CHAPTER 46

CHAPTER 46

I was too busy looking to notice that Emerson is now right behind me. The wall is just like from a royal room. The carpet is clean and soft. The bed is king sized with matching colors. It really looks like the king and queen's bedroom.

"You're so busy looking in this room. I might have to change ours to the cheapest so you would only look at Me.'' he whispered -- that lingering feelings when he whispers it is so overwhelming.

''I... I..'' then I cleared my throat. ''I was just appreciating this room.'' I said as I turned to him with bravery. ''So after that, I would look at... You.'' I said, looking in to his eyes, I added. ''..All.. Night.. Long..'' Then I walk away from him and went to the balcony.

Breathe!

Did I really do that? I shook my head.

Fake flirting is such a good way to be so vulgar about what you feel. I said to myself.

As I open the balcony, the fresh air greets me. The sound of the waves can be heard from here. The salt water can also be smelled.

I closed my eyes to appreciate and feel the nature. It feels like I'm about to flow. Like the wind is blowing me away.

I don't know how long my eyes are closed when Emerson talked. I didn't even felt his presence. ''You want to sleep outside?'' he asks as he chuckles.
When I turned to him, his eyes reflect the moon. His appearance is oh my goodness. He looks like a demi God in a white shirt.

The atmosphere became suffocating like every vain in my body tightens. Hell, I can even hear the ticking sounds of the clock.

He moves a little closer to me and I swallowed.

Ow.. Ow.. What is he doing? I asked myself.

When he heard nothing from me like a protest, he put his hands on my waist very smoothly. Like he's caressing it. The sensation aroused. I think the sound of the waves becomes louder than before and the wind blows like we're in a movie or something.

I didn't say anything. I mean it’s not that I didn't say anything. What I mean is fuck I don't know what to say and if I have something to say, I can't even talk.

Goodness, I can't even understand myself now.

When the other people say that I'm beautiful, yes it’s very overwhelming but when it comes to Emerson, it becomes something else. It’s very satisfying to hear. Especially when he’s looking me right in the eyes.

''Love?'' I heard him say softly.
Then I raised my eyebrows to reply.

''Talk to me.'' he says as his eyes sparkles like the stars behind him.

''Please?'' he pleaded.

''I..hmm.. I really don't know what to say.'' I replied casually.
Then he smiled. Why does every time he smiles, I will also smile?

It’s like our smile has it’s own magnets.

He put the hair that blown by the wind behind my ear. He did it with care, and take note, he is wearing his seductive smile.

The smile that even older women will surely melt

Again the atmosphere instantly became hot and overwhelming.
I turned away so I could find some air. I looked back at the sea so I could breathe steadily. I mean, if I stay on that position, possibility is that I would jump into him and kiss him. As if I can do that?

''You're avoiding me.'' I heard him say.
I don't know what to reply so I decided to just keep quiet and listen if he'll say anything else.

''Now, you're even pretending that you're not hearing me?'' he added. When he heard nothing, he speaks again. ''If you don't talk to me, I'll kiss you.'' he added. Oh? Yes please.

Then I replied silently. ''I'm not avoiding you.'' looking at him, I stuck out my tongue. He chuckles.

''Why did you talk suddenly?'' he teases.

''So you wouldn't take advantage of me.'' I tease back.

He looked down at me and asked. ''You're not avoiding me?''

Then I nodded my head as he move down his head towards me.

Don't avoid it. Don't!

Avoid it. No!

My mind is arguing whether to look away or not.

When he was about to kiss me, someone knocks at the front door. ''Hey you two! Stop what you're doing right now and get the hell out. We're hungry.'' Tony yells, the others chuckles. I even heard Mom and Dad.

What a perfect timing.

''Your parents are also here. Those things you guys are doing do not have any consent.'' Celine added.

''Or a waiver.'' continued Venus.

Then Emerson snaps his head like he forgot something. ''How can I be so stupid.'' he said to himself.

''huh?'' I reacted.

''You go ahead and I'll just arrange the dinner.'' Emerson said.

''You don't have to. We just have to be ordinary guests here. No big deal.'' I replied.

''No. Your parents are here. I don't like to give them an ordinary dinner.'' by that he strode away and opened the door.

Because of what he said, I'm starting to imagine that this charade is real. I mean that's what real boyfriends do.

Your parents think it’s real that's why. My mind replies.

I laughed at myself. ''That won't happen.'' I silently say to myself.

''What about you Emerson? Aren't you going to join us?'' mom asked. She changed her gown to just a simple cread pants and yellow blouse.

''I'll just arrange our dinner first, Mrs. Guildings. I mean, mother.'' Emerson replied.

Mother shook her head. ''You don't have to treat us like we're your visitors. Come on. Join us.'' Mom stated.

''Let's go there and arrange it all together.'' Dad added.

And because of that, Emerson can't do anything so he nodded and put back his phone in his pocket.

Then he whispered. ''You won.'' he said and walk towards my Daddy who's waiting for him.

Daddy taps his shoulder and started talking.