Chapter 73 That's what friends are for

The whole room was spinning, I was shaking, sweating and my heart racing pounding out my chest. ***"Excuse me pregnant?" "yes Amelia what's wrong?" "I'm not prepared for this, Lucas isn't happy with me now, then I have to go telling him I'm pregnant not a chance"*** my stress levels now rising. ***"Amelia calm down he doesn't need to know until you tell him, I see this is a shock to you, but I do need to scan you to see how far along you are if that's okay with you?"*** I just nod, I hadn't planned for this, sickness washing over me again, ***"someone bring in some cyclizine and a low dose diazepan before this girl goes onto complete shock"*** Mark shouted. Nikki came running in ***"what's going on I heard shouting is everything okay?" "perfectly fine just a little shock that's all"*** Mark reassured her ***"Amelia are you okay? what's wrong?" "Nikki I'm pregnant"*** I start to sob a little shaking and heart racing, ***"Amelia I'm gonna jab into your thigh okay, there's two injections but it will calm you down abit"*** I just nod Nikki lifts my head to look at her. ***"This isnt something to be sad about this the best news we have had in a long time, your carrying the future Alpha of this pack, you should be over the moon"*** I knew I should be happy but with everything so complicated with Lucas I just couldn't think of bringing my pup into this. ***"We will work out girl" "please don't say anything I will talk to Lucas when I'm ready" "you have my word"*** the meds start to kick in I feel my heart slowing and body relaxing. ***"Feeling better now Amelia" "a little" "Good now let's go and have a look at our pup then shall we?"***

Mark guides me into another room. ***"Nikki you can come if you like"*** more excited than ever she darts into the room ***"Amelia just get yourself comfortable on the bed and expose your tummy for me"*** as I straighten myself out and get into the best position I can. Mark turns the screen so we can all see ***"I'm just gonna put some cold jelly on now okay" "okay"*** I jump at how cold it is, as he starts running through probe over my lower abdomen, I see my pup clearly, my heart instantly melts at the sight, my pup was right there infront of me and I didn't even know, the love I felt washing over me, was like nothing I've felt before. It's like a whole new experience, I'd fallen in love without meeting them, just pure craziness. ***"Look Amelia there's the little heart beat"*** my body warming to the sight, Mark turned the sound on so I could hear it, it was like music, ***"Amelia your pup is perfectly healthy, I'd say your between 8 and 9 weeks, I do need to contact Jordan for more information on what to expect from your pregnancy and gestation but it's been a while you've been pregnant can't believe you didn't notice" "I haven't really had symptoms, but I will have to take care of the two of us from now on" "Correct and I have some meds here for you to take and some photos of your pup, when I know more about your pregnancy I will call you back, should be able to tell you the sex if you want to know in around 3/4 weeks" "thank you Mark," "Amelia please take care of yourself and your pup, I'll see you soon Nikki you can head back with Amelia take care of her" "thank you for everything"*** I wave as we exit the clinic.

I'd been on cloud nine since returning back from the clinic I couldn't stop rubbing my belly, and looking at the photos of my little pup Nikki beyond smitten too. We ordered a takeaway I ate something light so I just had a some chicken salad thing while Nikki ate for all three of us, the tablets were infact helping me to feel less sick. ***"How the hell am I going to tell Lucas,? I mean I can't keep it too long" "I know Amelia but you have gotta think he's not in a good frame of mind either" "I can't tell if he's going to snap out of it and feel guilty or if he's going to just resent our pup either way it's my pup I have to protect them" " I think we should go to bed Amelia you have had a long day and you should get some rest, we will figure it out either way" "your right we should probably get some sleep, thank you for everything today and the last week, I don't know where I would be without you," "as I said thats what friends are for".***