Chapter 30

The next morning, I woke to Logan kissing me lightly on my neck. I rolled over, smiling as I found his lips without opening my eyes. "Good morning."
"Morning, Allie," he whispered against my neck as he covered his body with mine, careful not to crush me. Then, his lips descended upon mine as passion filled my body. I opened my lips, giving him entrance, as I spread my legs and his rock hard cock came to rest against my heat. I rocked my hips involuntarily against him as my breath quickened. "Allie, no."
I ignored his plea as I rocked against his hard cock again. The only thing between us was the thin fabric of our underwear. "I'm off today. We can play, if you like. But this afternoon, I need to go shopping." I opened my eyes, and it was still dark out. He must have awoken in the middle of the night.
"As tempting as that sounds, we have to meet with Frank today," he said, kissing down my neck as he moved down, moving his cock away.
I already missed him. "What are you doing?"
Without answering me, he slid his hands beneath my T-shirt and fondled my breasts, causing heat to rise within me.
"If you keep that up, I won't be able to say no," I said, enjoying the touch of this wonderful man as my breath quickened.
He lifted my shirt and pulled it off, exposing my bare breasts as he let it fall onto the floor. Then, he moved his lips down to my breast and sucked as he flicked his tongue over my nipple, while gently massaging the other. Then, he moved over and covered my other breast with his mouth as he sucked and flicked it sensually. It was a sensation unlike any other that I had experienced before. He kept going until I was panting.
"I want you," I breathed as I tried to slide down under him. "I want you to make love to me."
His eyes suddenly became serious as he stroked my hair away from my face. "Did you mean what you said last night when you told me that you loved me?"
I nodded. My eyes filled with tears as I looked into his, filled with so much love and emotion that I thought my heart would burst. "Yes. Of course I did." Then, I sat up to peer into his eyes as the early morning moonlight shined through the window and took a deep breath. "Logan, I know we haven't known each other long, but I love you. This isn't just a fantasy; you're the one I've been waiting for. I love you, Logan."
His eyes filled with tears, too, as he knelt on the bed in front of me. "I love you, too, Allie. But before I make love to you, I want to make sure that you won't disappear on me or leave me for another man." He shook his head as he bit his lip, as if searching for the right words, then he looked back into my eyes. "This isn't just sex for me, Allie. Not with you. I want you for always; not just for tonight."
I leaned forward and placed my hand on the side of my cheek. "I'm scared, too," I said, biting my lower lip. "This isn't just about sex for me, either. There are no guarantees in life, but I can tell you that I'm not going anywhere." I shook my head. "I don't know where our lives will take us, but I'm willing to take the chance on you on us if you are."
His lips descended upon mine as he rushed forward, almost an assault as he explored my lips, and then moved down to my neck, down to my stomach, and back up again, crushing his lips onto mine again. Then he pulled back, leaving me breathless. "I'll be right back," he breathed against my skin. Then, he sat up on the edge of the bed and opened his side table drawer. A moment later, he placed several packets of condoms on the nightstand. Logan looked over at me, and his eyes were filled with more love than I had ever known was possible. "Are you sure you want this? That you want me?"
I reached up and kissed his cheek. "Yes," I whispered into his ear, and then forced him to look into my eyes. "I don't know what you've been through, but I'm not going to hurt you. And as long as you'll have me, I'm not going anywhere. My heart will always be yours."
He looked away and then back. "I've only given my heart to one other person." He shook his head as I listened. "My parents didn't like her, but I didn't care. We met and moved in together while we were in college. I loved her with everything that I had and I didn't care what my parents said." He let out a deep breath as he looked down at the floor. "But then one day, I came home and she was gone, with no goodbye, no warning. We were happy one day, and the next, I came home to an empty apartment." He took a deep breath as tears glistened on his cheeks in the moonlight. "I loved her so completely that my heart shattered into a million pieces. Since then, I haven't allowed myself to love anyone like that again." Then, he looked into my eyes. "Just promise me that if you want to break up with me, that you'll tell me. I just can't go through anything like that again."
I nodded, understanding, as I slowly reached up to wipe the tears from his eyes. At that moment, I knew that I would always love him. "I promise you that I'll never do that to you. I'll never break your heart, but you'll also have to promise me that you'll never break mine. If I give you my heart, then you and you alone will have the power to destroy me." I sat up, but didn't bother to pull the sheet up over me. "I love you, Logan, but if you want to wait "
Before I could finish, his lips crushed down onto mine. "I love you, too," he breathed against my lips. And this time, he didn't hold back as his lips probed mine in a kiss filled with more passion than I had ever thought possible. He rolled me over on top of him and I straddled his rock hard erection.
I rocked my clit back and forth on his cock as my lips explored his, and then moved down to his neck and chest, memorizing every magnificent curve, every line of this magnificent man.
He reached up and pulled down my silk panties, and cast them onto the floor. "Are you sure you want this?"
I nodded. "More than anything," I breathed in a husky voice. "I love you, Logan, and I always will."
He sat up with me still on his lap and placed his hand on my cheek. "I love you, too. More than you'll ever know." He pressed his lips to mine as he laced his fingers through the back of my hair, pulling me even closer as my heart pounded within my chest and my breath quickened. Then, he pulled back and I raised up as he slipped his boxers down.
I pulled them off the rest of the way, shaking as I threw them onto the floor beside mine. He was magnificent. Every inch of him was toned.