Chapter 11

Author
Chapter 11
Alex
Today I united with the man I'm in love with, for better or for worse, finally he's no longer my boss but he's my darling, my love, the man beside whom I I'm going to spend the rest of my days, it's no longer a dream as usual, this dream, this desire that I harbored in secret has turned into reality, what can I say except that I'm happy , I am the happiest woman in the world, I hope this new chapter of my life will bring me the peace and tranquility that I did not have with my mother, this peace of mind that I almost missed all my life, words aren't strong enough to express what i'm feeling right now, even though it wasn't a ceremony like the one i see in disney movies, the main thing is that we're finally United
Despite the fact that my darling refused to postpone the date of the wedding, his mother and his sister still organized a small party for us with a few people, inside me I can't wait to be there tonight, and to live what i've been thinking about every day and night since the day we kissed
Flash-Back
When I woke up this morning I got ready, I made a beauty and I put on the dress that my future husband gave me especially for this special day, I find it so beautiful, it is very simple but very elegant, I was in front of the mirror admiring myself when my mother enters my room
Mom: you're already ready for what I see
Me so excited: yes mom I don't want to be late for my wedding day
Mom: sit down, I'd like to talk to you before we hit the road
I was a little surprised but hey I still take a seat on a chair that was next to the bed
Mum: my daughter you know, today you will get married, you will belong to a new family, you will become one of them, this morning I would like to tell you how proud I am of you, how happy I am to see the woman that you have become, how much I can puff out my chest in front of everyone and tell them despite all the teasing that I have suffered all this time, despite the fact that I have become a single mother of a day after day I was able to raise a good daughter, a daughter who has values, a daughter who is ready to work hard to get by, a daughter who has always done everything to honor her mother who has never never been able to get married
This morning I would really like you to forgive me for everything I had to do to you all these years, even if I don't tell you often enough you are my daughter and I love you more than anything in the world, I was very hard on you, I poured out all my frustration on you when all you asked for was your mother's love, I would like this morning for you to find aleft in your heart to forgive me
Me the trembling voice: why did you treat me all these years like a plague, what did I do wrong mom?
My mother: you didn't do anything to me my daughter, I tried to put this barrier between us since every time I laid my eyes on you, it sent back memories of your father who abandoned us, you didn't deserve it not, but it was stronger than me, this morning you leave this house, I would like you to leave in good condition and that you can come and see me if you need advice
Me trying to hold back my tears: I have nothing to forgive you mum, despite everything that has happened I don't hold any grudge against you, you are my mother, you gave me life, you did this that you could and I'm really grateful to you
My mother taking me in her arms: thank you my daughter, God bless you and bless this union
Me: bring mom
Mom catching her breath: my daughter even if I have never been married I would like to give you a little advice, where you are going today is now your home, whatever problems you will encounter with your husband, I don't want you to mingle outside people, or tell your stories to your friends, marriage is about patience, whatever happens, whatever your degree of anger never ends the way on your husband, never challenge him, the woman her strength in front of her man is her sweetness, whatever you see be blind, whatever you hear be deaf, if you have a problem with your husband never try to settle them in anger, you leave knowing that here is no longer your home, you do not only become his wife, but this union also makes you a mother, the mother of his daughter, love her like you designed her yourself, treat her like you would treat your daughter or like you would like me to treat you, give her love ur of a mother, her mother respects her as if she were your mother, when she talks to you don't scold her as you scold me here so that people come and say after I have badly educated you, her sister considers her like the sister you never had, treat her like you wish your sister would treat you, don't go acting rude to people, do you understand me?
Me: yes mom
I listened to all his advice carefully, but I know there are things I can't bear, if he wants to become the bone in my throat, I'll be the spice in his eyes, that's for sure. , if not for now I'm going there in peace
Mom: so hurry up we're leaving
Me with my best smile: okay give me 5 min
I scan my room with my gaze, I will miss it so much, this room has sheltered my joys, my sorrows, my moments of doubt, my moments of anger and helplessness, I have so dreamed of leaving this place and today that the moment is coming I feel a little pinch in my heart, life is really funny, I say goodbye to my room before joining my mother in the living room to go and embrace my future
End of flashback
It's 11 p.m. and the party is still not over, I'm a little tired I couldn't sleep a night and I admit that I really need a rest, if I can do without the rest of my this evening would really do me good
In addition I have the impression that my husband is quite distant with me this evening and me who thought that now at least we would be closer it is rather the opposite, the only kiss we made was after the ceremony and it was a pretty chaste kiss, I act like I didn't notice anything we'll talk about it later
Alexender: I have the impression that you are bored, this party was organized just to please you, if it were up to me it would never have happened so if all this bores you we can withdraw
I admit that I really prefer the idea that we withdraw and that we finally find ourselves alone
Me: no it's not that I'm bored, I'm just tired its been a very long day for me
Alexender: ok the best would be if we apologize to the guests and retire
Me all happy: don't you mind?
Alexender returning my smile: not the month of the world
We apologize like he said and we Eclipse I can't wait to spend my first night with my darling, I'm not going to play the hypocrite and pretend not to want to find out everything that's going on to happen the rest of the night, when we arrive in the room which I think is ours I find my suitcases which were posed there, I pull them towards the dressing room, I notice that there were plenty of women's clothes I guess it's his late wife's, I'm making room and installing Eques business, I think tomorrow we'll discuss how I'm going to be able to store my stuff
I take off my dress and I hasten to go and get busy in her bathroom which I admit was very large, when I finish I go into the dressing room and I put on my sexiest underwear, it's is my first night with my husband, I have to send heavy
When I come back to the room he was lying on his back, his head resting on his hands with his eyes closed, I join him on the bed, I lie down next to him and put my hands on his chest, but his reaction scares me. astonishes to the highest degree, he releases my hand as if there was shit on it
Alexander standing up: What are you playing?