Chapter 15

“To the hospital. To get you checked, and then visit Lilian.”
“I don't want to go to the hospital, and I will not visit Lilian,” I said firmly, not wanting to go to the hospital. I was scared to go to the hospital and get myself checked. He will immediately come to know I'm pregnant, and I don't want him to know about my pregnancy ever. The way he reacted to my pregnancy news hurt me so much. He never wants me to get pregnant with his pups. My heart was shattered into millions of pieces when he said that. I wanted to cry, but I controlled my emotions in front of Grandpa. I felt like crying now, but I blinked away my tears.
“I will not visit Lilian,” I said firmly, refusing to do it. I don't want to see her face after what she did to me last time. She tried to harm me. What would I have done if something had happened to my baby? She is such a cunning woman. She put all the blame on my head after trying to hear me. I hate that woman, and I don't want to see her face again.
“I said I don't want to go with you anywhere,” I shouted this time because he was driving and ignoring me. I was getting fed up with his ignorance. He stopped the car on the side of the road. He removed my seat belt, and before I could predict his next action, he lifted me and made me sit on his lap. My eyes widened when he did that. He lifted me as if I weighed nothing. He made me straddle him with each leg on either side of his legs. My dress rode up, exposing my upper thighs. I tried to pull the hem of my dress down, but he kept his hand firmly on my exposed thighs. I felt sparks all over my body when he did that. The air around us became thick. He removed his shades, and his grey orbs clashed with mine. My mouth went dry, and all my proteins died in my throat.
“Now tell me, what problem do you have?” He asked me, looking me straight in the eyes. Is it a way to ask someone about their problems?
“I don't want to go to the hospital to visit Lilian,” I said firmly, and his jaw clenched.
“Why don't you want to visit her? She got hurt because you shouldn't apologise to her,” he said in a dominating tone. My nose flared in anger when he said that.
“I didn't try to hurt her. She was the one who tried to hurt me. I don't know why I am even explaining it to you. I know you won't believe me and take her side,” I said in anger while trying to move away from his lap, but he put his other hand on my waist, not letting me move. I saw a slight guilt in his eyes when I said that. It was true, and he knew it. He will always side with her. I still tried to get away from him. I looked away, not wanting to look at him. He made me look at him by cupping my face. Untold emotions were exchanged between our eyes. His grey orbs moved all over my face before settling on my slightly trembling lips. I swelled hard because of the way he was looking at me. My heart started to beat fast. He moved forward and captured my lips. I closed my eyes tightly, feeling sparks all over my body. I tried to pull away when he cupped my face with both of his hands. He started to kiss me as if to tell me something he couldn't tell me. He tried to convey something through his dominating kiss. The air around us is filled with needs. He was kissing my anger away. His tongue nibbled on my lower lip and then sucked on it. I felt a bolt of electrifying sensation run through my whole body. I slowly started to respond to his kiss. I felt his hand moving inside the hem of my dress, and it snapped me out of my daze. I should be doing this. I can't let him kiss me whenever he wants. I pulled away, and he growled, not liking me when I broke the kiss. His eyes had turned a dark shade of grey. He tried to connect our lips again, but I moved my head. I heard him take a sharp breath.
“If you don't want to see Lilian, find her, but let's get you checked by a doctor,” he said, accepting that I don't want to meet his future Luna.
“No, I'm fine. Just drop me off at my apartment,” I said curtly while getting out of his lap. He didn't protest this time, and he let me move. For the rest of the ride, I kept looking out of the window. I didn't want to look at him anymore. I don't know what I will end up doing next time he touches me or looks at me like he was looking at me before he kissed me. He drove me to my apartment. He dropped me there and drove away. I walked away without saying a word. He didn't come to my apartment for two days. I don't know if I should be happy or sad about it.
Today, Nera has asked me to accompany her to the mall. She wanted to buy new clothes. I was waiting for her. I was in front of the shop when I saw Mason and Lilian getting out of the shop. She was smiling, and he had lost a bag in his hands. It seemed that she had done lots of shopping with him. He smiled, looking down at her as if she were his world. She suddenly turned and tip-toed. I couldn't see what she was doing because Mason's back was facing me, but I knew what they were doing. They were kissing in front of everyone. Showing off their affection in public. I found it hard to swallow looking at them like that. Tears welled up in my eyes when I saw how he wrapped his hands around her waist. I was completely heartbroken and so disappointed by his actions. He has still not divorced me and was doing all the things with Lilian in public. He never respects me, not even a bit. I looked away because I couldn't look at them anymore. I took a deep breath to control the overwhelming emotion I felt. His actions are making my decision to divorce him strong. But today I have decided to cut ties with him completely.
It's time to end the emotional trauma I'm feeling.
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