Chapter 17

Of all the people that could have stolen my heart - I am so happy, it was you!


"I think I'm in love......" I said the words that made me feel nervous all along,I'm in love,yes,I'm in love,in love with Xavier Montez,I really am....am I?

"What? You are still young for that,heck even too young to be called mother by that evil kid...(long pause) but are you sure sis?

"I don't know....I really don't know."I stuttered, almost crying my heart out.

"Tell me how do you feel when you are with him?Is there any chemistry?"he asked making me think of all the things that happen to me when I'm close to Xavier,the butterflies in my stomach,the way I forget how to breathe when he touches me or the way I stutter and feel nervous when he kisses me, I have never blushed before but with him he makes me go tomato red!

"Well,I feel as if I don't want to lose him,I feel safe when with him and when he just holds my hand I just feel
Several wild emotions and the moment he leaves me,I miss his embrace and warmth,I just want him to hold me forever and never let me go,his kisses make me feel I don't know....all emotions put together and I just want to kiss him and never break free like as if he was my oxygen...(sudden pause) is this love?"

I ask awaiting anxiously for that one answer.

"My baby is all grown up....yes love, you are in love, everything that you feel is love,all that is love...you are in love with Xavier Montez!"he chirps making me chuckle.

"I'm afraid...I'm new to all this love thing, I am afraid that if I give him my all he will one day maybe just throw me out as a piece of shit..I'm not his class,he deserves much more than me."

"Don't be afraid,that guy loves you and he will do everything to keep you safe and happy...I know it's all new but give it a try..give love a try."

"Yes I will... thanks bro "

"Anytime sis...bye and love you."
"Love you too."I cut off the call and head towards my room and find Xavier coming out of the bathroom,water dripping down and his towel dangerously hanging on his waistline, showing off his v-line,

"Angel, tomorrow you will be working with me as my close P.A"he said rubbing his hair with another towel.

"Ooh but I thought you had a P.A already."

"Yeah I do but you will be sharing the same room with me doing nothing but watching me work."

"Wha-"I tried arguing before he cut me off.

"That's final and we start tomorrow."

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I can't wait to start my job with her tomorrow,she is my queen hence no need to work her out,all she has is to stay with me by my side..just watching her that's all I need.

She doesn't know how hard she makes me feel that I have to always release myself at the washroom each day.. things are going smoothly now and not even the devil's plans will come between our happiness.
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"Mwommy, please help me with my assignment,I did all except for this one.its very hard mwommy."Levi barged in the room when I was applying lip gloss ready for my first day at work.

"Honey you should have told me yesterday, from now on I will help you with your assignment,here this is how it should be done ,don't forget."

"Yes mwommy..I love you."he said kissing my cheek.

"I love you too now here let me comb your hair."I made his hair look great and gave him his backpack,we all took our breakfast and headed to our places.

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"This is where you will be staying... infront of me but if you don't find it comfortable,my lap is free for you love."he said smirking infront of his P.A who I thank God was an elderly lady and not those slutty bitches,for I would surely have fallen jealous.

Here I am, going over all magazines I lay my eyes on , I have read three books so far,we go to lunch and back to where I end up all bored again.

Whenever I try to complain,he shushes me by kissing me hard, whenever he is tensed by any work related issue,he places me on his lap, kissing me or just burrying his head on my neck and he continues with his work.... whenever I ask him why he does that,he says I calm him.

After work we pick Levi from school and here I am preparing myself for Xavier's father.....I spent 3hours at the kitchen preparing food and making sure everything is spick and span.

I am tensed up, anxiety is killing me,I feel like I just want to stay in the room and never go out but I have to face what life gives me,I have to be clever and make a lemonade out of lemon.

"Hey Levi stop jumping, Xavier take this near the TV and you-"

"Sh...relax babe,just breathe in,you look beautiful,the house is marvelous,I just tasted your food and god!it's delicious ,so relax.He will love you."Xavier says making me sigh in relief.

"Gosh!I didn't know meeting the parents was one hell of a suicide mission,I'm so nervous."I say fanning myself while blowing air from my mouth.

The bell chirms signaling the arrival of the one and only, I quickly head towards the door, saying a quick mantra that I know and quickly open the door but heck I didn't expect to be engulfed in a comfy bear hug.

"You must be Rina,bellisima,just beautiful, Xavier has chosen wisely."he kissed both my cheeks and entered the house,Levi ran to his embrace while he shared a hug with his son.

The diner was amazing,Montez, Xavier's father insisting I should call him that or papa commented me on my food saying it was delicious.

"My child."I am now with Papa at the garden while Xavier is tucking. Levi in bed.

"Xavier loves you so much, I have never seen him this happy with any girl before or anyone at that matter,he smiles, something that is rare,has time for his son unlike those days where he could act like a soldier to his son,you have changed him....do you feel the same way about him?"he asks making me look directly in his eyes and nod my head in agreement.

"Yes papa,I do love him so much but he doesn't know it yet and I am planning on telling him soon ."I say with confidence,I truly love them both so much that I would die for them.It has taken me late to realize this but I have fallen for that sweet arrogant bastard.

"You will do great together."he kisses my forehead and stands up to head home.Xavier and I bid him goodbye and I decided to do what I was to do for a very long time,tell him how I feel.

"Xavier........I need to talk to you, it's urgent."