Chapter 28

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Chapter 28
Alex
Me again: it's not a disease you know
Alexender: if you finish your meal and go back to bed
Me sighing: I'm tired of lying here, I want to go out, I'm not the first woman to be pregnant, you start by getting me drunk there, you don't see pregnant women walking around the market carrying things on their heads in Africa ?
Alexender with all his calm: I am not their husband and they are even less carrying my children, as long as you have my children in your womb you will do exactly what the doctor advised you to do, you will eat exactly what 'he's on the list unless he decides otherwise if you're not happy that's your problem
Me: no, but it's still my body and I can do with it as I please. problem
Alexender: as long as my children live under your roof, you will do what I decide, go finish your meal for me
Me: but I don't want to eat anymore
Alexender: go make an effort and finish me off
Me : ….
I don't say anything anymore I prefer to be silent, he really starts by pissing me off with his story of it's my children here, my children there.
Since we left the hospital my ordeal has started this guy he makes my life impossible, I even have a dietician and a special diet to follow because the doctor had the misfortune to say that I have to live in the calm, without stress and that I need rest in addition to this I have to eat a balanced diet so that the babies are in good shape because I was a little dehydrated and anemic my God these doctors do not know that it is not a everyone you have to say these kinds of things, my husband has become a doctor, I feel like I have a teacher on my back who checks my actions and that I no longer have the right to do what whether it be
FLASHBACK
Doctor: sir your wife is pregnant
Me: sorry? how its pregnant?
Doctor: yes madam you are 7 weeks pregnant
Me a little surprised: are you sure?
I finished getting my period a few days ago so what he's talking about here I'm not sure, but the other guy on the other side is already jumping on me with lots of kiss I am so in shock that I find it difficult to really accept it or even celebrate it
Alexender all happy: do you realize that, sweetheart? we're going to have a child, the fruit of our love is ripening inside you "he said touching my belly", I'm so happy, Julia is going to have a little sister or a little brother, aren't you happy?
Me: I don't really know, I think he had a mistake my heart don't rejoice too soon, I had my period last week so I don't think I'm pregnant
The doctor: here is the result of your blood test, there is no error, to be more sure I can give you an ultrasound so that you have no more doubts
Alexander: Can we? it will be really cool if we can see it
The doctor before going out: I will ask a nurse to prepare it but your wife is a little dehydrated and anemic, you will have to watch her diet and especially that she rests, away from all sources of stress if not her risk to impact the baby, at this age they are very fragile
Alexender: it's as if it was done, I will make sure that she follows all your recommendations to the letter
The doctor: okay before you leave I will prescribe him vitamins and a product for the blood, I leave you celebrated the news
Alexender squeezing the doctor's point: thank you!
When the doctor closes the door behind him he approaches me and kisses me before saying "thank you"
Me coming back to me: why?
Alexender moved: thank you for fulfilling me, for making me happy, thank you for making me a new father and above all for making Julia a big sister she really dreamed of it, you don't know how happy I am that you can achieve this dream for her, I will never be able to thank you
Me moved by what he has just said: thank you rather to you for accepting me among you despite everything, for having given me a family who loves me and above all thank you for making me a mother, I did not expect really not at such a news, i am still in shock, i thought that when i get pregnant i will know immediately
Alexender: it's because you haven't prepared yourself psychologically for this, you'll get used to it little by little over time
END OF FLASHBACK
I hadn't thought I'd live a big one like that, with Alexender giving me a hard time with all these weird rules, I'm sick all the time, I can't even stay on my ass for an hour, I have my my heart racing and my head spinning in the hospital I was told it was due to a rise in blood pressure and that I was on the verge of preeclampsia which prompted Lexis to be even more strict about her period, I have just started my second trimester but I am already exhausted
Alexender: stop pulling your face like his my heart you risk giving ugly babies and nervous moreover
Me: no but you are serious
Alexender laughing out loud: no it's just for fun you know very well, moreover with a mother like you impossible that they are not among the wonders of the world, but I am serious about the fact that you will give babies nervous so give me a smile
Me mimicking a smile: go away I don't want to see your face anymore, if you knew how much you annoyed me
Alexander: I love you too sweetheart
I don't know why but I'm bursting into tears, I'm so tired of this whole situation, I hadn't imagined my pregnancy like that, and I who thought I was making love in all directions with my husband, I don't understand not why but when i didn't know it i had nothing but since i heard the news everything is going badly for me i'm really at the end of it
Alexender wiping my tears: please don't cry, if I do this you know very well that it's for the good of all three of you
Me: I know but I hadn't imagined pregnancy like that, I'm really unlucky, I'm really starting to be exhausted, I feel like I'm suffocating in this room, I I'm fed up
Alexender: I'm really sorry to have put you in this situation you know?
Me: it's not your fault, what I meant was that I wanted so much to take full advantage of this pregnancy, do things with you, go for walks, kiss and everything, but no, I'm lying down In this bed, I can't even remember the last time we slept together
Alexender: it's because you're out of breath that I don't touch you anymore, it's not to hurt you
Me continuing to cry: it's more because you find me horrible, tell the truth
Alexender: do you want me to make love to you?
Me sniffling: you want to force yourself because I asked you I don't want to do it anymore
Alexender: and if I took you to the edge of the swimming pool would you be less sad?
Me in a small way: yes
He removes the dishes and asks me to go change, I come back with a bikini and an overcoat, he makes me sit down and brushes my hair because to tell the truth I look like a crazy person, even washing myself has become once a day, really, I don't know what these kids want to turn me into, I can't wait for them to come out
When he finishes brushing my hair, he takes me in his arms like a baby and puts me on a deckchair by the pool as if I were made of porcelain, this man is really an angel even if sometimes when I see him I want to give him a few smacks like that for fun
Alexender: can I bring you a juice?
Me: no I rather want an ice cream and cookies also bring mustard so that I can spread my cookies
Alexender putting his hands in his pockets: you know you're not allowed to eat that junk, and since when do we eat biscuits with mustard?
Me in a trembling voice: you still want to make me cry, that's it, why are you treating me so badly? when are you going to let me satisfy my pregnancy cravings when?
Alexender resigning himself: okay I'll get them for you, you want something else
Me: no no, but if you also find rotten eggs you can bring me back thank you sweetheart
He looks at me for a long time without saying anything and goes to the kitchen to get me what I have asked him
Thea: but we haven't seen you for a while now, your husband doesn't want to leave you with us anymore, he confiscated you
Me: mmmmhhhh your brother I'm sure this is the last time I'll get pregnant with him, he's tiring me out please save me
Thea touching her belly: how was the last pregnancy? my child needs lots of cousins to play with, and his brothers will need cousins their own age
I take a moment to understand what she was telling me
Me getting up: no, but are you pregnant?
Thea smiling: yes but don't shout, no one knows yet we want to get married before telling the others the news, you're the only one I trust
Me pulling her in my arms: congratulations my dear, I'm so happy for you
Alexander behind us: I had to leave you with my wife for a few minutes to make her cry and get her on her feet
Me: I was just telling him how badly you treated me
Thea: but you're exaggerating big brother, let her have some fun, she's a pregnant woman, you have to do everything to satisfy her desires, you're too strict with her
Alexender putting the tray in front of me: if that was the case, would I have brought it all back to him?
Me licking my lips: my rotten eggs are missing, where are they?
Thea exclaiming: what? what is that again? Have you ever tasted the rotten egg to want it?
Alexander: what did you say earlier?
Thea getting up: sorry big brother, you should continue to manage the situation, if not at this rate it's goat poo she will want to eat on my nephews