Chapter 35

Randhir PoV:

"Ok Randhir, I think my presence is disturbing you. I know you hate me. But I really don't know how to make you understand me and prove that I am changed. Anyways please have your food. If you want, for a few days, I will go to my maternal home," she said.

Maternal home? No, in this stage, I can't miss her anymore. I should talk to her. I decided to apologize her. I should plead her for forgiveness. I love her so much. If she leaves me, my life has no value.

I stood up and looked at her. She stepped back.

"I.. I.. Did I.. talk anything.. wrong? I just said as you don't like my presence," she said moving back.

She hit the wall and stopped moving. I can see fear in her eyes, which made my eyes wet. I felt guilty. I sat infront of her on my knees. She looked at me shockingly.

"I am sorry, Sakshi. I am really sorry. I have no words to talk to you. I really feel very guilty. I hurt you so much. Please, forgive me, Sakshi, for everything I did till now. You are not at all a bad wife. Your love is so true. I am really lucky to have you in my life. Please give me one chance to change myself," I held both her legs crying.

Sakshi PoV:

I was in shock for a few minutes as my mind became unable to understand what's happening. The moment I realised I cried out loud.

Randhir left hold on my legs and got up to hug me. But I pushed him away and went to room and locked it. I heard him knocking and crying. I fell on the bed and cried my heart out.

I felt all the pain hidden in my heart from years is going away in the form of these tears. I am not in a state to talk anything or answer him. I cried and cried and I don't know when I slept.

Morning, I woke up and opened the door. I didn't find him anywhere. I went to make a coffee for myself as I feel so tired. I found him in the kitchen. He looked at me.

"Coffee," he said and handedover the cup to me.

I kept it aside and took some water. Then I took coffee cup and sat in the hall holding my forehead as it's aching very badly.

"Tablet," he gave and I took it.

He sat beside me.

"I am leaving to Europe tomorrow," he said, looking straight with no emotions.

I nodded.

"Don't you want to know when I will be back?" He asked.

"When?" I asked.

"Don't know. Maybe the day you forgive me. It's tough to see you avoiding me. I don't know how you bore it but I can't bear it," he said closing his eyes.

"Whatever it is, I don't want our baby to face problem or to miss any of us," I said slowly.

"You are there for her till I come back," he said.

"We both know the pain of missing love from parents. I don't know whether we are good couple or not, but I want our baby to have the best parents in the world," I said.

He looked at me. I didn't show any emotions in my face. I always wished that one day he will realize his mistake. But I never expected that on that day I will become this emotionless. I thought if he repents, I will agree him and will stay with him happily. But now, my heart is unable to accept him as my husband though I can't break up with him because of my baby.

My heart broken completely. He apologized me even before but again when he came to know about Ayudh, he became more rude. Now I can't decide anything. Giving a second chance is necessary. But I already gave second chance to him. Should I give one more chance to him? For now I can't do that. Because I will go mad if he becomes rude this time too. Now I decided to live only for my baby, not even for myself.

Randhir PoV:

I apologised her but I know it's very tough to forgive me. I thought to go away from her for sometime but she is right, I shouldn't make my baby to miss me. I decided to stay back.

Days are passing by hardly. It's been a month now. But still Sakshi is so calm. I tried to talk to her. It's not that she is ignoring me or not talking to me. If I initiate a conversation, she will talk. If not, she won't talk anything. I feel as if she is behaving mechanically. Not only with me but with everyone. Even at her office, she became too strict. She is focusing more on her business. Now, only her baby and business became her priority. I can see myself no where in her life.

I can't blame her for her behavior. Meanwhile, I tried to know the details of Sneha. But still I found nothing about her. Who is she? Why did she want to take revenge on Sakshi? There are many questions questions left unanswered. I closed my eyes and leaned backwards to my office chair. I got a call.

"Sakshi," I said surprisingly.

She didn't call me atleast once in this one month. She talks only if I call but she didn't call me.

"Sir, I am driver. Madam met with an accident. I admitted her in the hospital," he said and I started to the hospital immediately.

But how can only she got injured when the driver is fine??