Chapter 11: My young mate

Her blue eyes gazed upon me. Watching me as I slowly dived the knife within the juicy steak. Placing it within my mouth.

Her eyes lower to my mouth; watching me slowly devour the piece of steak. Her pink lips slowly moved; while continued to watch me.

She moved her eyes to the right side of the couch; sinking her small finger; into the arms of the chair.

What is she thinking; that had caused her to do so; I wondered.

I continued to stare at her tiny hands. Her hands were pretty small for a lady but looked beautiful. Every part of her was gorgeous. That made me tempted to taste her tonight; after dinner. She would be a great dessert after dinner; I thought.

I quickly took my mind off the thought of making sweet love to her; not wanting an erection, right now.

It was very easy for her to give an erection, but getting rid of it. It wasn't going to be easy unless she was going to spread her leg for me and give me plenty of time. To get rid of hardness from my cock.

I was thirsty. For seven-year. I haven't had sex. Even though I could, but chose not to. I loved Paisley. I am quite surprised I did it. For when Paisley was here; every night we would fuck before going to sleep.

I continued to stare at the beauty; wondering if she will be available to manage me in bed. I would love to make love to her right now, but with a sexy, curvaceous body like hers. I won't be able to control myself and it will end up making her not moaning, but crying in pain.

“What is your name?” I inquired her; not wanting to think about sex with her anymore. To fight away the strong sexual feeling I had for her.

Her body jumped frighteningly within the seat.

“Avery Warren,” she answered me, shyly.

Her voice was beautiful and soft.

I imagine her sweet voice; moaning, while she grinds on me horny as hell.

It would be great sex; I thought.

I took a deep breath; blocking away the thought and moved on to another question.

This was a question; I was dying to know.

“Where are you from?” I inquired her.

She stood still; not saying nothing.

I waited for her to answer me; eager to know if she was a part of my brother pack. When I had saved her she was in a terrible state and looked traumatized.

I removed myself from the couch wanting to get close to her. I wanted to tell her. I was sorry about what had happened to her pack and that I wasn't there to protect her alpha and the other pack members.

She was terrified. She closed her eyes, scared as hell.

I returned to the couch.

She didn’t trust me; I thought.

I should have known she would never. After what I had done to her.

I didn't know what to do now.

She opens her eyes, slowly and again started to watch me cautiously.

I poured out red wine.

I glance at her and saw her eyes filled with water. She was terrified of me.

I wanted to hold her small hand and told her I was sorry; for what I did to her. I felt the shame of what I did and too was a terrible monster. I was so angry at the fact of not wanting her and wanting to punish her.

I am deadly, but I was scared because I knew my wolf within me will allow me to fall for this young lady, and so I planned on getting rid of her before I did which had caused me to hurt her. Hurting my mate.

Curious about her age. I inquired her.

“18,” she answered me quickly.

Surprised; I gently place down the glass of red wine.

“18,” I repeated.

No, no, I thought.

“How long?” I asked.

“3 months,” she answered, quickly.

18; I kept on repeating within my mind. She's 18. My mate is 18; I again thought. The moon goddess gave me an 18-year old for a Luna; I kept on thinking.

“Full moon,” I muttered; while I gaze at the beautiful she-wolf before me.

I then realized she didn't know as yet. I was her mate. Which would be a great way to chase her away from here, but I didn't want to. I wanted her. I wanted her to stay with me.

What if Paisley returns? I thought worriedly.

I banish the thought from my mind. Paisley wasn't here nor did I knew if she will ever return and as an alpha. I will want my child. An heir. To claim over my title and allow it to remain within the Payne's. I couldn't wait for her anymore. I had to move on. And this beautiful she-wolf will help me to do so. I continued to gaze upon her; captivated by her beauty.

Staring at her; I felt ashamed in having the thought of rejecting her.

I was indeed blessed by the moon goddess in having her as my mate.

Now; I knew why I had to wait 7 years to find my mate. I had to wait until she was 18.

I wanted to smile, but I didn't want to scare her. She was very frightened by me. I hated it my mate should never behave in such a way with me; after all, I was here, and whatever I had belonged to her. Perhaps during the full moon, her behavior towards me will change.

“Please let me go,” she begged me.

I felt a sharp pain within me; hearing her pleading to me, in letting her go.

My poor mate; was so terrified of me.

I wanted to tell her. I won't hurt her but letting her go. I don't think I can do that. I wanted her to be by my side.

“You're here for seven days. During this time I will be watching you and testing to see if you are loyal and trustworthy of being a part of my pack. If not prepare to be Alexander whore,” I told her. Completing my meal.

I hate what I told her.

I was starting to have a strong feeling for her, but I didn't want her to know. What if she ends up being the one rejecting me. I'd be more terrified by her. Being rejected by your soul mate and one true love. Is not easy. It's like stabbing yourself within your heart with a sharp sword, but even more painful; leaving an acute pain that will awake every time you seem to recollect being rejected.

“Please inform Ivy; I'm in no mood for any dessert,” I told her leaving the room. Going upstairs.

I glanced at her sitting sadly within the chair; worried about what I had said. I wish she didn't. For I knew I'd never let Alexander have her and abuse her. She had already gained a place within my pack. I just wanted her to trust me. Which is going to be very hard for her.

Standing outside the door of my room. I couldn't open it. I felt like a great force was pulling me back downstairs to her. I too now had hated the thought of sleeping alone tonight.

I heard footsteps downstairs. I hurriedly went to look and there. I only saw the end of her long hair; pulling into the kitchen.

Not being able to control myself I hurriedly went downstairs and into the kitchen.

I didn't want her to know I was here all because of her.

“Ivy,” I called; trying to hide the true reason why I was now inside the kitchen.

Ivy answered me.

I had no idea what to say. I wish I had thought of something before I came downstairs.

“Stupid,” I cursed myself inside me; trying to find something to say.

Suddenly I thought of something.

“Thank the moon goddess,” I again said in my mind.

“Have you showed her where she's sleeping tonight?” I inquired Ivy; while I glance at my beautiful mate sideways.

“No,” She answered me; while she dried the plates and placed them into the dishwasher.

I couldn't take my eyes off her and continue to watch her. As she stood silently; listening to our conversation like a nosey child.

“Okay,” I answered; while my eyes fixed on her; capturing every part of her.

The moon goddess; as surely bless me with a beautiful Luna.

I felt my blood boiling inside me excitedly; wanting us to be alone again; away from everyone.

“Follow me,” I instructed her. Wanting her to follow me upstairs.

My beautiful timid mate stood like a pole. Not wanting to follow me.

“Come with me,” I again instructed her.

She was so terrified of me; her body shook, nervously.

“Stupid,” I heard Ivy said; while she turned to look at her.

Ivy was a good worker and had been with me for a long time, but how she had described my mate. I wanted to grab her by her head and hold it into the sink filled with water.

I was tempted to do so, but how could my mate react when she sees me behave in such a way with a female.

I wanted her to trust me and not fear me.

She slowly moved; while I tried to move her upstairs.

“Where are you going?” she inquired nervously.

I didn't answer. Pulling her by her soft smooth hand.

She stiffens her body not wanting to come with me and threw herself onto the ground.

I quickly removed her from the cold tiled floor; holding her closely within my arms. Her bright blue eyes stared at me frighteningly.

Her eyes tempted me to kiss her.

“No,” she cried trying to escape from my strong arms; while I carried her.

I held her tightly within my arms but tried very hard to not put any pressure on her soft smooth body.

My stubborn and determine mate; twist and turn within my arm. Trying to free herself from me.

My eyes froze on her; now seeing her sexy nude body. Her dress strand pop revealing her large round breast. I felt my wolf within me eager to claim her as mine right away.

My body froze as she quickly curled up against my chest. Hiding her breast.

Her large pink nipples pierce into my chest; giving me an overwhelming feeling and wanting to suck them.

My chest became wet. I looked down at my beautiful mate and saw her crying.

I hated she was. I wanted to tell her she was safe; while I carried her into a room; that once belonged to my first love, Paisley.



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