Chapter 25

Chapter 25
Alex
Mom: if you're done clear the floor for me
With these words she goes back to her room and we giggle together
Alexender: if she complains that we are making noise I think in the next few minutes she will leave the house
Mo: What do you mean by
Alexander with a smirk: Where is your room?
I wanted to know why but he silences me with one of his kisses that knows how to melt me, when I find my mind I take him to my room, he blocks the door twice before sticking me to the door, he m kisses passionately before going down my neck while caressing my thighs until the birth of my buttocks, he pulls my shirt which pops the buttons one by one
I put my hands under his polo shirt just to touch those chocolate bars that have been refused to me for so long, he lifts me up and I instinctively cross my feet around his hip, he locks my breasts between those lips as cold as my wet God, I think that at the moment I don't care that my mother is next to me, I sigh so much with ease, I feel like I'm even more sensitive to her caresses, I don't know not why
He goes to the bed and puts me on it, my thong ends up on the ground and he kneels in front of me before putting his head between my thighs when I feel the contact between his tongue and my pink button I tremble, I have the impression that my body is crossed by an electric shock, he makes movements with his tongue that prevent me from staying in place, I can't stop fidgeting, I start by moaning loudly even without me to realize it, when he introduces two fingers into me I am struck again by this wave of pleasure which takes me to paradise; I thought I had known pleasure the last time but now I'm on another level
Me moaning louder: my…my heart I come…I come….
He continues to torture me with pleasure until I cum again, my feet were shaking, he gets up with a smile on his face before starting to kiss me again, this time I wrap my hands around of her neck before stroking her hair
Alexander: I'm not done with you yet
Me: my mom is nearby what are you making me do like this?
Alexander with a smile on his face: do you want me to stop?
Me embarrassed: …
Alexender: It's not like I'm giving you any other choice.
This time he places himself between my thighs before resuming making hickeys on my neck before going down to my breasts which he cups before sucking them one after the other, I felt his erection hard and hot that was burning me and I was only waiting for one thing, it was for him to be one with me and he knew it so he was doing all the parts of my body on purpose except the part where I was waiting for him
I try to hold him against me and when he decides to put an end to this long wait, it was ecstasy, he starts going back and forth, which makes me moan even more, he turns me on all fours before starting again I arch my back even more to receive him better, I make kidney movements despite the fact that he is holding my hip with both hands, he picks up the pace but when he feels that I am starting to contract on his penis he slows down but what is he doing?
Me trying so hard to speak: but please don't stop
Alexender hoarsely: Promise me you won't leave me again
Me: I promise you
Alexander: Never again?
Me: never again, please continue...
He picks up the pace and a few back and forth later I cum and he joins me a few minutes later
He lays down on his side and takes me in his arms, I think it's the first time I've had so much demonstration of affection from him at the same time but I'm taken by a giggle a few moments later
Alexander amazed: what makes you laugh so much?
Me trying to stop myself: I feel like my mother is going to kill me
Alexender: I won't give him time, I'm planning to leave with my wife, I won't leave you another minute here
Me: no you're leaving and I'll join you after
Alexender: It's out of the question, I don't plan to move from here without you
Me plunging my head into her neck: just give me a few hours, I've got some trucks to fix here alone and I'll join you later, plus I'd like to surprise Julia so you go prepare the ground until I arrive
Alexender pretending not to be offended: ok
We still spend some time together in each other's arms before separating, unfortunately I don't have a shower in my room so he will go and get clean at home, when he leaves I go to the bathroom take a long shower before coming to sit on my desk table, I can't help but smile thinking about everything that has just happened here I think it will be a good goodbye to my room childhood, this time I'm sure not to come back here
I take my bag and pull out my dad's letter that I was keeping inside, I'm a little anxious about what's inside but I tell myself that's the past whatever. 'it contains its will change nothing in my life
"my dear daughter, my little Alex, if you read this letter today it means that I am no longer a part of this world, I write these words with the anchor of my pain and all the regrets that have matured deep inside me over the past few years, today you are a woman, maybe a mother and i hope you can understand the choice i had to make, i'm so sorry for hurting this little girl that you were, I'm so sorry that this little girl that you were felt abandoned, neglected, I'm so sorry for all these questions that this little girl had to ask herself and which never had an answer
When I met your mother, I was in a rather complicated period of my life that I decided to hide from her, it was a passionate love, but like a fire under a storm this love was quickly extinguished, but from this love was born my little princess, I loved you even before you were born, I adored you the day I first met you in maternity, but my past caught up with me I had to choose between my little princess and my family, it was the hardest choice I had to make in my whole life, I know that this choice had to hurt you because it broke my heart heart forever, i didn't leave you because i didn't love you or you weren't a good girl, i left you because you've always been a strong little girl with a mother who could stand under a whirlwind when your brothers didn't and take you with me would be separated a mother from her child a really horrible truck to do
I had to let my little princess become a queen far from me, far from the love I had for her, far from her smile and the love she felt for me, your mom felt so hurt that she cut all ties with me, this woman who loved me and for whom I was everything I let her down and with a child under her arms, she had to raise you alone like the warrior she is and my punishment was to see you grow up from afar…
I hope one day you will find a place in your hearts to try to forgive me; be happy my daughter...
I love you my baby, your daddy"
When I finish reading it I wipe away a few tears that escaped me, despite everything my dad loved me, I know that I will never understand this choice he made but I will not judge him either since I don't don't know what I would have done in his situation
I prepare my waltzes that I go out to the living room I come back to close my door behind me and I go knock on my mother's door before entering, when I set foot in her room, she was sitting on the bed and I see that 'she was bolting, she could even strangle me if she could, I'm holding back laughter since even I find it a little out of place what we just did but it looks like it made things a little spicier, because during the act I felt like I was feeling things more intensely
Mom: Where did you find such an ill-mannered man? if with them the whites it is done let me tell you that you have African roots and with us it is not done, I thought I had educated you better than that, to do such a thing in my house in my presence, but you are really clueless
Me: I'm sorry mom
Mom: don't be, this man has already perverted and brainwashed you, I hope for him he will witness the same scene as me with his children too
Me: but mom you're going a little too far there, I came to warn you that I was leaving, I'm going back to my husband
Mom in a neutral tone: good luck to you
Me: by the way I forgot, I received a letter from my father in which he explained to me certain things from the past, the reason for his decision and he left me a third of everything he owned but I don't intend to accept it
Mom standing up: See how the penis made you dumb right? anyway even sometimes I wonder if it was me I gave birth to you and if they did not accidentally exchange my baby at the hospital, you are really devoid of intelligence you
me sighing: I have the right to accept or not
Mom: you're stupid, useless child, if you think you don't need all this anymore, you think of me, who suffered to raise you in poverty under the mocking gaze of people, you want to see me die in the shame and humiliation right? ungrateful child
Me: mum don't bother throwing all these insults at me I'll try to make a decision after careful consideration
I think she is not at all wrong on the whole line, after all that we have been through together I believe that she has the right to enjoy everything she has been deprived of
Mama: Know that if you leave them all you don't bring your long skinny feet to my house anymore and you won't even be allowed to come to my funeral, when people have babies I have Peter in the air
I don't answer her, I go to get my suitcases and I close the door behind me, I think my life begins now