Heartache

Hunnie ❤️‍🩹




The guard hands me a tray with a water jug and two glasses, then a maid next to him drapes a washcloth around my forearm.




Why does The King and Queen need water and a washcloth? Are they working out in there?


"UHHH! You BASTARD!" I hear The Queen's voice roar out.




The noises coming from behind the doors were making me so dizzy and I felt like I was going to faint. They sounded to be heavily engaged in their activities.





Lusisi places her hands on my lower back, giving me a soft push towards the door. The guard, whom I recognized as Leolo, opens the double door for me to enter.




My eyes staring at the tray, making sure every step I take inside wouldn't interrupt my already unbalanced posture.


Looking up, the tray almost slips out of my grasp. I'm glad it didn't. My eyes blinked at the horrific and cruel sight before me.




The King... he's in his bed with his new Queen...



I wasn't expecting this at all.


A sheer and translucent curtain covering one side of his four-poster bed. The other side left open.


I watched painfully as he nakedly plows her from behind, grasping onto a fistful of her long brown hair and giving her rapid thrustings.



His face a different expression I've never seen before. Full of control and dominance.




I stayed rooted to spot.


Frozen by the doors. Unable to move, as  the condensation from the water jug rubbed off onto my chest. Cooling the fire that had been forming all day.


Watching his toned and muscular body shield hers from underneath, made me want to hurl.




I wasn't sure how long I stood there for. Luisi gently directs me to the corner in the room, near the rest of the maids.


I haven't even noticed they were here. Four of them standing straight up. Towels, robes, and items, each in of their hands.




What are we all doing in here... Watching him get intimate with her? Are we suppose to help him get his fulfillment?



This was absurd!



Tears began flowing down rapidly, and I quickly wiped them with my arm, gripping onto the water tray tightly. My two wobbly legs managing to slide my silk flats across his large room.


I tried my hardest to think of other things to block out the noises coming from my mate and Cyn, his new bride as I cross his bed in the center.


I couldn't watch. I closed my eyes, but the vision of them, was burnt into my skull and eyelids by force.



The loud and aggressive heaving leaving his throat and her high pitched screeching filling the air. I wanted to die in this moment.



My chest burning and my lungs closing up on me, there was no way that I could stand straight and hold my posture one bit.


Was this one of the obstacles he mentioned? Marrying The Vampire Princess and even bedding her? I must ignore this scene and continue my job.


I'm not sure I can take the pain I feel in my heart anymore! I might even collapse!


My eyes trailed all around his room, to the book shelf, his bathroom door and even the shiny, wooden floor, but no matter what, it wasn't good enough to tune out the grunting, moaning mess coming from my mate, filling my ears.



I was standing against The King's bookshelf in the corner of the room with the four other maidens. They all stood robotic and seemed unfazed by The King and Queen. This must be a regular thing for them.


I on the other hand, seemed to be the only one actually moving in spot, playing with my feet, and swaying my head from side to side.



Doing whatever it took to not stare at the fornication happening on the bed.



The tears streaming down my face became uncontrollable. My nose becoming stuffy, making me sniffle every few seconds, and my vision blurring from all the tears. 


This was the biggest heartache my heart ever had to endure. How could The King, Aldrerix, do this to me?




Slowly noticing my body sinking into the floor, I struggled to hold the water jug. Not for much longer. The weight exceeding its stay in my arms.


My body rocked back and fourth before my knees gave out.


"What's wrong with this one?"

The King's voice booms in the room.


I bring my head up, he was staring at Luisi posted by his chamber door. All four other maidens turned their heads to face me.


I felt the air become unbreathable, my chest tightened to the fullest, restricting any oxygen from escaping out. My heart began racing even more..



The new noises leaving The Queen made me want to vomit. Seeing her naked flesh being pummeled in front of my mate and staring right at me caused me to lose it.



I broke down in sobs, eyeing the four maidens whom had a worried expression on their faces. My voice croaking and cracking.



"She's.... Ruining .... My ... Mood." The King moans and groans.


"So sorry Your Highness." Luisi comes up to me as well as another servant.


"Are you feeling sick?" She whispers in my ears while taking the water tray from me.

Another sweet maid takes the washcloths from my forearm and begins wiping the waterfall of tears from my face.

My heart was shattered into a million pieces.

How could he so casually be intimate with this woman! Then have the audacity to say "I" was ruining his mood! I?

"I do...I do... feel sick" I nodded and sobbed in my hands. Covering my face from embarrassment.


I wouldn't dare to look at my his face again. He didn't even shoot me any glares.


This must be a test, this must!


"Here, here," said the young maid wiping my tears.

"Drink, The Queen and King will be mad." She says, as she pushes a glass of water to my lips.


I hurriedly chugged the freezing contents, soothing my overheating body.

All noises stop.


The Queen mumbles a few words to my mate, and they switch position.


Luisi walks back to the door and the sweet, young maid locks arms with me and brings me to the side of the bookshelf she stood by.


Luckily, his thick black column that held his panel above his bed, was in my view. Blocking out The Queen's lower body as she rocked back and fourth on my mate.


"Please, you will get us in trouble. No crying, after done you can sleep." Says the sweet maid and I noticed the other three watched me with a peculiar expression.


I nodded and stared at the floor.

All I have to do it make it through this, and I can speak with him after.

i am almost certain this is just an act...