chapter 21
Josie POV
this chapter contains sexual content
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''Are you sure?'' I whispered to his lips again. My heart was pounding so hard and I could sense his champagne breath, breezing under my nose.
''Yes, Josie, I'm sure. I don't think I could hold it in any longer now. I want to taste you, I want your body against on mine so bad, you drive me crazy and it's killing me each second not wanting to touch you.''
''Matthias.''
''I don't care what I said, about the sex, I lied. I need it so fucking bad Josie. Tell me you feel the same way.''
I'd felt it. I actually felt it. I could tell it was brewing when I spoke to Matthias, I could sense a connection flowing between us.
His cheeks shaped wonderfully, his jawline strong and masculine. Matthias was by far the best-looking guy I'd ever seen, and in the heat of the moment, I felt incredibly jealous of everyone who'd already felt this man inside of them.
Then Matthias kissed me, and the fire transformed from jealousy to passion. I became an animal, driven only by lust. I clawed at his shirt, needing it off. I wanted to make this as memorable an occasion as humanly possible.
Matthias stepped back from me and whipped his shirt off in one fluid movement. I could tell from the glint in his gaze that he was testing me, trying to see how far I was willing to take things.
He looked so impressed that I reached back again and unhooked my bra. The look in his eye made me feel like a sexy goddess. I hadn't ever been made to feel so incredible before, and I wanted more of it.
"Please... Stop teasing..." I eventually felt compelled to ask. "I need you."
And then he gave me exactly what I needed by slipping a finger in. His hand felt delicious as he explored me. He placed a condom on his dick and pushed me hard against the bed.
Slowly his dick was inside of me and I panted, I cried out in bliss, and I clung so hard to him that my nails dug into his skin.
"Oh fuck, Josie," he cried out, his head falling back as the desire came for him. "Oh my God, this feels... You have no idea... I... I..." He seemed like he wanted to say a whole lot of things, but didn't know-how. That suited me because I didn't know how to express my feelings, either.
The orgasmic pressure was building. I could feel a hot pool of sheer joy spreading from my stomach.
Matthias kept thrusting, hitting all the right spots, and I continued to cry out as the best sensation I'd ever experienced in my entire life claimed me. It crashed over me in powerful waves; it left my body shuddering and buckling.
Matthias pulled me in, kissed me as the pleasure cascaded through my entire body, and leaving me with a perfect moment of bliss.
''Fuck,'' he whispered. ''Fuck that was good,'' he whispered again with a smile on his face.
''Yes,'' I took a deep sigh and continued ''that was so good.''
''Come here.''
We learned at each other's faces and kissed slowly, but also passionately. All of my thoughts stopped as if my heart took over from my head when we were close.
I felt the heat rise to my cheeks as he looked in my direction, he grinned and I snapped my head away, knowing that if I continued to stare I would get lost in his big green eyes. I could feel his eyes still on me, I silently inhaled and exhaled, hoping that his thoughts about me were good.
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The next morning, I was wide awake and saw the pillows and sheets next to me were dented. I went over to the walk-in closet and snuggled in Matthias's shirt. The shirt said 90's era that has Tupac, Biggie Smalls, TLC, Boyz II Men, Clueless, Fresh Prince Of Bel-Air, and The Simpsons all in a collection.
I placed my hair down and went downstairs to see where Matthias was. He was with Shirley and other chefs, gardeners, and his security team, having a meeting about something. After, he dismissed them all as everyone migrated to their destination and begin to work.
''Ms. Josie, it's a pleasure to see you,'' Shirley said to me with a smile on her face.
''Hi, Shirley.''
''Good morning,'' Matthias said handing me over my breakfast. ''I'm surprised you can walk,'' he winked.
With a soft laugh, I couldn't hold it in but to blush while looking down timidly. Shirley looked at me then looked at Matthias and finally put two and two together. ''Mm-hmm,'' she said, walking away from the both of us.
''How'd you sleep?'' He asked me.
''I slept fine,'' I said, taking a bite of my toast.
''Good, we have a meeting with Bob and my dad's old assistant Emily. We're going to discuss the plan for our marriage. So be prepared, understand?''
''Yes, I understand.''
He took away one of my toast and crunched it, chewing it in a rapid motion. ''Mm, this taste delicious. Just like you.''
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''-- It's coming soon, you'll be sitting down with Bernard and Noami,'' Eugene said to me in my office.
''Thank you Eugene, you know you're very good at what you do.''
''Why, thank you, Josie. That's very kind of you. Unlike some people who don't give me compliments around here,'' he said, emphasizing some to Lena who was already flicking off to Eugene.
''That means she likes me,'' Eugene said.
''Aha, I'm sure she does.''
Leaving my office, I walked over to Matthias's office for our meeting.
"My fiancè works here,'' Matthias said as soon as I stepped into his office.
My heart fell out my ass at that statement. I'm going to have to get used to the fact that this is a fake marriage, and I'm helping Matthias to ride along with it.
I clapped him on the back and gave him my brightest smile.
"She's absolutely gorgeous." I watched him watching Bob for a second, jealousy spiking through his system for some odd reason" You're one lucky man."
"Well, you're lucky, too." Matthias finally managed to drag his eyes back to me for a moment. "You have your thing with Morgan, right?"
''Why... uh, yes, yes I do. Please sit both of you.''
We both sat down on the chair while the girl, Emily pulls out of some paperwork and files.
''We both went through what your father has prepared for this day. Of course, the marriage. Now, if you can read this article over here, says the party, which is both of you must get married within nine months. So far, it's been a month, any progress of the wedding so far?'' Emily asked.
''Why yes, we found a reception and where the wedding would take place.''
''How long do you think you'll get it official?''
''Probably in four months,'' Matthias responded again.
''Good, that's good that way we can use these assets and save your father's company. For some reason, he really played you, Matthias.''
''Yeah, you don't have to remind me.''
Emily and Bob both said that this must work in order to save the company. Bob also mentioned that there's shouldn't be any secretive contract between us, otherwise it'll ruin the reputation of the company and it would be more problems.
A heavy silence settled over us, thicker than the uneasy tension in the atmosphere. The meeting was over and Bob and Emily left us to ourselves. They both exited with a good-bye and would update on the process soon.
''Fuck, we're screwed,'' Matthias roughly scans his hands on his face.
''What are we going to do?''
''I'll call Zach, he knows how to terminate a contract, we'll be okay.''
''Are you sure?''
''Yeah, positive. Zach may act stupid but he's a smart guy, I'll talk to him about it.''
He walked slowly to me and reach his pockets handing me over his Porsche keys.
''What's this?'' I asked.
''Dinner, tonight. My treat.''
''You trust me to use your car?''
''Yeah,'' he shrugged. ''Go home, get ready, I'll take us out to eat when I get there.''
''Where are we going to eat?''
''It's a surprise.''