Chapter 24

Only his.
His other hand cupped my face. His thumb started to make lazy circles on my cheeks as he kissed me so possessively. He slowly licked my lower lip, urging me to open my mouth. My heart was drumming so loudly inside my rib cage. I didn't let him in, and it made me groan on my lips in more possessiveness. He was impatient to taste my mouth. I didn't want to give him more control. He has broken enough of my defence. I can't let him damage it more. I was determined to not let him give me more control, but his hand, which was holding my waist, had a firm squeeze on my waist, making me open my mouth with a gasp. He took the opportunity and invaded his tongue inside my mouth. I could taste whisky on his tongue, and it made me feel intoxicated. My tongue fought with his, not letting him access it, but he grabbed it and sucked it hard.
"Hmm.” I ended up moaning in his mouth. He hummed in dark delight. My whole body shivered when he did that. He kissed me softly. He kissed me hard. He tasted every inch of my mouth. His tongue was once again familiar with my mouth. I was so out of breath. He was kissing me as he was punishing me for saying yes to Hudson for dinner. But why does he want to dominate my life? He hates me more than he wants me in his life. He doesn't love me, so why can’t he see me with any other man?
Just why.
Tears formed in my eyes. He let go of my mouth, making me take deep breaths. I opened and closed my eyes, clearing the haze his possessive kiss had created. He gave me time to breathe. I parted my lips and took deep breaths, filling my lungs. He didn't bother filling his lungs. He was breathing normally, and here I was breathing like a fish out of water. He started to press hot, wet kisses all over my jaw and neck. He kept pressing his hot, wet lips all over my skin as if he hated to lose contact with it. An electrifying sensation ran all over my body when he pulled down the sleeves of my dress, exposing my shoulder. His possessive desire filled my eyes, which darkened even more when I looked at my bare skin. His warm breath fanned my bare skin, making goosebumps form all over my body. He dared out his tongue and licked my whole shoulder as if marking his territory. I moved forward and sank my teeth into his neck. It made him hum in delight.
The werewolf marks their territory. They claimed their mate for all their lives, but my mate had someone else on his mind, but he still chose to play with me. Toy with my emotions and feelings. He makes me so confused with his actions. One moment he will behave as if his life depends on me, and the very next second he will behave like I mean nothing to him. All these questions made my head heavy. More tears started to well up in my eyes. I felt so overwhelmed by the burden of these unanswered questions. I can't let him do whatever he wants to. I just can't. I put both my hands on his chest and pushed him away with all my might. I just can't take it.
“Roslyn,” he growled when I separated our bodies. He once again tried to get hold of me. He was trying to get me back in his arms, but I didn't let him.
“What do you want?” I asked with tears running down my eyes. I had promised myself that I wouldn't cry, but I just couldn't hold myself, and my pregnancy hormones did not make things easy for me.
“What do you mean?” he growled when I questioned him.
“Tell me what you want exactly from me,” I asked firmly, looking straight into his eyes. His brows furrowed, and his jaw became tight.
“I know you don't want me. It only means you want my body to satisfy your needs,” I said more firmly, and his nose flared in anger. He glared at me. His jaw clenched and unclenched as if he were trying to control his anger. He looked up to do the same, but when he looked back at me, it seemed like he had failed to control his anger. He grabbed my wrist in a tight grip and once again pulled me to his hard chest. I gasped at his abrupt action.
“I'm not here for your body,” he said in frustration when I once again tried to push him away.
“Then why are you here?” I asked in the same frustration. He looked beyond mad when I asked him that question.
“Why do I need a reason to be with you?” He said this in annoyance while glaring down at me. He was acting as if he had all the rights.
“Stop confusing me, Alpha Mason!” I yelled in anger, and more tears started to fall from my eyes. His jaw tightened even more when he saw my tears. Suddenly, the cell phone started to ring. I knew who was calling me, and from the look in his eyes, it was confirmed that he also knew his little brother was calling me. I tried to get out of his hold, but he wouldn't let me go. I shoved him away with all my might and took the call. I felt a burning sensation on my back when I answered the call. I turned around to look at him. I found him looking at me with a hurt and rejected look in his eyes. He turned around and walked out of the house with those emotions in his eyes.
“Hello, Roslyn, Are you there?" I heard Hudson's voice. I took a deep, jiggering breath to calm myself down.
"Sorry, Hudson, but I can't come for dinner,” I said, trying my best to sound normal. I took deep breaths to control myself.
“Everything is okay,” he asked worriedly from the other side of the cell phone.
"Yes, everything is okay. I'm just not feeling well,” I said once again, trying to sound normal. He sounded sceptical, but he still said.
“Call me if I need something.” I hummed in response and cut the call. As soon as I cut the call, I felt bile rising in my throat. I ran to the bathroom and ended up vomiting my guys out. I sat down on the bathroom floor, feeling exhausted mentally and physically. It felt like his hands were still on my body. Touching me. I closed my eyes, and warm tears rolled down my cheeks.
It was time to let go of everything.
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