Chapter 125

He kissed down farther, mere inches from my nipple as I closed my eyes. We were standing in the hallway, but at that moment, I didn't care who may have walked by. "Allie, I understand that you need more time, and I'll give it to you all the time you need. But I missed you," he said, his eyes pleading. "I've missed you so much and I need you. And if it ends up being just for tonight, then I can handle it." His lips descended upon mine as his hand slid down to my breast. Then, he drew circles with his thumb around my nipple over my dress as he pulled me to his chest. "I know you may not want to hear this now," he said under my ear as he kissed my throat. Then, he looked in to my eyes, gently tucking a stray lock of hair behind my ear. "But I want you, Allie. Be mine, even if it's just for the night please."
As he begged, tears came to my eyes. If I let him love me for tonight and he left, it would destroy me, and I didn't know if my heart would ever recover.
"Sssshhhh," he cooed as he gently kissed away my tears and down my throat. "If it's the other guy, I can handle it, but just give me tonight "
I shook my head as a tear rolled down my cheek. "No; it's over with him." I laughed without humor. "Actually, it never began."
"Then, let me love you," he said, and without waiting for another word, he scooped me into his arms as his lips devoured mine.
I didn't stop him as he carried me into the elevator, never breaking the kiss. Once the doors had closed, he stood me on my feet and roughly pulled my dress away, exposing my breast. Then, his lips descended upon my nipple and sucked, raising it to a peak, heightening every nerve ending in my body, centering in my pussy as moisture pooled between my legs.
I was way beyond stopping him and I couldn't remember why I had wanted to.
He stopped the elevator and pulled my dress away from my other breast, causing it to spring free, then he held them both together and licked and sucked each one until I was panting. I almost came right there, but then he stopped, breathless, and looked in to my eyes.
"Let's take this to my room or I'll fuck you right here," he said, obviously trying to control his urges.
But I looked in to his eyes and then pulled his face to mine and he parted his lips, giving me entrance, as our tongues found each other in a dance that was ours alone.
He reached to my back and slowly unzipped my dress, letting it fall to the elevator floor, exposing my black garter belt, hose, G-string underwear, and strapless bra, that was now below my breasts. "God. You're beautiful," he said as he picked up my dress from the floor and scooped me into his arms in one fluid motion as his lips descended upon mine. Then, he let the elevator go.
I was beyond caring who we might see when the elevator doors opened and he carried me down the hallway toward his apartment, his lips groping mine with a ferocity that I had never known before. At that moment, I wanted to fuck him, to love him even if it was just for one night.
After unlocking the door to his apartment and we were safely inside, he kicked it closed and carried me straight to his bed-a round bed with black satin sheets.
I smiled, taking in the bachelor bedroom. "Do much entertaining?" I teased.
He shook his head, suddenly serious. "Since you, there's never been anyone else."
I nodded, touched by the sentiment. "There's never been anyone else for me, too," I breathed as he laid me on his bed. "Fuck me, Logan."
But he shook his head. "No. I'll make love to you," he said, and then slid his fingers up between my thighs. He undid my garters with ease, and then slid my G-string underwear down my legs and let them fall to the floor. Then, he redid my garter belts, exposing my bare pussy as his hands kneaded my thighs, his thumbs moving closer to my heat. "Fuck. You're gorgeous," he said as he kissed my exposed flesh, getting closer to my heat, until he sucked my clit into his mouth and slid his hands under my bear ass, lifting me to him.
His tongue darted over my clit and then inside of me, moving in and out. I screamed in pleasure as he fucked me with his tongue until I couldn't hold back anymore and I pushed him back. "Logan, make love to me," I said, breathless as I pushed away. "I want to come with you inside of me. Please."
He stalked toward me as I leaned back against the bed. His lips descended upon mine, as his tongue danced with mine. Then, he pulled back and looked into my eyes as he stroked the hair away from my face. "Are you sure you want this?"
I looked deeply into his eyes and nodded as a tear ran down my cheek.
And that was all he needed. He kissed the tear away, and then looked in to my eyes as he pushed his hard, full cock into me, slowly at first, inch by glorious inch, careful not to hurt me. I was glad that he took it slow. It had been a long time. When he was all the way in, he paused, letting me adjust to his size. Then, he pulled back and pushed into me again, harder this time as I pushed my hips against his, letting his cock fill me. Tears fell from my eyes and onto the pillow as he pushed into me slowly. I tried to look away, to hide the emotion that overtook me, but he forced me to look at him.
"Ssshhhh it's okay. I love you, Allie, and I always will no matter what happens after tonight," he breathed onto my skin as he pushed into me again and kissed the tears away from my cheeks.
I was so filled with emotion that I thought my heart would burst as I looked in to his ice-blue eyes, so filled with love. I raised my hips to his, matching his thrusts, but I said nothing. If I gave my heart to him again and he threw it away, I wouldn't survive. This time, it would kill me.
He stroked my hair as he looked in to my eyes, gently pushing into me over and again, truly making love to me. I looked into his eyes as I matched each of his thrusts, returning his love, until my body took over, lighting every nerve ending on fire, rising and falling until they filled my body, spilling over as my body shook in orgasm.
I couldn't tell him that I loved him. Not yet. But I could show him.
I rolled over with him still inside of me and pushed down onto him, letting him fill me. He ran his arms up and down my back, pulling me down onto him, over and again, as he looked in to my eyes. He held me tightly as his cock swelled and his cum shot off inside me. Then, he pulled my head down and his lips descended upon mine, breathing into my mouth as he whispered words of love.
We made love over and again throughout the night. Toward morning, he wrapped his arms around me and held me, holding onto me for dear life. As I drifted off to sleep in Logan's arms, faint rays of golden sunshine streamed in through the window. But I thought only of the moment and not what the day ahead would bring.