Chapter 19

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Chapter 19
Alex
It's been a few days since I left my so-called home to come back to live with mom and if I thought she was unbearable now she has it a thousand times more, she gives me a hard time as if to make me understand that I made him lose his hen with the golden eyes
FLASHBACK
I have just arrived on my mother's doorstep; I breathe deeply before ringing, I prepare myself for the rains of reproaches that will fall on me
Mom opening the door: what are you doing there so early in the morning?
Me with as much calm as possible: can I come in?
When she leaves, I go straight to my room and I close directly behind me I don't want to talk right now, I hope she understands
Mom opening the door with a bang: you're crazy, right? what are you doing here with a suitcase?
Me: when are you going to make up your mind to respect me? don't you understand that I don't want to talk to you?
Mom getting angry: if you want to get a slap keep talking to me like that; what are you doing here?
Me: if you still don't understand i just left my husband
Mom: Are you crazy? since when do we wake up to divorce like this? quickly forget what you say like that; when you finish crying you leave to join your husband i don't want to talk
Me bursting into tears: what's your problem? what kind of mother are you? Have you ever wondered if I'm happy? Did you wonder for a second why I left?
Mom: I forced you to get married? didn't you bring him here yourself?
Me: well it's always me who decides to leave him so don't try to make a scene for me I'm tired
Mom: you decide to get married whenever you want; but open your big ears there and listen to me very well; you will never leave your husband, do you understand me?
Me: don't you want me to divorce or do you want the deal you made with my husband behind my back to end?
Mom visibly shocked: what are you talking about?
Me: how dare you ask him for trucks in exchange for my hand mom? I have become a commodity to be priced? so that's all I mean to you? I have always given you everything; I always fought for us, when I left I always sent you a check at the end of every month what more do you want?
Mom : ….
Me: Do you know what he said to me today? you, my mother, sold me and he had the malicious pleasure of acquiring me; he swung me in the face that he bought me; how do you expect this man to respect me?
Mom: So you mean to tell me it's my fault you want a divorce?
Me sighing: I never said it, this marriage was already doomed from the start; so respect my choice to divorce
Mom: anyway know that as long as I'm alive there will be no divorce between you, by the way your husband called me that you left he wanted to know if you were here because he worried; I told him you were here and he could pick you up; what do you want people to think of us? What kind of marriage is that that doesn't even last a year? why are you always trying to put me to shame?
Me: when will I be able to count in your eyes; when will you put your daughter before the fucking looks of others?
Mom: It is for your own good that you must return to your husband; he's your family now and your place is by his side not here
Me: let me make it clear to you if you don't want me to stay here I can go to the hotel but there's no way I'm going back to that big C O N
Mom: tell me what did he do to you? he cheated on you? he hit you? what exactly did he do to you to make you want to divorce?
Me: So for you that's the only reason a woman can get divorced?
Obviously whatever I say here she will remain camped on her decision, even if I explain to her what I lived with this man she will find that it is nothing and that I should not complain, for her I must go back with that madman but what she doesn't know is that the girl she gave in marriage didn't come back anymore she died in that marriage; I no longer expect my conduct to be questioned by anyone; if she is not happy I can free her house
END OF FLASHBACK
After our discussion she let me go a little; we are more in a kind of cold war; no one talks to the other she tries to show me her displeasure by ignoring me what she forgets is doing me a favor

alexander
It's been a few days since Alex left the house and everyone decided to ignore me here, even Julia doesn't want to see me, when I come home to say goodnight to her at night she pretends to be asleep and in the office it's is not better either the tension is at its maximum with William, I don't want to talk to him, he betrayed me and until now the pill does not pass, how could he dare to touch my little sister and without even thinking to tell me, he acted behind my back like a thief and I don't like it at all
William opening the door without knocking: Hello!
Me in a firm tone: I don't want you here, you should go about your business
William: this situation has gone on too long, it looks like two kids in a playground, you will have to listen to me whether you like it or not
Me: I'm telling you to get out of here or I won't answer for myself
William sits across from me: if punching me will make you feel better go enjoy it I'm ready to take it
I prefer to ignore him anyway I have nothing to say to him
William: I know you felt hurt and betrayed by me but I can assure you that was not my intention, you are like a brother to me, I never calculated everything that was going on to happen, as you know love is a feeling that surprises us when we least expect it, I was visited by this beautiful feeling and you can believe me that I did everything to fight against this that I feel at the moment but there is this force which attracted me towards her whatever I did and in the end I ended up resigning myself to giving free rein to my feelings
Me a little annoyed: you hid it that's proof that you knew what you were doing was wrong
William: You can't even know how suffocated I was not being able to shout my love in front of everyone, for you to know that was liberating for me, even though I didn't want you to know that. this way
Me: but you still hid it from me, you know very well how much my sister means to me, I love her like I did it myself, you know how much I suffer when I I feel like she's hurt, you know I'll give her the moon if it can make her smile, you're the one I come to when I'm in trouble, the one I come to when I'm happy , but when did you decide to hook up with my sister, my only sister and have a relationship with her behind my back, on the sly and you expected me to applaud you right?