18_ this is insane

Loiuse

Hendrix had already left. He stated that he needed to get home before his brother tore him apart. He dashed into his car, however I still have a lot of questions for him. I assumed he was alone after his mother died, but clearly he is not. And, besides, why should I care? It's not time to ponder about other people's lives when I'm dealing with my own.

Even when I don't have an appetite to eat, I realize that I have a child that is counting on me. I walked through the kitchen, deciding to cook something because there was so much food in the fridge. Perhaps Hendrix still came here frequently since there was plenty of food.

I examined my two phones, one of which belonged to Hendrix, whom I had just passed through the kitchen table.

He left it because he wanted me to contact him if anything went wrong. While my real phone was still turned off I didn't want to open it because I was afraid that if I did, my father would find me wherever I was.

I was still thinking about returning, but I was terrified of Ryker. Because whether I return or not, my life is doomed. Because, well, think about it. If I return, they will either kill me or I will marry someone like Ryker.
I couldn't believe how quickly my life could change to 96 degrees in just over 24 hours. I remember feeling fine only last morning.

I sigh... life is never going to be perfect.

It must have overcast days in order for you to realize that life was not easy, even for a creature like me. A wolf who has been living in the human world. Yes, people do not see tension and conflict between wolf clans. But the truth is that we are here, living in quiet alongside them. Our regulations and laws were the ones preventing us from doing anything since the jurors might easily murder us with their immensely powerful power because their power was ten or hundred times stronger than ours. According to what I heard, they held a power that could only be perceived in your imagination. I haven't seen one, but I've heard that they extorted all superhumans who did wrong and broke our laws.

I just prepared some nuggets since I puked again as I started cutting the garlic. At the very least, my baby had food in my tummy.

I was going to fall asleep in the pajamas I saw in Hendrix closet.

I have to go shopping for my own clothes tomorrow. When Hendrix's phone rang, I was about to close my eyes. I didn't respond till I got the message that it was him. So when it rang again, I instantly answered it.

Hendrix informed me that his brother will be hiring a driver for him, and he suggested that I apply for the post. I reminded him that I couldn't just hang out with them. But his suggestion causes me to pause. Hendrix wanted me to dress up as a boy, and he promised to arrive early in the morning to assist me with my disguise.

That night, I slept late thinking about it. But I won't make a decision till I close my eyes. But like what Hendrix's promise to be the first one in the morning to knock. I haven't chosen yet while he brings a number of things that I could use for my disguise, but what he did initially almost makes me shout. He brought some herbs, and when he admitted to knowing a little bit about witchcraft, my eyes widened. He told me that his mother's side contains witch blood, and because his father was a wolf, his witch blood did not really show out. But he could perform some magic, such as growing my hair, but this time he wanted it to grow on my face. It means he gave me a beard and a mustache.

I'm shocked at how quickly this undesired hair grows. As a result, even if I show myself to them, I can conceal. At least until I found a way to truly escape from all of this.

Hendrix transforms me into a young, good-looking man while wearing a suit that I've never thought of wearing in my entire life. God I don't might dream that I was able to wear this someday. He also change my perfume so that those who were hunting me couldn't smell me.

Even my shampoo, soap, and other products irritated my nose had changed, which was OK because they were all beneficial to my nostrils. Unlike some of the other girls' perfumes and bathroom necessities, that my baby doesn't like much.

After everything was in order, we headed to his father's house that morning. My belongings were in my clothes, and they were all for masculine things.
I assumed that everything would be well for me from then on. But when I discovered that Hendrix's brother was none other than Easton Hunter De Russo, I about passed out.

What have I gotten myself into? While his brother was speaking, I stared at Hendrix. I was relieved when he stated he couldn't interview me since he was running late for work. But when he announced he'd replace me as his driver, I was shocked. My heart never stops pounding.
I wanted to shake my head as I climbed into Hunter's car, but I couldn't. "I can do it." Hendrix said as he signed his hand. I wanted to wail and scream, but all I could do was smile in the rearview mirror. I'm not sure if Hunter noticed my face slowly losing blood because I wanted to pass out right there. But, remembering that something in my stomach begged me to fight, I closed my eyes and took a long breath before starting the engine.

I keep assuring myself that I'll be fine. But every time I looked in the rearview mirror and our eyes met, all of the things we did in bed screamed in my thoughts.

This is insane.