Chapter 38

Randhir PoV:

I went to the office. What did I say? Did I say her to leave me? What should I do if she leaves me? Already she is angry with me. Now she will definitely leave me. No, I should stop her.

I went to the home. I searched for her. She is not there at home. It means she left me. My eyes started flowing tears. Why everyone leaves me? I have no one in my life. It's my fate to lose everyone.

Suddenly I heard baby crying voice. Baby? Where is Nimagna? I went searching baby crying sound. I went to garden as it's coming from there. I shocked seeing the scene there.

Sakshi is trying to calm baby. Thank God, she didn't leave me. I went to her. She is struggling to calm baby with one hand. I took baby from her.

"I thought you left me," I said slowly.

"Are your words new for me? I know if I leave, you will start crying like this," she said pointing towards baby.

"I am sorry."

"I am hungry. I can't eat your sorry," she said with serious face.

"I will prepare something for you to eat. Shall we go inside?" I asked.

She nodded and came inside.

I fed baby and her too. I am about to get up but she held my hand. I sat again beside her.

"Randhir.. I am sorry. I didn't mean to hurt you. I never know what you went through. It's up to you to take any decision. And..... " she stopped.

"And?"

"And I forgave you as I love you," she said bending her head.

I raised her face and kissed her lips.

"Thank you so much. I will never be rude to you again," I said.

"You can't change, Randhir. You always love to be rude to me."

"No, I promise I never hurt you anymore. Please, trust me."

She nodded. I pulled her into my lap hugging her tight. I kissed on her cheeks.

"I am sorry I am sorry I am sorry I am sorry I am sorry I am sorry I am sorry I am sorry I am sorry I am sorryI am sorry I am sorry I am sorry I am sorry I am sorry I am sorry I am sorry I am sorry I am sorry," I said kissing on her back everywhere.

She smiled and hugged me turning towards me.

"It's ok."

"What is this accident thing? Is it really an accident or?"

"Aayudh shot me. He escaped from the police and tried to kill me," she said.

"What the hell? I will kill that b*st*rd. I won't leave him easily."

"Randhir, please leave him. Police already took him into custody. Leave it," she said.

"Randhir, I want to go to Singapore for few years for higher education. Can you handle baby? First of all is it ok if I leave for two years?" She asked shocking me.

"Do you want to make me alone, Sakshi? "

"No, Randhir. But I really want sometime for myself," she said.

"Ok, Start the process. I am ready to send you," I said and got up to go.

"Are you angry with me?" she asked holding my hand.

Yes, I am really so angry with her. I have no one except her. But she too want to leave me for two years. I said sorry and promised never to be rude to her. Still she want to leave me. Can't she wait and see whether I will change or not?

"I can't stay without you," I said finally.

She smiled.

"I know."

"Oh that's the reason you want to leave me?"

"Ok, let's go together. You, our baby and me, let's shift to Singapore for two years. I want to stay away from everyone for sometime, Randhir," she said.

"This is better idea," I said pecking on her forehead.

My assistant called me saying he found details about Sneha.

"Sakshi, I am going to the office. Will come soon. Don't strain your hand. I will really come soon," I said.

"Randhir, don't worry. I can manage. Come soon, bye, take care," she said and I left not before giving a good bye kiss to my Sakshi.

My assistant gave Sneha's details to me. I got shocked knowing who is she. Past never leaves us. Sometimes we commit mistakes unknowingly and the stains of those mistakes follow us forever.

Sneha is the lover of the person who died in the accident done by Sakshi in a drunken state. That one accident changed lives of many people. That accident turned our lives upside down.

Now I understood why Sneha tried to marry me. She did it because as she lost her love, she want Sakshi too to miss her love. She doesn't know all these days, she already missed love from me.

For that one mistake, she bore a lot till now. She is not at all happy. We are together but emotionally till today, we were away from each other. If Sakshi didn't change, I would have supported Sneha's intention. But she changed a lot. She repented for all her mistakes. From that day she quit drinking and is driving car very carefully.

I should talk with Sneha before it's too late. I must stop her from seeking her revenge from Sakshi. I got call from Sakshi's number.

"Hello, Sakshi, I am coming," I said.

"It's Sneha, Mr Randhir."

I got shocked listening Sneha's voice from other side.

"Within one hour, you must come to registrar office and marry me, if you want to see your Sakshi alive," she said and disconnected the call.