43_ loving too much

Hunter*

I woke up beside Louise that day, remembering exactly what we had done last night. The truth is, I can't control myself every time I get closer to her.

but still, I had to manage to hide my true feelings because I am planning to divorce her after I locate her father. However, there's no way in hell I would put my child in her care.

I don't know if I could live with her any longer. Every time I see her, my feelings are torn between hating and loving her. Yes, I guess this feeling was love. But loving her is a betrayal for me and my family. I couldn't leave with that forever, I guess.

I glanced at her sleeping form. If only the circumstances were different... Maybe if destiny voted for them, it would be perfect for the both of us. Maybe I wouldn't wake up between pain and bliss. I would be so happy seeing her like this every single morning and before I close my eyes at night.

I sigh... I get up to take a bath, and I remember Kian. I need to get rid of him instantly, so I can't force myself to act like a kind husband to her.

I still didn't know what the agreement was between Kian and my late father, yet I knew I would have a connection to my so-called marriage. I know my father. If we plan it, it has to be complete. Maybe he wants to make sure that I won't fake it. And since he's dead now, I couldn't show him what he wanted to see after I married someone. Maybe it would be better this way. I only need to follow protocol regarding what was in the agreement between Kian and my father, unlike facing my father's good instinct.

I suddenly remember what Kian is, Louise's ex, if I wasn't here. They could make things sort out about their previous relationship? What if they decided to be together again? What if they decided to run away?

ugh! Why should I care? I was about to dump her anyway after I caught her father and ex-fiance. She can screw herself up. The hell I care!

What should I do?

After I finish my morning routine, I walk out of the bathroom naked. I used my towel to dry my hair. Well, I think Candice won't get mine since she already saw my glorious nakedness.

I saw her sitting on the edge of the bed, yawning like a child. However, as she saw me, her eyes widened in shock.

I smirk... Wanna have some breakfast, babe?

She shook her head and immediately walked to the bathroom. I laughed at her reaction.

"Get used to it." Louise, you could see this often. "I will wait for you here." We need to go down together. "Your ex is waiting for sure."

******
Louise

I woke up this morning without Hunter in the bed. It's odd, and the twinge sensation is poignant. The sadness hit me at the right spot. But what else can I do? were in a serious situation. We shouldn't be together. It's strange that I'm still alive. knowing Hunter's personality. I should have been dead a long time ago. Hunter is well-known as a dangerous cold-weather hybrid; maybe I am just lucky or something.

I sit at the side of the bed and stretch my body, yawning.

Yet all of a sudden I halted. like a statue while my hands were in the air when Hunter hastily stepped out of the bathroom. God fucking naked for Pete's sake! I'm not used to his huge rod.

"Wanna have some breakfast, babe?" swallowing hard*

He said that... Like the word has double meaning. I shook my head instantly and ran to the bathroom. I heard him laughing and calling my name.

But due to you calling me "babe," I forget everything.

.....

As Hunter said, he waits for me, and we walk together up the stairs.

"Have you talked to Kian?"

All of a sudden, he asks

"Why would I need to talk to him?" I am confused.

"About the two of you."

I sigh, Reply to him. "We don't have to." Whatever we had back then is a part of our past. I'm a married woman now. I don't need to talk about our past. It has to remain past Hunter."

Hunter harshly pinned me to the wall. Then whisper in my ear.

"Good answer. Good girl.

Then he licked my ear. I felt a sudden tingling sensation down there, but I ignored it. I guess I 'm starting to get used to it. I mean the way he affects me.

We walked down the stairs. I instantly saw Kian sitting on a red sofa in the living room.

"I guess you're not done cuddling yet?" "You two could skip breakfast; don't mind me, I can eat alone."

"Even though I want to, I can't because I have a lot of work in the office waiting for me." Hunter reply

"Tss. tss. a multi-billionaire heir, is it so hard sometimes, eh?"

Kian said.

"Yes. Now let's go and eat before I forget that my wife here is not food."

I blushed big time because of that. Remember what we did last night? How does he literally eat me?

Shit, I need to change the topic.

"So how's your baby Kian? Can you bring Rudy sometimes?"

Kian clapped his hands and then said

"Yes, that's what I want to ask." "If I can take him here for a day because his nanny is taking her day off today,"

"Of course!" I said it in a happy tone. Then we proceed to the kitchen to eat breakfast.

Later, Hunter left. Like he said, he has lots of work in his office. Kian went off to get Rudy. I'm left all alone.

My phone rings with an unregistered number again. I guess this is my dad again.

"Hello. Dad, is this you?"

Silence....

"Dad, please surrender now."

"I'm sorry, Louise; all I want is power yet. "As the power went up, my needs got more and more urgent until I didn't recognize myself anymore." I'm blinded by power. "I'm hunting by the jury, Louise, honey, I want to see you before they could kill me."

I stop thinking... I heard him sigh...

I'm sorry, pumpkin...

My tears flow nonstop.

"Dad, please, what you did is wrong." Surrender now."

"No, I won't let them kill me without a fight."

"Dad!"

I was the one who suffered most all these years! "I didn't want to be a beta forever."

"Dad please." Nothing came out of me other than begging my father to surrender. Yet maybe if I were in his shoes, I wouldn't do it. I know I'll be dead by the time I step back in.

"If you shouldn't come, I promise that, in no time, honey, I will get you back to that guy." "Just wait, ok?"

"Dad!"

That's it; then the phone went off again.

I cry because of that and run to my room. I don't want anyone to see me like this.

She's in between her dad and Hunter.

What would she do?

What if my dad takes me away from Hunter? Should I come to him or stay here? Even if Hunter only needs me for his sake revenge?

For Hunter, getting my dad to avenge his family is his priority.

I don't know if I can love without preservation. What if it destroyed me at the end?

Or I ended up hating myself for loving him unconditionally.

Did I really love him this much? Much for all the guys in my past, and much more to Kian?