Chapter 54 No Lesson Learned

Chapter 54 No Lesson Learned
Trinity
I haven’t seen or heard from Dravos in almost eleven months, not since Becca and Tina delivered their babies. I sighed as I looked at my phone before at least he read them now my text sat unread probably swiped away too busy with Khione, his new babies and finally becoming king. He had no time for me, but that was the life he was meant to have with me. What was so special about her that he’d throw away our almost twenty-some-odd year friendship? Maybe I was overreacting, but I couldn’t help but feel neglected and lonely. I couldn’t take it anymore, I had to see him even if it meant spying on him. I sat and began meditating Astro projection took a great deal of concentration when it wasn’t a natural gift.
I took deep breaths focusing on him holding onto a locket I had with a lock of his hair, blood, and essence it took a while but in time I felt myself leave my body traveling through realms and there I was standing in a room I’ve never been in before I heard moaning and I turned around and there he was Dravos doing something he told me he never would something he told me was disgusting. His face was buried between Khione’s thighs. I moved closer only to see the look of pure bliss on his face as she came coating his tongue with her juices and he happily lapped them up moaning. His lips, beard, and even his nose was shiny and coated in her cream. She begged him to stop weakly trying to push his face away, he growled pinning her hands down and going back for more.
I couldn’t believe what I was witnessing he never even so much as licked my nipple and he was practically drinking her cum. He stood up dragging her even further to the edge of the bed. He pushed inside of her in one hard thrust throwing his head back he was unrelenting as he drove her to another orgasm. I watched in amazement and pure jealousy the way he moved the intent look on his face as he watched her like his only goal in life was to bring her pleasure. The speed in how he moved the bond connected her to him, that was the spell but for it to really be as strong as it was, he had to be the base, the tether which meant all that he was giving her was all him. He wanted this, he wanted her, he enjoyed her. Flashes of every time he and I had been together race through my mind and nothing we ever did compared to this. He kissed her fiercely diving his tongue in her mouth like he did her pussy. Whispering I love you to her and screaming her name as they came together. My heart cracked at the sight of him giving her everything I ever wanted. He picked her up and carried her into the bathroom as he gave her aftercare, bathing her, rubbing her body down before getting in bed and holding her. Talking to her they were happy he was happy. I watched as the timed message I sent alerted his phone he glanced at it before turning it off. I watched until they fell asleep, and I watched until the sun came up and my power drained and I was forced back into my body just when he was waking her with his mouth on her pussy again.
I lay down on the floor, I knew I should let this go I knew that his feelings weren’t the same as mine. But I couldn’t stop the jealousy and sadness submerging me. I needed to try again. I wanted him to do all that I saw with me. I can’t think of how I can get it, or how to get his attention without him hating me. Maybe I could befriend Khione I sat up when the plan started to form in my mind. To get Dravos back I needed to get close to her it was my only way back into his life and back in his bed, I will do whatever I needed to so he can love me so he can fuck me even if I had to beg.
Tina
It was almost our baby's first birthday, and it was bittersweet because we knew that out there, we each had two more children, each, that we’d never held, and it hurt every time I allowed myself to think of it. The Devoted have forced us into their rituals and training we aren’t able to contact anyone outside of the temple and we are given suppressants twice daily stopping our shifts we can’t even talk to our other halves it’s like they’re in a coma. We only get to stop the pills if we become truly Devoted. I’m struggling daily with the loss of my old life, my children, and Jaxton. I miss Jaxton so much. I’ll never get him back now. It’s been over a year since they marked each other and there’s no breaking their bond now. So, since I can’t have him the only thing that would satisfy me at this point is killing Khione. She will pay for ruining my life for taking what’s mine and I’ll give my last breath to make sure it happens. I sat at the window staring out at the moon wondering what he was doing right now. I have flashes of the times we were together thinking of the way his body was so perfect, the feel of him inside of me I go to touch myself but then the image of him buried so deep inside of her screaming her name hits me and my desire dies.
Becca
Tina rushed from training to see our children but when we got to their room, they weren’t there, panic had me dizzy as we made it to Mother Prioress’s room. Knocking on the door frantically.
“Yes.”
Her calm tone unsettled me. We rushed in.
“Where are our babies?”
“Well, first they aren’t babies their first birthdays are coming up. Second, they will not live here for a while.”
“WHAT?!”
“Yes, we’ve sent them to another temple they were too much of a distraction. We need you to focus.”
“YOU CAN’T DO THAT!”
“Who are you speaking to like that?”
I couldn’t stop the rage from spilling out
“I think that taking them will have the opposite effect you are hoping for.”
Tina said trying to remain calm she was doing better than I was.
“If you want to see them again it will be the correct incentive. If you continue to be lazy, we will sell them or use them in the Parson Superior’s plans and those could be guards, guinea pigs, or even soldiers. So make your choice.”
I see why now they give us suppressants because if I could shift, I would’ve ripped her throat out.
“We didn’t even get to celebrate their first birthday.”
Tina said her voice shaky
“We will allow a visit if you improve in the next two weeks, if not”
She shrugs like we were gnats, and we didn’t matter. We reluctantly went back to our room and the heaviness made us both so tired we lay in my bed holding each other and crying ourselves to sleep. This is because of that bitch Khione. She would pay one day even if it costs Becca her own life.