Chapter 12

There is never a right time or place for true love.It happens accidentally,in a heartbeat, a single flashing, throbbing moment.



I must admit I felt bad when he stopped kissing me,I missed his warmth,his cold slender lips against mine,saliva against saliva,my lips against his.Can you tell me what a person does after being kissed senseless?Because what I did next......I did what a normal person would do........

My right palm made contact with his cheek causing his head to snap down.I slapped him and it shocked me too.A few minutes passed and we stood looking at each other,my eyes filled with anger but his eyes,with...with hurt.

I am angry because I let him kiss me,I let him break down my walls,my walls that I worked hard to keep them firm and strong.I am angry because I am afraid that with that kiss, I might want more, I might just lose my sense and love him...I am afraid of love, I am afraid of loving him,the great billionaire Xavier Montez!

"How dare you kiss me!"I snapped with so much venom in my voice but all he did was smirk at me.

"Don't deny it angel, don't fight your feelings for me, I know you want me as bad as I want you,if not, you won't have kissed me back."I could feel the hurt in his voice.

Did I also want this?Why does it hurt me this much?

He pecked my lips and took off the kitchen, leaving me frozen still contemplating on what I did,the kissed we shared.

I avoided him all way,busying myself with the packing, I felt too ashamed to look at him in his eyes,he might hate me now because he too was silent than usual.

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I had to give her time,she needs time..I know she felt something when we shared the kiss.But why does she push me away?

For how long is she going to push me away?How long?

I am going to wait for her, giving her time does not mean I would give up on her and let a low life steal her away from me..huh,I will be damned to let her go.

Patience, it's a virtue that I don't have and never had thought to adopt any time in my life,but that's what I am going to have... patience.

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"Are you done packing?"Xavier said entering my room while I was zipping the suit case.

"Yes, I am ready to go."I said looking anywhere but avoiding his eyes.

"Hey hey angel look at me.. what's wrong?"he said holding my chin and there I could not fight my tears, I couldn't hold them any longer.

"I...am..so..sor..sorry"I said stuttering and he wasted no moment to hold me in his arms, wrapping his arms firmly, I cuddled him harder, smelling his cologne that always soothes me, feeling his warmth,he loves me but why?Why can't I do the same to him?why do I hurt him?

"Shsh..it's okay angel, don't ever say sorry to me, I love you so much and I understand......you don't love me the same way I do but I will give you time..I will be there to wait for you,till the day you will come and express your feelings to me,the day you will say you love me too...I will wait angel, I will give you all the time you need.. funny right?I am known to have no patience at all, but for you I will have all the patience in the world,so don't cry,it hurts me when you cry..mi despiace(I am sorry)  sorry for making you cry, te amo mi amor (I love you my love).... te amo."he said running my back with his hand and this brought a huge relief for me,he will give me time and maybe with time I will say the four words, I love you too.

Xavier helped me with my bag and took it to the car boot while I carried Levi after disposing the key at the landlord's house which was not far from my house.

I stood infront of my house, going through all the memories I had in there,some not too good, like the times I slept hungry,my landlord's complains on the rent payment but some were good, like Alex always being there for me and I got my job while I was staying in this house..how I will miss everything here,it wasn't big,it wasn't screaming wealth or riches but it was home.

"Come on let's go angel."Xavier said opening the front door for me, while Levi was tightly secured at the backseat.

"Yay ,mwommy is living with us now . I love you mwommy."Levi was screaming at the backseat grinning, making me chuckle.

"Love you too my prince."

"Angel, seatbelt!"Xavier spoke in a stern voice making me roll my eyes while I secured myself with the seatbelt.

Here I go,my new life but wait I will still be working at the dinner.

The ride at my new home was not silent at all...Levi was trying to sing sponge Bob square pants while I joined him, Xavier was acting stern but with my nagging he gave up and joined us in singing.It was really crazy and in no time the car stopped infront of a huge mansion that left me in awe,my mouth opened and my jaw almost hitting the floor,it was the most beautiful thing I have ever set my eyes on.

Xavier ran to my side of the door and opened it for me, giving me his hand to take,he then went to the backseat to unbuckle Levi.

Every part of the mansion screamed wealth and power,it was more than beautiful, just it's sight can take your breathe away,the black gates opened by itself and a man in uniform ran towards us, saluting before his boss Xavier and heading towards the car to take my belongings.

Was I meant to belong here,I really felt out of space,wow,who would have thought that I would one day call a place like this home?This is more than what I dreamt of.

"Close your mouth love,we don't want a fly to enter do we?"Xavier chuckled placing his hand at the back of my waist, leading me towards the mansion.

"Welcome to your home angel."

The interior decor of the mansion was just eye catching,the architecture and interior designer really did know what they were doing,it must have caused millions, Xavier and Levi gave me a tour all over the mansion,from the kitchen to the several rooms that were in.The bathrooms were bigger than my whole house.

"This is our room."Xavier says opening a room