Chapter 23

"I'm so stupid,why did I have to say all that?Why did I have to destroy her once again...?I'ts all that bastard's fault...he wants to tear me once again just like he did last time, he left me broken and shattered into pieces,they both betrayed me,used me and in the end left me hollow.

I watched the love of my life's retreating figure as she ran up the stairs....I furiously grab a hand lock of my hair punching the near by wall in frustration,my knuckles bleeding from the impact,but that pain does not match the one in my heart right now.

'' Hello daddy,hello mwommy,whats for supper?'' Levi screamed while entering the kitchen,kissing Rina's cheek while she smiled at him in return,I wish I was the one she was smiling at right now,she has not uttered a word to me ever after the incidence,no matter the attempts I  tried in making her talk to me was a failure.

"Rina..I need to talk to you,please." she was now standing at the closet looking for her clothes but what she did next infuriated me....she took her clothes and headed for the door.

"I'll be sleeping at the guest room."she stated turning the door knob and in a swift movement I pulled her hand making us land on the bed.

I stared at her deep ocean blue eyes,down to her soft tempting pump lips,her eyes were full of hurt,anger, sadness and I am the cause of all of it.

"Let me go Xavier!"she shouted struggling to get out of my grip,her heart was beating fast and if it were in another situation I could have smirked on the effect I have on her.

"Leave my fucking hand Xavier."

"Never!"I said nonchalantly looking through her eyes, holding firmly her soft little hands that fitted perfectly on mine.

"I hate you!"she seethed and those three words shattered my inner soul completely,she can't hate me,she loves me...I love her and I'm sorry.

"No you don't."I vowed reassuring myself more, I couldn't hold back the tears that were threatening to pour out, I let them.

"Angel."I hold her up placing her on my lap in a way that she was straddling me.

"I'm sorry for everything I said,I didn't mean any of it, I love you so much and you know it, I can't stand you ignoring me neither can I stand your hate for me, that guy,we have a past together,he wants to take you away from me and that's why I was so mad..."I paused resting my forehead against hers while staring unto her eyes.I used my thumb to wipe out the tears in her eyes.

"Tell me... what did he do to you to make you hate him so much."she asked raising my chin making me tense, that was a past I never wanted to go back to but if I have to open up the painful wounds to make her forgive me....then so be it.

"You wanna know everything."I ask her tracing my thumb across her jawline.

"Mmmh."she nods in response.

"Then listen carefully to the story of my life before you my angel showed up."

Flashback

"Honey...I'm ho-"I couldn't finish what I was about to say when I saw the two of them in the sofa, eating each other's faces.

I was shocked, I couldn't breathe well even with my tie hanging loose on my neck,the temperature was getting higher although the AC was on...how could they?They were in there own little world, kissing with passion...they love each other...how?

Doesn't she love me?What of our son...is he really mine?

"Lucy?"the blonde turned and there I confirmed my assumptions,the woman I loved and cherished in the hands of another man.... none other than my own best friend!

"Ooh...you are here, now you know about everything so deal with it,all I wanted was your fucking ass money,I never loved you,I got what I want so baby bye." She said chuckling,no way,this should be a prank it should be.

"It's all a joke right?Tell me it's all a joke,Martin, please tell me this all is a lie...the love we shared can't be a fake charade,we are married,we have a kid together, you can't do this!"I shouted,tears cascading down my cheeks.

"Sorry brother but she got what she wanted, sign the divorce papers and leave her alone,the chick literally doesn't love you."Martin said smirking and there I lost all my sanity, I punched him till he was almost unconscious, Lucy's screams stopped me.
I pleaded for her to not go,I went down on my knees,I promised to give her the whole world if she wanted but to her it was over ,we were over.

End of flashback

"I'm so sorry Xavier...she was a bitch with no heart,she didn't even think of her own son,gosh I hate both of them...did you sign the divorce papers?"I asked anxiously anticipating for his answer.

"Yes love." He said kissing my nose making me sigh.

"I'm sorry for acting immature, please forgive me, I didn't listen to what you had to say and acted rationally."I felt ashamed of my actions and lowered my head fidgeting with my hands.

"Look at me angel."he ordered raising my chin to meet his eyes.

"I love you so much to even get angry with you,I should be the one to say sorry for shouting at you...I love you."

"I love you too."and there he crashed his lips with mine,a hard deep passionate toe curling kiss,a kiss that made me see how much I missed him,how much he missed me, I grabbed his hair to deepen the kiss, smirking when I succeed to make him moan.

"Tell me to stop per favore."he said leaning his head towards mine.Do I want him to stop,bash,no way.

"Don't stop."I said in a slutty way while he nibbled on my neck.

"You are my sanity angel but right now you are driving me insane....I'm crazy for you and I won't mind taking you hear and now."he declared in a husky deep voice and that really turned me on and boy I bet I'm wet.