14_ what I had done

Louise

because I didn't feel good. Ryker sent me home a while ago.
He thought it was because I had seen Kian, but the real reason was that I really felt sick. All I do is try to stop to show it.

How many times I did say sorry, and how many times did I get the same answer from Ryker. Before coming into my room, Dad and Ryker talked. I lock the door and my room. Since I didn't feel good at all, I let them do what they needed to do. I want to throw up all the time. If I could, I would rather stay in my bathroom.

I was so nervous that my body started to shake. When I saw Hunter again, I thought he might have done something to me. Does he have the power of witches or what? Maybe I should ask my dad about the witches who have been on the side of each wolf clan. I should probably talk to Hendrix. He had to be with the guy. He could know Hunter. I'll make sure he pays if I find out he has one.

I stayed in the bathroom for a moment before going outside, even though I still felt sick. I looked at the cabinet next to me, where my lamp shade and a small calendar were kept. I stopped for a moment while I thought about something.
My period still hadn't come this month. I shook my head yes. I felt sick, and my head was spinning, too. I can't help but chuckle. While saying, "No, it couldn't be." No, because that would be the end of me. I couldn't be period. If my father found out, he would kill me for sure. even more if he knew that De Russo was the real father of the child. He was the only male I had sex with.

My body hit my bed with a thud. I wanted my bed to change into a monster, eat me, and then disappear for good. I took a deep breath out and came back to myself. I got up and made my way back in fort in my room.

Even though I know no one will respond, I'm still doing it. I groan and my stomach grumbles. I think this may be why I've been hungry all the time for the past few days. I never thought about it. I'd could have trouble with that one-night stand.

As I rub my stomach, I try not to cry. I don't know what I'm going to do. I closed them. Even though my memories were fuzzy, I was still trying to piece together what we did and how soft his bed was. The memory I have been trying not to think about for the past two weeks is coming back to me slowly.

Easton Hunter De Russo was most worried about it, but I'm scared that my dad will find out.

What I did didn't work at all. I didn't know how hard my life was going to get until recently.
But what if I tell my father that Ryker and I should get married before my womb grows? Of course by not telling him I was pregnant.

This was the only thing I could do. If I married Ryker right away, no one would know that I was pregnant by another man. It was not even a month and couldn't be noticed.

I have to plan this carefully. I have to make sure that no one finds out.

Just chill out...

If I leave my room and get some food, I might be able to stay sane. But before I could go down stairs, I had to go through my dad's office. That was what I hear Ryker's voice. I thought he had left a long time while. Maybe they were talking about something important.

"Are you still not convinced by my daughter to marry you right away Ryker?" The voice of my father was heard. I grinned. I didn't know that we both thought the same thing. I know that our reasons weren't the same.

Ryker asked, "Do you think that I am not doing my best here? Yantisco?" I was about to open the door.

"I wanted to get everything done quickly so no one would find out what I had done to my dad and my brother. I've come this far, for Pete's sake. Everything was where it should be, and the old De Russo was already where he belonged. And thanks to you again. Like what you always said. I couldn't do it without you."

My hand was shaking. I'm lucky that I still have the door knob in my hand. I do remember what I heard.

"Yes, thank you. Without me, you couldn't have done it all.
Do you remember when you jumped out in front of the old De Russo's car? Back then, you did something very wrong. You insisted that you could do it alone, and because of that, we almost got caught. But it turned out that it wasn't the old De Russo instead his wife was in there and some random girl. Because of that our planned to put on hold for many years, just to avoid the jury from focusing on us."

"Damn it, you couldn't blame me. I was around nineteen years old at the time."

I shook my head and my legs were shaking. I turned around and went back to my room, I forgot that I was hungry. What I heard made me forget everything, even my main problem. I bit my bottom lip more tightly to make sure I wasn't dreaming. "Ouch, it hurts"

After some time I heard Knock, on my door.

When the door knock didn't stop, I stop dead in my tracks. breath... I need to take a deep breath to calm down and look normal to whoever is on the other side of the door.

Take a deep breath in and let it all out. Before I open the door.

"Are you okay now? Ryker left already."

"I'm fine now, Dad. Really, it's just a headache."

"Did you take any medications?" I sigh to get rid of the tension in my body. I bow my head.

"Don't worry, Dad. Do you need something?" I inquire quietly just to end the conversation. I tried my best to calm down, even though it was so hard.

"By the way, I came here to say something about tomorrow.
If you forgot, we have to go to the orphanage tomorrow. But I'd be very busy because Ryker wants me to go to a meeting tomorrow. Since he couldn't do it by his self. You know, his new to all of this. And until the last will and testament could be carried out, he was still not receiving his father's business.

I smiled though his words wanted to tell me something. He likely wanted the wedding to happen as soon as possible. That I really understand and told him, "I'll take care of it dad." Even though I wanted to ask him if what I had heard was true, yet if I did, a lot of things would come to mind. What if Ryker kills me because I might be able to be a witness? If he could kill his own father, why couldn't he kill me? as well as my father. I felt like I had forgotten who he was all of a sudden. Yes, he may be very struck and manipulative, but I didn't know that he could kill for no apparent reason. Money? Rank?

You seem nervous about something. Do you have a question to ask? My chest immediately opened up as my heart leaped out.
"Louise? I'm checking to see if you have any questions. "Are you free tomorrow for the orphanage?" I gave a headshake.

I stammered, "Nooo, dad," It's fair, I pause for a second to consider my next move. Dad is waiting while he is there "I wanted to know whether our wedding had a set date already.

So help me god what I had done!