Chapter 26

I went to our room to find her pacing around ,all anxious .

"Hey, what's wrong angel?"I ask as I gently press my fingers on her shoulders making her lean on my touch.

"I don't know xavier, but I feel as if something bad is going to happen. I just-" she rumbles while I stop her ranting by placing a finger on her soft pump limps. I moved my finger in motion while she closed her eyes devouring the pleasure.

"Nothing...you hear me angel, nothing is going to happen and  I'm going to stop anything that would come our way okay?"I reassured her while she nodded her head in agreement, laying her head on my chest, hugging me tight.

"Now have this."I took a piece of dark chocolate that I had brought and placed it near her mouth.

"Xavier  I'm al-"Before she could say anything I had placed the piece inside her mouth.Abruptly,she started coughing and rubbing her neck which had started showing blisters.

"Xavier,I'm *coughs**repeated coughs"allergic to dark-"

"Fuck!"I shout as I hold her before she could hit the ground.She was writhing in pain, trying hard to breathe and the sight in front of me was horrifying.

"Levi!Levi!" I screamed while I carried my angel bridal style .

"Papa...what happened to mommy?"Levi rushed towards her mother in panick,while she was struggling to speak.She tried to force a smile to reassure him that she was okay but in turn it came out as a painful moan.

"Later Levi,get in the car and put your seat belt on now!"I state as I place my angel at the passenger's seat, starting the car as I speaded to my hospital,which was not far away.

"Love open your eyes,stay with me,nurse!!"I scream as I held my angel in my hands,her body almost turning lifeless,she was coughing blood and this made me tremble while Levi on seeing the blood started crying and calling out her name, pleading for her to not leave us.

Two nurses came my way and placed her on the bed while they hurried her to the emergency room .Levi and I were hot to their heels but were stopped from going inside.

I was mad,it was my damn hospital.... but if that could make her safe,make her come back to me,fuck my pride.

I cuddled with Levi as I reassured him that nothing bad would happen to his mother,but on the other hand I was reassuring myself more. I cursed myself for giving her the chocolate,if she were to die,I was to be the cause of it and I would never forgive myself for that.

My father came bringing us clothes and food,but I was too anxious, food was the last thing on mind,I kept on glancing at the emergency door, waiting for the darn doctors to come out and tell me she was ok.That was the only word I was dying to hear,her being safe.

"She will be okay son."my dad said hugging me as we sat at the waiting room.

"It's all my fault Papa,I was so stupid to give her that chocolate ,if only I knew it could bring her harm then I wouldn't have."I say,as tears trickled down my cheeks.

"It's not your fault son,you didn't know she was allergic to it.Right now what she would want is for you to be strong for both her and Levi,per favore ."he continued.

"How can I be strong Papa,how can I be strong when my strength is inside there fighting while I'm here doing nothing, I want to be strong but I just feel helpless..... I want her back Papa,I love her so much."I dropped my face inside my palms, closing my eyes.

"Papa,is mwommy going to be okay?"Levi asked,the first thing when he jolted from his sleep.Will everything be alright??

"Of course son,come here, your mommy is strong she will be okay... okay?"

"Yes Papa."I kissed him on his temple and brought him close to my chest hoping that everything will be alright.

Several minutes have passed and the doctor's haven't given us any report,I'm anxious...a nurse burges out from the room and quickly returns without saying a word..

Tik tok,time goes by and by every second,every single second the hand clock moves,I pray for her,I fantasize about her being safe.

Suddenly the doctor comes out, slowly walking towards us, his face holding no emotion,blank that I can't read him, I can't know if she made it,I'm sure she did...I hope she did.

"Doc how's she? Tell me she's alright."I whispered as my dad placed his hands on my shoulder.

"We tried our best...."those four words crashed me down, breaking me, piercing my heart and breaking it down into pieces,she can't leave me.