Chapter 62 01

She was aware of his hands around her body, and how it had struggled before he was able to unclasp her bra. Danika gasped when she fell there was only a single piece of garment remaining in her and they were still kissing as roughly as she had never kissed a man in her life. Funny enough, who had she ever kissed apart from him? She could feel his hungry hands on her bosom as he tried to massage, softly squeeze the soft skin and cushion over there. Danika knew they shouldn t go this far, for she wouldn t be able to give him the remedy he obviously wanted from her.

She placed her hand on top of his and felt the way he had teased her nipple. A sudden rush of desire surged through her but she wasn t going to act unto that, she was going to do what was right even though it was a little bit late. She pulled away from him at once and stared at how dreaded he looked. "We shouldn t do this, Ezra." It was so hard to steady himself, and she went down to the floor as she roughly pulled the nightgown over her body. She wasn t going to be tempted tonight. Even though seeing her bra laying there on the floor had been more tempting than anything in the world.

"Danika..." His husky voice began to whisper and she felt the way her voice sounded desperately. She slightly lifted her face to face his agonizing face. It felt as though his entire world had stopped moving and he wanted just her to pull him to the right direction.?

She took her eyes away from him, because she knew if she kept staring at him, nothing could stop her from giving in to what he wanted; for she wanted it too. It was just that she had predicted regret and embarrassment the moment he had fulfilled his desire on her and he no more needed her. "I'm sorry," she whispered and hid her face between her thighs, trying so hard to label her breathing and how hard it was for her to tame down her sexual urges.?

She felt him slumped on the floor as he breathed so hard. She knew it was going to be a painful night but she wasn t going to sacrifice her future for just some minutes of pleasure. She didn t even look at him when he began groaning in what seemed like pain and his thunderous sounds becoming even more louder that she knew it would only be a matter of a few more sounds before the other people would be able to hear them from there. For certainly, it would echo round the forest.?

It was becoming monstrous, the sounds coming from him, that she had no choice but to look at him and what she saw made her gasp! "Ezra!" She screamed at the pitch of her voice and rushed to where he was. He was diving his pangs into his arms and tearing his own flesh. What was this? She wondered.

It was so painful yet he wanted to relieve himself of the two strong emotions that had surged into him with such power that he didn t know how to tame himself down. Maybe harming himself would do, knowing so well he could heal in few minutes. He wanted to deviate his brain from what he felt to the pain he was causing to his own body but it seemed even though he was close to becoming retarded, he was aware of her presence and no matter how crazily he acted and was hurting himself, the moment she placed her soft palm on his arm and stared softly into his eyes, he slowed down to look at her.

His mouth was smeared with his blood as he tried to push her away from him, "Go away," his monstrous voice uttered, "I don t want to harm you." He sincerely didn't want to harm her, and that was why he was trying to suck his own blood. Maybe just having to feel blood gliding through his throat would be enough, but it seemed it was getting him even thirstier.?

Danika shook her head, "No, I'm not going anywhere." She tried so hard to suppress the tears that had already pooled the brink of her eyes but she failed and they rolled down her cheeks. "You re hurting yourself, Ezra. Look, I could even see the bone in your arm, please." She was shaking her head as she cried at him. She wanted him to stop. So this was the monstrous part of him he had been telling her? And why was it that despite getting tot his level he wasn't trying to hurt her??

That single touch and the look in her eyes had set more flames in his mind that he had no choice but to push her away. She stumbled on the floor while his monstrous voice spoke, "You can t be anywhere close to me. Go back to the palace, I don t want to harm you."

When she came back to where he was, she held both his hands and stopped his mouth from reaching them. "Please, Ezra, listen to me, okay?" Her voice croaked and he silently obliged, even though he could feel the rustles of the emotions he couldn t control roaming freely through his body.?

"Heal yourself, please." He shook his head at her, if only she knew how hard it was for him to breath her scent and have no chance to touch her. If he wanted, he would force himself on her not minding that it would only make him become more monstrous than he was, he could ve at least tamed his sexual urges.?

"Danika, you can t be here with me. I might hurt you without knowing, just leave." But when Danika cupped his face and lightly kissed him on the lips, Ezra wanted to kill himself. How could she do that knowing so well that it was desire that had turned him this way? Why was she so careless? "Danika..." He began, but she softly cut him off.?

"I'm willing to do it today and now. You just have to heal yourself first, okay?" He thought he didn t understand what she had said. Because, what did she mean? He shook his head to pull away whatever haze was in there when she smiled softly at him, "You, this human Queen is willing to bed her vampire husband and have this monstrous self tamed down for the best. Now, heal yourself first." She wished she could at least heal him herself, but that was something she didn t even know how to.?

Still not believing her, even though a part f him did and another part told him that she had only done that because she wanted him to stop hurting himself, he healed himself in what seemed like a few seconds and he felt the way her hands softly touched his now healed arms and she looked up at him with a smile. "That s much more like my King." She leaned forward and merged their lips into a hungry sync and Ezra didn t wait for anything when he got them to the bedding they had prepared to sleep on and she could feel his hands roaming hungrily on her entire body.

She wanted to stop him, to tell him that she wasn t ready anymore, but Danika knew she had to do this for him. She wouldn t let him become the monster he was trying to become right before her eyes. If that happened because of her, she knew she would never be able to forgive herself. All that could be heard in the room was his satisfying groans and moans as she tried as much as she could to stop her tears from making a fountain on her cheeks, but she failed. She was going to regret doing this, she knew.?

She felt his now naked body as it hovered over her, their skins touching and there was fire being burnt in their souls. As much as she didn't want to, she was enjoying this and she was giving in her whole to it. He lazily looked up into her eyes and whispered, "Are you sure about this?" At this point, Danika had never been so certain of something in her entire life like she was of this. She nodded her head vehemently at him and arched her body in a way that showed him how badly she wanted him.

It took him only a few seconds to positioned himself and he eased his length into her. At first, she felt the sparks of pain, but when he penetrated further, there was a rush of pleasure she had never imagined she would feel in her life. And then came the throbbing that seemed to sync with the way her body arched and moved to give him an easy access into her body. It was all sorts of pleasure, ecstasy and a world she had never imagined she would be in. She felt the exhilaration of reaching her climax and felt how hard he groaned before he spilled his seeds into her and collapsed onto her body.

Minutes spent with her hands wrapped around his back as he tightly held her before he lifted his eyes to look into her tired ones. "Did I do it right?" She whispered, hoping that what she had agreed to do this for, even though she had silently wanted it too herself had been done correctly.?

Ezra shifted them and her resting her head on his arm before he covered them with the blankets he had bought. He stared at her flushed face and felt a strange feeling filling his heart for her. She looked so young, so innocent and angelic that he wished to see her face forever. He kissed her forehead and lazily smiled at her. "You did it more than right, Your Highness."

Danika snuggled into his body and smiled shyly. "Goodnight, Your Majesty." He only smiled and pulled her even closer to his body. He didn t know what was it he was feeling for her and how it was able to become this strong, but he was. And just like the Chief Priest had told him, he felt how that monstrous thirst was slowly vanishing from his body and there was a humane touch and the soft nature of a human meddling with his soul.?

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There she was, a Queen as everyone bowed his head to her. She wasn t wearing the custom Queen garments of the Phaya Empire, instead, she was wearing that of a different place. She looked around and her eyes caught something, 'Trinnuiven Dynasty. From where she stood, as everyone went about his business as though they hadn t noticed her, the Queen of that dynasty looked down at her before she stepped down from the throne.

Suddenly, they were the only ones in the throne hall and Danika wanted nothing but to run back home. She knew this Queen didn t look dangerous, for she looked like her, but she just wanted to be away from this strange place. "Who are you?" Danika asked when the Queen stood right before her with a frown.

"I'm you from 500 years ago. Why in the world did you let him do that?" She didn t know what she was referring to, but the edge in her tone made Danika cringe.?

"Were you the Queen he mentioned to me about? How can you be me?" She ignored the last question.

"My name is Queen Dru of the Trinnuiven Dynasty. I was killed by him and got rebirthed as you. I wanted to hide my memories and let you live your life, or let us live a new life without my horrible memories as the Queen, but he seems to meddle in every life of mine. What do you suggest that we do? Because now, you d have to act, speak, and do whatever I used to do."

Danika shook her head, clearly discombobulated. "But why? I was being me before."

"He has become intimate with you, and that reconnected to my soul 500 years ago. We re having the feelings, the memories, the hatred and everything back now. Can you handle this, Queen Danika?" Everything was becoming clear to her now, her past self was talking to her present self and it was getting more confusing yet she understood everything.

"Yes, it s me in both lives. So I can live the life I've once did and still live the life I'm currently living." Queen Dru smiled and pulled Danika to her body. When they hugged, she vanished and Danika woke up from her sleep. But when she did, she was no longer the Danika that knew nothing about her past life. This was Danika meshed with Dru and her memories in her soul!