I Will Have Her!

Roman POV

What an absolutely weird fucking day, I thought to myself .. The smell of fresh cut roses was still lingering when Dragana left.. She always smelled like that and I was yet to meet any other creature who had that freshness, yet opulence and sensuality of smell like her. Give it to father to create new set of blue balls I though.. Lady Jasmine certainly threw the wrench in my plans, without any consideration. She never told me she will be taking her. This was not part of the discussion – likely for purpose. She likely knew I would not agree to it willingly, and being put under the command of the Royal Lycan family – I had no choice. Had she broached the subject, perhaps I could have negotiated something. She indeed was a very shrewd woman – very dangerous one, I thought to myself. How will Dragana help me find a mate now that she will be gone? More importantly, how if I do not find a mate will I have an offspring if Dragana was not there. I was unaware of her full lineage until today, but knowing what I knew now, I definitely considered her even a stronger option for mother of my pups. “You are just thinking of yourself” Caleb retorted.. “I am thinking of the pack, of succession and our rule.. I am thinking of my mother who died defending this pack, and her dying wish for me to have children!”, I spat back at him..

“Mother wanted us happy, she would never settle for pups that were not from a fated mate, that were not fully loved, the pups with no mate”, Caleb simply stated.. “Mother loved you more then herself – she would want you to find her true mate as she has found hers”.. He was right, yet my pull towards Dragana and thinking of her was undeniable… The memory of my mother hit me more then I have allowed myself to for years now.. A beautiful Luna, selfless to the last moment. Mother came from a very exclusive pack – unique werewolves tracing lineage to Sakut, blessed by the Goddess with unique powers. Sakut was Lakota’s brother, drawing on ancient power of Gia, the pack was small but extremely powerful. Every Alpha King came from my mother’s lineage. Mother was a beautiful and incredibly kind woman, a true Luna to her dying breath. As their only son, I was her sun, moon and stars. My father and her had the life I always dreamed of, the life with the mate, life of love and service. It is because of her I devoted my life to protecting the pack. My father was an excellent ruler, but I always thought that perhaps had he reinforced our military mother would not have died.

“You are just trying to place blame. All this time, you have this anger, and it is directed at our father who does not deserve it” Caleb said.. He was right, but after mother died, my relationship with my father was never the same..

My thoughts drifted back to Dragana.. I knew the first time I felt this weird pull to her.. It was the night of my coronation.. I was having a great time, many she-wolves already on my arms.. I felt like a king of the world… In the middle of all that, I felt as if I was drowning.. I fell to my knees and before I knew, Caleb took over and rushed over to the lake. I found Dragana drowning and jumped in to save her.. Pulling her out, the image of her limp body in my arms made me scream in agony.. I could not lose her.. At that moment, for sure, I though she was my mate.. Yet when I brought her back, the pull subsided, her eyes looking at me gratefully. Sparks were there, but pull was gone. I have never felt that after, and missing the mate I only had that, and these few stolen moments between us to substitute for a real mate… I thought of her again.. I dreamt of her lips.. I could not get that from my head, Thinking again about her, I could almost sense her here.. My cock was hard again, and the only thing to do now was to rub one out.. Large, hard and sticking out, I grabbed it, thinking of her lips.. Sliding my hand up and down I imagined Dragana’s wet pussy, her juices flowing down, her taking me and screaming my name.. I could see her silver eyes ripe with satisfaction, her biting her lip all while I thrust deeper and deeper inside, making her take my full length… I thrust my cock again in my hand imagining being inside her.. She as a virgin, so she must be tight.. no man before me had her.. to that thought, I simply exploded all over again.. I will have her, I said to myself.. I want her and I will have her, heir or not, mate or not..