Courage

Hunnie








Bahm and Kris has been acting weird ever since we sat in the dining hall eating desserts.









I wasn't sure why Kris had me mention the fact my chest was in a shortness of breath, like the time I had to watch Bahm bed Cyn that one time. I hope they didn't assume that was what I was thinking about when I mentioned it to Kris, I didn't think that at all! I think it was just a sudden ache from the trauma I've been through.









After eating my cake quickly, I excused myself from their chatter and made my way to the bathroom down the hall. These days I could barely hold in my bladder and I already had much tea to drink.




Kris says he was going to take me shopping, and I wondered if Bahm would be coming with us.




I was feeling so very overwhelmed after he pleased me earlier this afternoon. My eyes were going to have a hard time adjusting away from him today. I could feel it. I could also feel a strong urge to bury myself in his neck. Smelling his scent, and touching him with my tongue.







My body shutters just thinking about it.






Exiting the bathroom, Bahm is standing just outside. His delicious smelling cologne filling my nostrils with ease and mixed with his musky sweet scent.

"Hey. Everything alright?" He asked with a concerned face, but his eyes travel down to my exposed cleavage at the top of my shirt, licking his lips ever so smoothly.






I shake my head up and down, biting my bottom lip and eyeing his delicious smelling aura. My face begins to over heat when he starts to take steps towards me.







Have I accepted his presence again?...I haven't even noticed. When did I start to crave this feeling to be around him....









Bahm opens his arms out to me, I melt right into them. Inhaling his sweet, Oreo smelling scent. Ugh! Whats up with me and sweets lately!









"I really want to get to know you Hunnie...is that alright?" He says embracing me even tighter against his chest.






I nod my head slowly, but a sudden eagerness taking over my body. I find myself wrapping my arms around him too, and tightly! He inhales my head harshly, his nostrils rubbing all throughout my scalp.



"You are also going into heat my love." He whispers in my ear, a cold and electrifying shiver running down my spine. "Don't be afraid to give in. We'll take good care of you." My body was already beginning to shake from his words.






"I'd...I'd like your mark pretty soon...but..when you are ready...ok?"



The atmosphere thickens and I feel my breath hitching.

Oh boy... marking him... I haven't thought that far yet. I barely even thought about sleeping with him last night...and this morning...



Oh gosh...I feel my face heating up again.



Bahm lifts me slightly off the ground in his embrace, walking me down the hall as I giggle softly, as if I was light like a feather. My feet dangling and he burys his face in my neck, tickling my flesh with his tongue. The feeling he gives me was so addicting, I was almost positive I needed a hug like this daily.






Mate!



Could I trust him again?

Would it be hard?




We arrived in the lounge room with the pool table and kitchen. Kris was already seated on the leather sectional, fidgeting with a purple box wrapped with silk and a shiny yellow bow around it.



Bahm lets our embrace go, and I hear hear Kris suck his teeth. He seems to be a irritated, and I wondered why.

He's been like this since I've told him my chest was hurting. It ached with a stabbing pain, almost bringing me to my knees, but it only lasted a few minutes.



I sat on the couch with my eyes following Bahm walk across the to the kitchen. Kris is seated next to me. Still fidgeting with this box that looked plain, but his eyes focused on it, and not me!



I rub my hands across his thighs, trying to catch his attention and he stops staring at the box, looking to the side of him and then stares into my eyes. His eyebrow goes up and down rapidly and quickly. Then he tosses the box.



"Look Mrs. Horn dog!" He growls and bites his lip, climbing over my body as I sat there helplessly. Bahm was still in the kitchen browsing through the refrigerator and Kris's head comes into my view.



His lips crashing down on mine roughly, pulling my lips between his teeth and suckling my tongue into his mouth. He grabs one of my breast in his hands, squeezing harshly and I whimper into his mouth. He pushed his body onto mine, my clit throbbing with excitement after seeing his erection through this creamed colored shorts and a small wet spot.



"You are perfect for us Hunnie." Kris groans with his face between my neck and his hands running up my dress, trailing against my thighs. His erection pressing between my folds and I feel his hands come between my legs, rubbing my bits through my new undergarments.



The thin, clothed fabrics soaking up my liquids as they seep out and onto Kris's fingers. He begins grinding his waist between my thighs and my eyes travelled to the back of the room. Bahm stands on the other side of the island, guzzling a bottle of water and locking eyes with me. I began to feel guilty, I didn't want him to watch us yet! I was too timid and nervous for that type of adventure!
I urn my head the other way, my hand coming up to Kris's chest, trying to push him off.



"No more.." I say to him but giggle when I feel his tongue graze my neck again. He groans and growls before lifting his body back up to a sitting position next to me. I do the same and see Bahm walking our way. My heart racing at just his presence alone.






Bahm sits down next to me, a canister of whip cream in his hands and I watch him squirt the nozzle into his mouth after shaking it. Sitting between the two made my whole body fire up. Melting with a little bit of sizzle pouring out of my pores, or any other openings I had.



My head turns to face Bahm, whos watching Kris seriously. I wondered what they could be thinking about.



"Bahm has something to tell you Hunnie...and he doesn't get to touch you until he does!" Kris crosses his arms over his chest and lays back on the sofa.



"What....What is it?" I look at Kris and the back to Bahm. His eyes twinkling and he places his hands in mine, squeezing it softly.



"Your chest was in pain because of me." He says, and I lower my head. Remembering that I only felt such horrid pain during the times he slept with another woman. Did he sleep with someone in just those shorts minutes he was gone for? I knew it ...



I mean it might've been for twenty-five or thirty minutes, but he couldn't have done that...not when he had a mate...right?



I look up at his face again. His lips quivering and his eyes glossy. The back of his hands caress my cheeks. My heart prepared it self to be broken again. Another part of me that I'll have to piece together.