirty, it will be removed, and never to be used again.

He didn't take them seriously and that's give me a fine breathing. It's better that way, because I don't think I can bear to see him fall for someone else while I'm secretly hurt by falling for him.

"I am fine dad. When are you going home? I-It's December dad." Sadly, I ask. It's my first Christmas without him. It's only two days since Christmas! And my love life is as cold as the weather!
He took a deep breath. "I know you will understand everything. 'Ll tell you when I get home, Okay?"

"S-Say the what dad?"

"I will tell ---"

"Honey! Let's have lunch! Marie is waiting! " But someone interrupted. I could almost drop the cellphone at what I heard.

"Hija, I'll hung up. I love you."

"I-I love you too, dad." My vision clouded by my tears and my heart crumpled that I can't almost breath. I'm not stupid for not understand that, is that why he doesn't go home? Will he leave me?

Sav was working all day because he had to end his works before his vacation. I did nothing the whole vacation but just here inside the mansion. My friends having their own vacation. I was so devastated when I stormed out in my room and immediately inhaled the smell of my favorite Marinated chicken.

My system got excited because thought it was Savier but I covered my mouth.
"Nana Sena ?!" I almost shout.

With her white hair the skin is wrinkled and there is a smile on the lips. Nana Sena was the one who took good care of me since I was a child. But she went home and never come back here.

"Oh Rosing !!"

I hugged her. " I'm not Rosing Nana! I’m Roxette!"

She messed my hair and looked at me carefully.
"Oh, even if you're a big girl, you're still my Rosing! " She caressed my face." You know, before your mom died, she told me to take good care of you. So even though my grandson is a newborn, I came back here right away because I miss you! "

I pouted and saddened. "Mommy is happy in heaven Nana. It's a pity, she didn't watch over me like she wanted."

Her smiled fade and she hugged me tight. “We love you so much, Rosing.” Her caress on my back was comforting. Mommy’s gone like just yesterday but it's really hard to accept. If only I could say something about my grievance.

I sat in the chair while Nana Sena served our food. It's already seven o'clock in the evening. "Wow. It smells good!"

"You're buffing kid!"

“Nana, do I look like my mommy?” She was stunned and faced me. She examined my whole face.

"I saw your mother gave birth to you, hija. You have the same eyes but your eyes are different colors. You also have the same body."

"Really?"

"Yes, of course, Rosing!"

"Looks like you're having fun hm,” I shuddered to hear the voice behind me.

"Hijo!"
Sav wearing his folded polo and turned slack. He's so hot. I won't be surprised if he is on the list of hot bachelors here in the Philippines. Emotions fed me so much as they hugged each other. I heard Nana Sena’s excessive compliments to Sav.

"You’ve grown! Savier!! How many young women have you screwed ?!" I almost choked on my own food because of what I heard.

"Not like that, Nana Sena." He laughed softly and I felt him approach me. My heart seemed to pound and pound inside my chest.

"Oh, you’ve been charismatic ever since I left here."

Sav chuckled. "Of course not."

"How's your day?" Sav asked. We are currently eaten he was beside me while Nana Senna paused and grabbed something.

"Boring." I have no appetite I say.

His lips protruded. "I'm leaving this morning. Wanna come?"

I landed the cutlery on what I heard. "Really? Sure! Where?" He grinned and pulled a few strands of my hair. I was barely b shunned.

He took a deep breath. "In Nana Sena's province. I'll just get some of her stuffs. My last day at work today and I need to unwind. I think, I need a vacation."

I agreed to Sav's offer. I'm still very bored here. I don't want to ruin my Christmas vacay. It's only been two days since Christmas. I'll spend my Christmas with Sav and Nana Sena. I was saddened by the discovery and hurt from my father but I didn't want to focus my attention on that. Early in the morning we left to go to Sta. Ana in the province of Nana Sena that Sav once visited. Five AM we set off and after three hours we arrived.

"Sav?" I woke him up as the car we were riding in crossed the muddy road. While on our side is the wide fishpond and on the other side is corn.

"Hmm?" He turned to me and looked at me. His eyes suddenly tore down on my bare collarbone. He looked away immediately. He is wearing a three fourth gray shirt and a black pants. His chiseled chest was so massive. During the time we were together I can say his body changed a lot.

"You think what could be the reason why papa hasn't come home yet?" His eyes narrowed as he stayed on the road.

"He's a busy man, Roxette. I also don't know why he is."

"It's just sad."

"I can make you happy." He suddenly said in a serious way that the eye was on the road. "Just, trust me."

"I -I trust you." On the narrow and muddy road there is a small hut coming in. The hut made of organic and hard wood. There’s an old tv in their living room and living room with narrow doors next to which I think is bedroom.

The house is clean. It made me realize what if I was raise on this kind of place? Kind of life? What could I be? I would still be a spoiled brat?

"Good afternoon, Grandpa Tacio". Sav politely greeted the old man with the cane. I remember him my two grandfathers.

Maybe this is Nana Sena's husband? "Good afternoon to you son, Sit down!" I felt sorry for his cough. I felt worried with his cough.

My heart softened at what I saw.
A simple family with a simple life. They can eat three times a day. Okay. While us, are rude in wasting money even on useless things.
I smiled at Grandpa Tacio. "Hello, grandpa. I'm Rox.Nana Sena takes care of me. How are you? "Out of the corner of my eye I saw Sav looking at me. He stopped smiling.

"Ah! It's you, hija?! You're really beautiful. Here! You have a picture here but when you're small." He showed a small picture framed on the side of the old tv. It melts my heart. It's my picture when I was eleven years old. It really touches my heart to realize that, some people give importance even on a petty thing.
"Really?!"
He coughed again. I saw Sav stand up and 'someone took the bag we were carrying medicines. He seems to have tiny every corner of the house here.
Lolo Tacio was given medicine and taken care of.

Then that day, I made a decision. Before I leave, I will buy medicine and I will buy other things that Grandpa will need here. In the past, I could hardly pay attention to this kind of thing but now what they say is true.
Maturity is on the way.

We had our dinner that night. Sav cooked a vegetable meal. Evening came and the rain fell and added to the cold weather. The problem is only two bedrooms!

"I'll sleep here." Sav said and pointed to the long wooden chair in the living room. I raise my brow. Maybe he read what was on my mind.
"The bed is wide and has a mosquito net. You'll be drenched in it. We can fit in here."
He's wearing a thin shirt and his gray Pajamas. He looked so damn hot. Especially since I can almost see the rocky part of his body. He's so tall and massive!

"I'm fine here."

I rolled my eyes. "Come on, uncle. Why you're so afraid? "

His jaw tightened. "Nothing Rox."

"Then let's sleep together." The house was quiet and only the drops of the rain could be heard. I turned my back on Sav. Miracle and I was content with a vacation like this.

I feel him shifted because the bed is made of wood so I can feel his movement. I can’t explain how I feel. I'm so nervous! First time we were together in bed!

"Goodnight." He spoke. And suddenly his arm held my waist. The heat of his body I felt on my back. Closer and closer until his chest hit my back and his nose was in my hair. My breath quickened.

"G-Goodnight " I said and bit my lip. If it wasn’t my uncle. I just don't know! He hugged me tight. It was like my heart was touched by the kind of hug he gave me.

"Is it okay to hug you?" He asked. His breathing tickled my left ear. All the lights were off and only the lamp was hanging on.

"It's okay if my uncle hugs me?" I asked back. Maybe, yes. He took a deep breath and kissed my hair. I feel so safe in his arms.

"You? Is it okay?" he asked me back with a weak nod in response. He chuckled lowly. He caressed my shoulders languidly by his rough hands. I shivered.

"What If the uncle kisses his niece, Is that still okay?" His voice was rough and I could almost close my eyes to what he said.

I chuckled nervously. "I -I think that's fine S -Sav."

"In your lips, Roxette." I was shocked. "I want to taste your lips so bad.” I almost choked and shivered.

“S-Sav.” I startled and my whole system were shaking!

"Face me Rox I know it's ridiculous but…but I want to kiss you right now." I could feel his resentment. "Face me, if you want. And slap me if-” He stopped at my violent confrontation with him.

His eyes widened when he saw my wet face. I am crying because of emotions! Dammit!
"K-Kiss me Sav! P-Please! I- I know it's wrong! -"

"Fuck it!"
He cursed violently and unconditionally kissed me with full emphasis and warmth on the lips. I closed my eyes tightly and clung to his shoulder.
My very first kiss! With my uncle, fuck it! But I don't care!

His lips were so soft. He bit and sucked my lower lip and I moaned. His tongue enters my mouth and savor my sweetness in me.

"Hmmm.S-Sav." I moaned but he just sucked my tongue. My lip didn’t leave even a minute on his lip. He seems very thirsty here and eager.

"God Dammit! " He cursed so loud then he grinds his lower part on mine and I felt his bulge. The cold seemed to have no resistance to our blazing feelings.

It just seems like a flash. We were naked and my femininity was completely destroyed.

"A-Ah! O-Ouch!" I screamed in pain while he thrust so hard on my top. He took all of me and I left nothing to myself. Damn, forgive us Lord.

The wooden bed was moving and I think the house shook with every stern Sav entered me.
The pain was gone. The foreign feeling invades my system.

"I love you, Rox." He was breathing fast over me when the 'hot scene ended. All I did was to close my eyes and cried. I gave myself willingly! Now, what am I crying about?

"Th-This is w-wrong.” I cried.

He was stunned and looked at me seriously.
"What's wrong Rox?" He's still on my top and inside me as I cried.

"This!" And spat! “We-We fuck!” His jaw tightened. Even in the dark his handsomeness prevails.

"It's that all you can say?" He hissed back. Trying to lower the voice."Because I, that doesn't haunt my mind right now. I love you!"

"I am your niece! For God’s sake! We fuck!"

"Who cares?! Huh? I will marry you if you'll get pregnant!"

I fell silent. and sighed. "Y-You're c- crazy!"

He nodded mockingly.

"Sure. Maybe I'm crazy. The child I used to look after, was who I love now. So, yeah, I am crazy." I shook my head and did nothing when he moved on top of me again.

He keeps on whispering sweet words on me all night and we fuck or maybe made love all night.