Electrifying Impulse

**ISLA**
In the afternoon, after lunch, we decided to have some leisure time on their rooftop. The view from their rooftops was captivating which makes me take a nap for about two hours. When I woke up, I almost held my breath since I saw Zero’s face right in front of mine. It seems like he’s staring at me, trying to memorize every angle of my face—well, that’s only my hunch.
Since there’s a pool on their rooftop, I decided to swim. “Don’t let someone enter here,” I uttered as I started to take off my dress.
Zero frowned as he looked into my eyes. “Why?” he asked, seemingly pretending that he doesn’t know.
I let out a sarcastic laugh. “Don’t act as if you don’t know it,” I asserted and successfully removed my clothes. Now, I am naked in front of him.
I crossed my arms in front of my naked body. “What are you doing?” I asked because he was just staring at me.
Zero arched his brow. “Staring?” he replied, a little bit sarcastic.
I rolled my eyes. “Yeah, whatever, why don’t you just swim with me, huh?”
Zero shook his head. “I need to watch the perimeter. You know, my girlfriend will swim, naked,” he uttered, emphasizing the word girlfriend.
I let out a soft chuckle and turn my back away. I slightly jump into the water and soaked my naked body in it. The temperature is just right for my body. I started to take a swim back and forth until I stopped and looked at him.
Zero was just intently looking at me. I smiled at him which makes him sit properly and gave the smile back to me.
Suddenly, my thoughts wander.
At a certain point in time, many of us will understand that feeling… where your heart thumps when you see your partner arrive or by just watching them from afar, and it seems like the time you spend around each other takes you on edge of the world. Being in love is a component of life that many people desire to experience. And this developing attachment leads to the development of mature love. We are more likely to have strong sentiments for someone we care about if we have a deep-rooted relationship with them than intense passion or infatuation with them, no matter who it is.
But why am I thinking of it? We’re not a real couple who was very much in love with each other. And the love between us is just one-sided.
Love that only benefits one party isn't real love. It's excruciating.
Awaiting what may or may not come to pass is a futile endeavor. Someone who isn't aware of our presence is the object of our gaze. Being obsessed with someone while they're not even aware of our existence is a form of infatuation. And I denied this love in front of Zero.
The sorrow of love, though, is a blessing. Love is difficult because it necessitates transformation. Because it provides us with a second chance at life, love is demanding, transformative, and devastating. When we fall in love, we open up our hearts to another person, and when that happens, there's always going to be some sort of conflict. Just like the things between us. Avoiding pain means you'll miss out on all of life's other rewards. You become a human being when you fall in love. The only way to go up is with love. So, this is me, even if it hurts, I’m still pushing it through.
True love, in my opinion, is characterized by an openness to one's expression. People who love from a place of freedom do so without requiring anything from the people they love. When you're free, you're not limited by thoughts of scarcity or inadequacy; you're confident in your self-worth. Because you have no expectations, you don't have to worry about how things will turn out. In that, we are completely at ease when expressing our love.
To be truly free, we must allow and accept all things to be as they are, with no conditions or constraints. Unconditional love doesn't examine or assess the traits of love, loyalty, sympathy, or remorse; they are a given. Whether or not the features are symmetrical, they continue to grow as you use them. In this state of inner freedom, the flow of life is synchronized with the flow of pure and infinite love.
“Care to share your thought?”
I screamed in surprise when I felt his warm breath on the back of my neck. When I turn around, Zero is already beside me. With wide eyes, I started to scan him and when my eyes darted below—part through the water, I saw him wearing his boxer.
“I’m too lazy to get my trunk,” he said, seems like he read what was on my mind.
I bit my lower lip as I met his eyes. I encircle my hands around his neck and press myself a little closer to him.
“Hmm… that will be fine. Look at me,” I looked down, “I don’t wear anything,” I added.
Zero let out a sly smirk on his lips and then claimed my lips.
HIS WARM kisses sent an electrifying impulse to my system which makes me shiver. He deepened the kiss as he pulled me closer by the waist, pressing my body to him.
Underneath, I could feel the bulk in his center, poking my tummy. After a few moments, his kisses went down to my jaw until it reaches my neck. I cursed inside my mind when I realized that I am naked. Zero swim forward, pinning me to the tiled wall of the pool as he started to cup my right breast while his lips trailed upward and met my lips again.
Zero never fails to make me feel to crave more of his touch. What will happen to me if we parted after this day?
How can I cope with my lust—oh, Damn, self, you’re overthinking again.
Suddenly, I panic when Zero pulled me underwater. My eyes widened as I saw how he smirked at me. The current of the water is trying to strangle me then suddenly, I felt his lips press into mine. He snaked his arms in my waist and pulled me closer as he deepens the kiss.
It was a kiss underwater! My mind screamed out. It’s my first time experiencing this—great, Zero took all my first times.
I gave back the intensity of his kisses. I encircled my arms on his nape and his other hand slowly traveled from my waist down to my exposed butt. I gasped not loosening the kiss when he kneaded my left butt. A soft moan came from my mouth.
Earlier, the water was cold. Now, why does it feel like we’re in hot springs? Soaking our bodies in the hot and calming water.
The heat starts to rise as he swims forward and I move backward until I was pushed down the stairs of the pool. I let go of his nape as I leaned my elbow on the tiled to support my body. He claimed my lips again and trailed them down again as I lifted my face to give him better access. He left a soft kiss on my neck until it reaches my collarbone.
The heat from our kisses keeps my body burning. The sensual effect is too much which makes me reach my climax.
I gasped and moaned when he suddenly sucked one of my tips, swirling his tongue into it which makes me shiver.
“Z-Zero… Ahh…” I mumbled.
This sexual desire is killing me.
Somehow, I knew that one way to express love for another person is through sexual desire. We can have sex even if there is no love present, but sometimes, we may find it to be less satisfying. Even if we physically enjoy making love when there is no love present, there may be a sense of emptiness that comes with doing so when love is absent. However, when we fall in love with the person we are with, the sexual experience becomes more intense. Emotional as well as physical needs are being met in this situation.
Having sexual relations with someone we care about and are deeply in love with is certifiable divine. If you're in love with someone, intimacy becomes much more exciting and passionate, and it is perhaps the most wonderful thing we can ever experience.
Suddenly, I saw how Zero pulled out his shaft which makes me let out a loud moan when he plunged inside me. He took a grasp on my cheeky butt as he continues to plunge deeper. I enveloped my legs on his waist as he thrust inside me. He pushed and pull more swiftly and I heard the disturbing splash of water.
I looked down as I leaned my elbow on the tiled floor to support my body. I bit my lower lip when I saw how his fully erected shaft enter my womanhood.
I bit my lower lip again as I looked up and met his gaze. He smiled at me which makes me smile back at him.
“You liking it, baby?” he asked which makes me blush.
“Yeah… so much,” I replied and never left his eyes.
I don’t know but I seem to picture the pain that crossed his eyes. Or it’s just me who loves to assume things.
“I’m sorry—”
“Please, I don’t want to hear about those words again,” I interrupted. I really, really don’t understand him. Why does he need to be sorry? For the nth time, why?
“You keep on saying sorry—and I don’t have any idea why—ahh!” I uttered.
Zero continued to thrust inside me until he pulled his shaft and spits his juices outside my core. I saw how his juices blended with the pool water.
I frowned. “That’s gross,” I joked which makes him look up and met my eyes.
He let out a sly smirk on his lips. “Really? But you even enjoyed drinking it,” he said, seemingly teasing me.
I rolled my eyes as I swim away from him. I took a freestyle and floated when I’m near the edge of the pool. I smiled at Zero when our eyes met.
“Come on, let’s swim,” I uttered.
Zero’s forehead knitted as he swims towards me. I swim again to distance myself from him. Well, I suddenly wanted to play. Zero lifted his head and shot a glare at me.
“What are you trying to—”
“Let’s play, tag me. If you tag me, I need to get back to you. and you need to swim to stay away from me—”
“I know that. So, are we going to start it now?” he asked and formed a sly smirk on his lips.
Somehow, I wanted to change my decision since the pool is not that wide to play it. Zero is tall and got long arms. However, I already said it. So, all I need is to stand by my words.
“Yes. And you’re the tagger. So, stay on the other—”
“But it should be lady’s first, right?” he asked and grinned which makes me roll my eyes.
“Ever heard the phrase, be a gentleman?” I asked which makes him let out a disturbing chuckle.
“You’re really witty, baby. Let’s start then,” he utters and he swims to the other side.