Chapter 33

Sakshi PoV:

It's past two days from the day we made that agreement. Two days he behaved asusual rudely. But third day, I woke up and looked for him. He is no where in the room. I got ready and went downstairs to prepare the food. I didn't know why I woke up so late today. Shocking me, Randhir is having his breakfast and is making baby to have milk.

"I..I....." I stammered scaring how will he react.

He smiled and looked at me.

"Good morning, dear."

"Good morning."

"Have your break fast. I hope you will like it. And today we are going to our old home which I bought recently," he said smiling.

Frankly I am happy to go back to that home where our love started.

"And Sneha will stay here," he said another happy news.

I know he doesn't love her but still I didn't like her to stay with us. I had my breakfast and took my princess into my hands. I started playing with her.

"Aww chweet princhess. Today we all goling to oul holme"(Aww sweet princess. Today we are going to our home).

I turned and found Randhir looking ar me shockingly. Why is he looking at me as if I am an alien?

"Are you ok?" he said.

"Of course. Why?" I said normally.

"I heard some unknown language from you. Are you ok? or does anything hit to your head and you have gone mad," He said last words whispering.

Seriously he doesn't even know kids language. He became so rude and heartless. He left all his jovialness.

"I am talking to my princess," I said hugging my princess.

"If you have done with it, then come fast. Let's move from here," he said and left from there.

I am sure if we move to that house he will change. Because he will reminisce those memories which we had there. I just prayed to the God that everything will be fine.

We shifted to our home where we had lots of moments. I sat in my room where he cared for me when I met with accident. Suddenly I felt his hands on my waist hugging me.

"Reminiscing the past?" he asked.

"Yes. Because I don't know when I will get those memories back," I said slowly.

"May be very soon," he said kissing my back.

I turned and looked at him confusingly.

"I mean you are going to win my love in this one month, right? So our sweet moments will be back to us," he said smiling.

God, I can never understand him. One day he will be very rude scaring me to death and next day makes me happy again with his sweetness. Before he changes, I will go mad.

"Don't worry, even if you go mad, I will take care of you dear wife."

I looked at him shockingly.

"I can read your mind," he said again.

I didn't know how to react. I just kept calm.

"I'll just come. You keep up your work of reminiscing the past."

He left the room and came after fifteen minutes.

"Would you prefer to have a coffee," he said smiling.

I took coffee from him. He is giving me many shocks in one day. If he is sweet for one day then surely he will be more rude the next day.

But why he suddenly changed his behaviour? Hope no thunderstorm is gonna come next.

"Sakshi, stop worrying because nothing is going to happen. But don't ask anything "

"Till now you never gave me chance to ask anything. So I don't expect even now that you will allow me to ask anything," I said moving away from him.

"Why are you talking like that? I am just....."

"Randhir, please I can't hurt my emotions anymore. I don't know when you will become sweet or rude. It's hurting me and you can never understand that," I said closing my eyes to hide tears.

"I am sorry, Sakshi," he said holding my hands.

"Enough, Randhir. You said it many times. And I think we have twenty seven days more as per our agreement. Then why are you saying sorry suddenly?"

"Because I came to know the truth."

"Truth?"

"Yes the truth behind your cancellation of marriage with Ajay and..........." he stopped.

"And?"

"I love you, Sakshi. I am sorry for everything I have done and said. Just give me one last chance."

He said sitting on his knees.

"First get up. What is this?"

I moved back shocking.

"Forgive me, please," he said still sitting on knees.

"I can't trust your words, Randhir. Because last time you apologised me and I trusted you and your words. But now I am scared," I said crying.

He got up and hugged me.

"I know you need time to trust me. But I felt insecure about you, Sakshi. It's not my anger. It's my love and possessiveness. I love you more than myself. Fear of losing you made me cruel. "

"Love? What is love according to you Randhir? Possessiveness is sweet in a relationship until it is in limits. But unfortunately in our relationship, it exceeded the limit," I said slowly to him breaking the hug.

"I know it, Sakshi. But I am scared that you may leave me. I feel possessive when you care for others too along with me. I want your love and care completely, I don't want anyone to share your care or love along with me."

I laughed at his words.

"Randhir, you can't see the difference between love and care I show for you and anyone else. When you met with an accident, I served you and looked after you every single minute till you recovered. I did fasting for you.

But in the case of Ajay, I just stayed there till he came into conscious. If anything happens to you, I can't bear and will be worried about you every second. Till you come out of that problem I can't bear and will make you to come out of that at any extent. But if it's Ajay, I will help to the extent I can but not to the extent he comes out of the problem completely," I said trying to make him understand.

"Yes, you are absolutely right and that's the reason you helped me anonymously to come to this stage again," he said, looking at me.