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the chapter before this was supposed to be published after this one but im unable to edit

I watched when Chad came back into the room. I felt like a weight was being lifted off my shoulders.

Chad spread my thighs apart with a gentle tug of them and that created enough space for him to fit himself between me. He was careful enough to avoid having to balance his weight on me. I closed my eyes when his face came even closer to mine.

My breathing pace changed and all I wanted to do was request that he went straight into me. He chuckled at the small moans that were coming from me before burying his face in my neck. I raised my head a little and gave him the grace to have more space and judging by the way he was sucking the skin on there violently, I knew I was in for a hickey.

His hand found way to my chest and he held one of my breasts, cupping it delicately while changing the position of his head, moving it down to where my other breast was. I pressed his head against my breast, making my moans louder when his tongue lingered around my areola.

“C..Chad.” I trailed off trying to moan his name so I could get him to penetrate me immediately. I could already feel my hormone levels rising so much that I really did not want to talk because especially knowing myself, it was only a matter of time before I managed to ruin things and interrupt a great sexual moment with stupid behavior that would cause us to laugh.

Chad immediately got my unspoken message and I really did appreciate that about him and so even though I was enjoying the nipple fiddling, I spread my thighs further part to allow him have access to slipping his cock in my already dripping wet vagina.

I held my hand against my mouth when he took the first condom thrust in and it honestly felt better than any skin on skin contact I had ever had in the past..



*

After a few moments of cuddling in each other’s arms after we had both gotten a great session to begin with, he finally decided it was time to take me home. I took a rushed shower and promised to come straight to his place after work tomorrow. I felt more refreshed than I ever had in such a long time and I knew that it was going to be something that would stay on my mind for all the whole night.

Chad had been gentle man enough to assist me with opening my side of the car and I could tell that it was still the effect that accompanied the dopamine from that elongated hour of sex.

“Thank you.” I smiled, getting ready to step into the car when he suddenly pulled me back with a moderate tug of my arm.

I squinted my eyes a little and waited for him to say something with regards to this behavior.

“Give me a kiss.” He said in that deep voice that I adored so much. He pulled me closer to him and one hand travelled down my waist to snake me closer to his chest while the other one stayed on my neck giving me slight chills from the contact.

Without waiting to get my response, his lips lingered around mine gently and I had a strange feeling to stay back. My mental thoughts remind d me that if I yielded to this temptation, I would end up missing work and so after one last kiss, I pulled away from him, got into the car and watched him go to his side of the car to take his seat and it was apparently everything.

“So, officially, tell me about this new place of yours….’ Chad opened the discussion, pulling out of the house.



*

The next day, I was bright and early to work, feeling energetic about the day, I had let whatever Tom had to say roll of my back and I was just going to live my life based on how the day chose to go rather than fear the consequences of actions I knew absolutely nothing about.

A slight knock cam on my office door and without looking up from my computer, I could already tell that it was none other than Cornelius,

I smiled when he walked in and waited for him to take the seat across from me bfoe proceeding to be polite. “Good morning.” I called, a little bit too enthusiastic for my own good. “So you have decided to make coming to see me a daily thing huh?” I teased him. I did not have a problem with it for now because I personally still needed the daily routine I needed to get through with work but I was for sure not interested in having it become a habit. It felt like the type of thing I would eventually get tired of.



“Not that necessarily.” He started with a little eye roll. “It is just, I am a little nervous about something and it has filled my thoughts all night and up till this point. I thought maybe if I distracted myself with putting you through with a lot other stuff, I would get it off my mind.” He shrugged.

“Ooh. I did not think you were the type of man to get nervous over anything.” I teased him and made myself draw back into seriousness. “Want to share what is going through your head though?” I regretted asking even though I knew there was no reverting but I certainly did not want to get myself caught up in any of his shenanigans.

“Well, I started this online dating a few days ago and I don’t know, it just feels a little off… I have been in past relationships that did break my heart but I have been feeling a little committed to this girl I would like to meet tomorrow.” Nothing about his voice or his sharp expressions looked anything like he was nervous but who was I to argue with him?

“Wow. That is just… that’s just great news really.” I told him, “What are you so nervous about; you are such a presentable man, geez.”



“I guess so but I’m just so confused about what I am expected to say and stuff like that. It is just I am in a really weird mode, we vibe really well online and I don’t know how physical interaction is going to feel like. Can we still make it through?’

“It is really not hard.” I rolled my eye, “just talk to her, that is really all there is to that, I can swear.”

“Mind if I run a little test with you?” it seemed like he had excessively been waiting to ask the question and was just throwing it out.

“Sure, why not?” I shrugged.

He sat up right, cleared his throat, adjusted his tie and began. “Kelly.” He said.

“Yeah?” I raised an eyebrow, trying my best not to laugh.

He sighed and shook his head, “this is stupid.”

“No it is not.” I countered. “You can really just start with a compliment, I’m sure you have seen pictures of her and she must be a really beautiful person, start off with that,”

“Okay.” He repositioned himself to start over. “Hi Kelly, you look beautiful tonight.” He started off. I was about to compliment him when he stood to his feet, taking me by surprise.

He took small, slow steps towards me while I studied his moves with curious eyes.

“What are you doing?’ I swallowed hard when he stood by my side, his face only inches away from mine.

“Can I kiss you?” He asked me.