chapter 26

Josie POV

the chapter contains sexual content

The sound of the elevator beeped twice and I made it to the first floor with Khalid. Matthias was standing outdoors with Bernard, surrounding themselves with police officers and detectives.

''Thank you, sir, I appreciate it,'' Bernard said, ''Matthias, are you alright?''

''Yes, thank you for that honestly, I didn't see it coming,'' Matthias sighed. ''But, I'll pay for the expenses--''

''--No, you don't have to do that, I'll pay for it. Have a nice night Matthias,'' He said. Bernard gave me a half-smile and went back inside to the venue. Matthias didn't say a word to me but I knew at that moment he wanted to go home.

.....

Unraveling my dress, I took off my heels leaving them onto my shoe-organizer. I walked out of the walking-closet with my towel on my hand, opening the bathroom door.

Matthias was there, half-naked with his towel wrapped around his lower abs. His brows were actually graceful but currently furrowed. His soft sharp lips were very attractive and captivating. I wanted to touch it but I decided not to do so.

''Can I use the bathroom?'' I asked in a dull tone.

''Sure,'' he whispered.

I wanted him to repeat the words; you know how I feel about you, because maybe if he said it again he'd realize the longer we didn't address the elephant in the room, the more fearsome it would become. I didn't need a reminder that we weren't in a good place. I knew this was bigger than one conversation.

''So this is still about me, huh?'' I said to him.

''I have no idea what you're talking about.''

''Matthias, seriously, you said something to me and all of a sudden it doesn't matter to you anymore.''

"Not really in a mood to talk about this right now. I need some sleep."

"Seriously?!" I snapped, not bothering to downplay my annoyance.

"Oh, so you are?" I replied in a sarcastic tone. "So, what do you mean by, 'you know how I feel about you'? You made these plans, wanting to connect with me, and you and I were dancing..''

"What is it that you want from me?" He snapped.

"Talk to me, vent to me, I want you to say it!"

"Josie!"

"Matthias!"

"Control yourself!"

"Why should I? You can't even admit that you have feelings for me. Is this about Michael?!"

''Yes, obviously!'' He barked.

''Why?!''

''I don't' know Josie, I can't stand the fact that he's leeching onto you. Like he wants you to believe that I'm doing you wrong but really I want to be with you, you probably love him still,'' he said in a gloomy tone.

''I don't love Michael, I never did, not after our breakup. I told him that I don't love him and my feelings are only for you.''

''Josie, I want to confess.''

''Matthias...''

"-Can you just listen for a second?" He interrupts me.

''Fine.''

''I like to think I'm getting to know you better each time we go out, but the truth is you're still full of surprises. I hope you know how much I enjoy being with you.

My feelings for you keep growing all the time. I've run into a few girls I've gone out with a few times before you, but I'm really not interested anymore. I find myself thinking only about you and not wanting to see anyone else.

You are constantly on my mind as I go about my everyday business, either directly or subconsciously in the back of my head. You are with me in every single thing I do, and everywhere I go.

I may not tell you enough, or show it. You do so many little things for me that go unnoticed. I want to apologize for the moments when I was blind to see what you do for me; I want to apologize if I have ever overlooked you. I want you to know that even when I am incapable of seeing how lucky I am to have you."

Tears poured down my face in hot streams. They filled my eyes and obscured my vision, not that I could see much anyway.

''Matthias, I--''

Before I could finish, his lips were on mine. They pressed against my mouth insistently, flooding me with warmth. Matthias's hands buried into my hair and pulled my head towards him.

I could feel the tension in his muscles, all I could focus on were these sensations. The wet, warmness of Matthias's mouth. The hardness of his body. The smell of his cologne lingering on his skin. It drove me crazy.

''Baby,'' he whispered to my lips. He swept my feet off the ground and takes me over to the bed and pushed me hard on the bed. He pulled out a condom from his drawer and begins to place it on his dick.

Matthias' fingers went between my legs, he delved deeper and found me wet and ready for him. His cock was hard, long, and thick and I wanted to feel it inside my body, I ached for that feeling but his knees hit the floor and his mouth went to my dripping center.

I moaned as his clever tongue and fingers began to tease me. His breath was warm against my flesh and my eyes closed halfway but they snapped open again when he stopped just as I was trembling on the edge of an orgasm.

My mouth hung open and my walls sent more fluids down my slender thighs. Matthias stood his lips glistening with my fluids, and then he turned me around.

My belly filled with dancing butterflies. He yanked my panties down further, they tangled around my ankles, and I tried to kick them away but only succeeded in freeing one leg from them.

Matthias cock pressed against my opening. His head entered me and I sighed with pleasure. More sensations curled up from my center and into my belly. Heat radiated upward too and when he thrust forward in a hard quick movement his entire thick long prick drove into my stretching me open.

His mouth left mine and he said, "Fuck baby you're so tight.''

''Oh, Matthias,'' I moaned.

''Oh, baby, fuck you feel so good.'' He licked on the side of my neck and whispered to my ear ''Turn around for me.''

Before I turned around, I pulled him close to me and kissed him hard with all the deep fire inside. I wrapped my hand around his neck, fixing him in place, and while he was there, I felt him slide that delicious cock of his inside me, filling me up in the best way possible.

My ass humped at the air and I felt his cock bump against my ass cheeks and slide into the cleft between. His hips strained forward as well. I felt his powerful hands clenching on my ass cheeks. His breath washed over my back and shoulder and his hips worked faster. He slammed into me again, his cock trembling as it entered me.

He grabbed his hand and stuffed it into my mouth unceremoniously. "Can't have you alerting the whole neighborhood baby," he said in a guttural voice. One last thrust from behind and I let out a soft groan, trembling down on the bed.

''Jesus,'' I whispered, turning my body to him.

''Come here,'' he said to me.

His arm wrapped around my waist, pressing my body to his, turning me until my legs straddled his thigh. His hand closed over my hip with a possessive grip.

He didn't start slow. His lips hit mine, opening my mouth to him, his tongue stroking, teasing me, claiming me.

''Josie,'' He whispered.

''Yes?''

''I only want to be with you, only you.''

''Just me?''

''Yes, baby, just you.''