Chapter 12

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Chapter 12
Alexander
I was lying on my bed waiting for her to come out so I could freshen up myself, but at one point I felt a cold hand land on my chest, when I opened my eyes it was her
Me: but what are you playing at?
She waits a few seconds like it's to register the information but pulls herself back into the same position later, I take her hands off in anger right now, is she crazy or what? she thinks I'm going to sleep with a woman in this room? even if the room has been redone from floor to ceiling and from the bed to the small living room to accommodate her, this does not change the fact that my daughter was conceived in this room, I had the best and the worst times with my wife in this room, I lost my wife in this room, even if it's not visually the same room, it still remains our room for my wife and me, and is filled with all our memories, I don't don't plan to defile all that by sleeping with her, so everything she's doing right now pisses me off to the highest degree
Me repeating: what are you doing here?
Alex: I came to sleep next to the man who is supposed to be my husband, what are you asking me?
When I sit up I see that she was wearing very sexy lingerie that would freak out any normal man but not me, that she is not dreaming absolutely nothing will happen between us
Me getting up: you should go put a truck on your back you might get cold if you don't
Alex: What are you playing?
Me overtaking him: I'm not playing anything, I'm only telling the truth, if you forget why you're here I'll remind you, you're here to take care of Julia only that, not to sleep with me, n Wasn't I just not your type a few days ago? wild animals of my kind, don't really like your kind either, so go put a truck on your back and sleep it's late tomorrow Julia has class
With these words I leave her there and I go into the bathroom, she doesn't say anything either and stays seated on the bed, if it's me she's waiting she's obviously wasting her time, I don't intend to touch her
When I leave the bathroom I swap my bathrobe for jogging bottoms, I was going out when something catches my eye, I notice that the clothes in my room have been moved, how did she dare to touch my wife's things, how could she? I remove the things she has hanging in the dressing room and I join her in the bedroom with her, she was still seated when I arrive in the bedroom
Me throwing things to the floor: what the hell?
Alex a little surprised: it's my things why are you throwing them away?
Me trying to control my anger: how dare you touch my wife's things? How? 'Or' What ?
Alex picking up his things from the floor: there was no room in the dressing room, I just moved his things to your side where he had room to hang some trucks, I didn't know it was going to bother
Me: Since you don't ask how you would know that his gene, I won't catch you touching those things again
I was so angry that I leave her there and I go to bed, she disappears and comes out of the dressing room with her suitcases and drags them into the small living room, even with darkness and only with the night light I see the tears beading her beautiful face
She settles in an armchair and packs her suitcase, she leaves them there and goes back to bed and this time at the other end of the bed, with my back as calmly as possible so as not to disturb me, despite the fact that she do it in silence I heard her crying, I really wanted to take her in my arms to calm her down, I hated myself for making her cry but this desire I have to protect her makes me more angry than anyone else thing
When I wake up this morning she was no longer in bed, I see her coming out of the dressing room with a puffy face and red eyes from all the tears she shed last night, she goes to her suitcases and takes an outfit before returning to the dressing room, she comes out dressed in blue jeans and pants that drew her shapes and a black babydoll, she leaves the room without addressing a single word to me, I don't want to talk to her either
Alex
When I wake up this morning I had terrible headaches, but I still get out of bed to take care of my daughter, now I have a child in my care, even if I want to stay getting depressed in my bed i can't do it, i'm not allowed to flinch, even when i feel like crying i have to smile for her, being a mother is a big responsibility that i'm trying to understand now
Alexender was so horrible to me last night that I couldn't sleep a wink all night, I don't know when I started to shed those tears since he hit me right in the heart, I don't know what I could have done to her to deserve this kind of treatment, I thought I could be reborn and know this happiness that I couldn't have with my own mother once I got married, but I was wrong, I feel that the years to come will be the worst of my life, the man I love treats me like an outcast, there is so much going on between us at the moment and obviously I have a rival for a person who is no longer of this world how could I fight this fight? it's a losing battle, I chase away these tears that blur my sight, I don't want to cry for this idiot this morning, of course he's a big idiot
When I enter Julia's room she was still sleeping, I run my hands through her hair to try to wake her up and especially not to rush her.
Me whispering: Juliaaa
She obviously begins to wake up from her sleep
Me still whispering darling wake up we gotta get ready for school
Julia stretching: I want to stay with you today
Me stroking her hair: don't worry we'll have plenty of time to get to know each other, can you wash yourself or can I help you?
Julia laughing: I'm a big girl, I know how to wash myself
Me laughing too: okay hurry then, we'll have breakfast with dad before he leaves for work
She runs into the bathroom without forgetting to give me a smile before disappearing, it's really a ray of sunshine this little one, I sincerely think that she will help me to support my stay in this house
When she comes back I help her get dressed and she asks me to brush her hair and make her a ponytail like mine, which I do for her with pleasure, when we finish, we prepare her bag before to leave his room when we go out, the first person we meet is Thea who was also leaving his room
Me with a small smile: Hello!
Thea turning to Julia: My wide awake darling?
Julia: yes auntie
Thea pulling me into her arms: Hello dear sister-in-law, did you have a good night?
No your brother is a big jerk, he made me cry all night and didn't bother to apologize this morning
Me: yes yes
Thea: Looking at your face, it looks like you haven't slept
Me sighing: how did you know? I haven't slept a wink all night
Thea laughing: My brother is as good?
Me taking Julia's hand: no it's not what you think
Thea: That's it...I'll go congratulate my big brother then...
If she really knew what happened between this animal and me, I'd rather not talk about this Gouga and from tonight I'm going to change rooms, I don't want to spend another second next to this animal.