Chapter 40: Please give me another chance

I sadly close my eyes and turn my face aside, wishing this terrible issue I had caused had not gotten this way.

"Smack!" she hit me again and again as if she didn't plan on stopping.

Every hard hit she gave me across my face. I felt her pain of how hurt she was. The sharp unbearable hit across my cheek didn't compare to the pain I've foolishly put her through.

My eyes closes and sadly, I no longer felt her angry hand against me.

I gentle turn my face to my heartbroken she-wolf. She was no longer close to me.

I reach out to her, touching her by the hand she lay upon me with great anger. I wanted to pull her within my arms and take away every anger within her, I had caused.

She moves her soft, small hand away; not wanting me to touch her. She then walks away crying.

Seeing her cry, tears me up inside.

"I'm sorry Avery. I'm sorry that I hurt you," I apologize.

She pauses with her back turn.

I gently walk over to her.

"I don't know what had caused me to cheat on you, but I'm glad that you caught me in time," I told her as I got close to her from behind.

"You're glad that I caught you in time?" my mate inquires me angrily.

I stood silently; wishing I had said something else, that was less angering.

I got closer to her and touch her hand from behind. She turns around angrily and again pushes my hand away from her.

I was now staring at her tearful beautiful blue eyes.

What can I say in not hurting her? I thought hard, while I continue to stare into her eyes.

Slowly, I open my mouth planning and hoping that what I was about to say, will not allow her to cry anymore nor add more pain to her broken heart.

"I wanted to carry you home and begged for your forgiveness, I told her. But, hearing you wanting to kill yourself if I had brought you home forcefully, scared me. I'm afraid to lose you, Avery."

She lowers her head, sadly.

"I love you," I told her softly; hoping that these words have touched and healed the terrible pain I had caused.

Immediately, she raises her head, staring at me surprise.

Yes, I love you so much and I'm truly sorry and angry at myself for hurting you, I was about to say. But I was stopped by her words.

"If you did, you wouldn't have cheated on me," she stops my response.

"You don't love me," these were the words that leave her sweet soft lips. Which was not true, for I truly did with my entire heart.

Before meeting her or knowing that I'll ever be blessed by the moon goddess in having a mate, for how long I've waited. I thought my love for my first love, Paisley was so strong, but having Avery within my life. What I felt for her was a true feeling of love. A love that seems to matches and dance perfectly within my soul.

I pull her towards me; allowing her towel to fall off. Displaying her beautiful shape body.

I needed to tell her that what she thought was the most wrong thing I've ever heard. It was pure lie coming from her lips.

"Then why every time I kissed her neck, I kept thinking about you Avery?" I told her; wanting her to know that every touch I made against Paisley's naked body. My mind kept running on her.

I unhand her and grab my hair frustrated and angry at the thought that she didn't think that I love her.

"Why?" I again inquire her, returning to hold both of her soft, smooth, tiny hands.

She said nothing.

"Please give me another chance," I begin to beg her.

For every word that I said fighting for her to forgive me and give me one more chance within her heart, didn't seem to be working.

"Please, Avery," I again pleaded.

"Why did you choose to take my punishment?" she inquires me, instead of giving me the answer I really wanted to know. And that was if she had forgiven me.

Still, I must give her the answer she needs to know and hope that it will help me to have her again.

"The first time you came within the land of Wereville, I felt a strange compelling feeling towards you, I told her. I didn't know what the feeling truly was. Until I again saved you from the drunkard. That's when I realized I had to protect you. Even if it means; hurting myself."

Hearing what I had said. She stood silently and gaze into my eyes. I return her stare, hoping that she was satisfied with my answer.

"Why did you cheat on me, if you knew you would have eventually hurt me; if Paisley had returned?" she asked another question.

"The love I had for Paisley was within the past, I again answered her. But the love I have for you is unlike any other feeling I have ever felt. And I believe this is what love truly is."

Soon I was close to her drawn by my words.

She begins to cry.

I started to become truly angry with myself. Hating that yet again I was the one causing her to cry. Trying to explain myself to her and answering her questions wasn't really helping at all. It only adds more pain to her broken heart.

I lower myself onto my knees before her, hoping and praying to the moon goddess that she will see how badly and desperately I needed her to forgive me.

"Please give me another chance, I beg her. Give me another chance, to show you how much you mean to me," my heart pours out to her.

My little mate stares at me. Tears escaped her eyes streaking down her soft cheeks.

Tears too begin to form within my eyes, not knowing what else to do to stop her from crying for the foolish mistake I had done.

I became still on the floor as I saw her lowering herself towards me.

Is she going to give me another chance? I begin to think worriedly while my heart races within my chest.

As she lowers herself onto the floor. I could feel the warm air rushing from her nose.

Feeling and seeing how close she was to me. I couldn't resist touching her. I slowly move my right hand and touch her soft smooth face, which was soaked by her tears. I gently move my finger below her eye, wiping away her tears.

She stares at me as I did lost within my eyes.

"I'm sorry that I hurt you," I again apologize to her.

She lowers her head sadly.

"Let me take care of you," I told her, bringing her face to mine, and rubbing my fingers against her soft, cheeks.

"Let me, Avery," I again begged her, but softly.

Our lips almost touch. Immediately she turns her face away from mine.

I stare at her face turn away from mine, sadly.

She slowly begins to turn her face back to mine, allowing our lips to press against each other. I held the next side of her face, bringing her even closer to mine to kiss her.

Suddenly the door opens. My little wolf jumps up and quickly moves away from me onto her bed, hiding her body within her sheet.

I got up from the floor

Seeing that Avery was not alone. The owner of the store immediately closes back the door.

"I'm sorry, she apologizes outside. I only wanted to know if you needed anything to eat," she said.

"Yes, I do," Avery answers, frighteningly.

"Okay," I'll be in the kitchen if you need me," Rosa said as she went back downstairs.

For the short time, my mate was talking to Rosa, I could see in her eyes how embarrassed she was of what Rosa almost caught us doing. Even though we didn't I was happy. It shows me that she had somehow forgiven me and will give me another chance.

"Will you give me another chance?" I asked her, wanting to know what I thought could be true.

She stares opposite away from me.

"Avery," I call her.

She begins to look at me.

"Can I see you again, tomorrow?" I ask her.

Gladly, she shook her head, telling me yes.

"Okay," I answer her. Happy that she had agreed.

Not wanting to put any more pressure on her. I jump through her bedroom window and shift within my dark wolf form; waiting impatiently for tomorrow to come.

Before I ran off, I glance behind me and there I saw her standing at the window, worried if I was hurt. I again took off.