Chapter33 Making my heart beat faster

Brielle POV
I remember thinking as a child that one day I would meet my soulmate who would love me and only me, as every normal girl dreams.
I've begun to experience emotions that I would never experience after sloping my parents.
I started feeling: jealousy, love, care, worry for him, which I'd even never thought would be felt again.
But here, there is a twist in the tale.
Zuriel didn't love me/he loved someone else.
My eyes felt so blurry as I was walking on an empty deserted road. My chest felt so heavy. Even my limbs felt so light, like they didn't belong to me. My eyes felt sore, and when I tried to will my tears away, I winced when a sharp pain occurred in my head.
Suddenly, the rain started falling over, making me tremble.
I hugged myself and sat on the side of the road below the large tree.
I pulled my knees up to my chest and hugged myself more.
Zuriel was in love with someone else. I don't even know if he still loves her.
I think I'm so unlucky in this world. I never got the love of my parents. Then, when I fell in love, my love was in love with someone else.
Suddenly, a grey Lamborghini stopped in front of me.
A man comes out of the car, and it's Zuriel.
"What are you doing in this condition?" he asked while quickly removing his jacket and making it wear to me.
He quickly makes me sit in his car, and sets the temperature of the car to warm.
"Are you stupid, who did this, especially when it's raining so hard?" he asked, rubbing his palm against my palm to keep me warm.
Relax, I didn't die. Just enjoying the rain. I tried to smile but ended up crying more.
He quickly wrapped his arms around me, and I cried harder over his chest.
"We're going home," he said, and finally, when we reached the mansion, he opened my side of the door, waiting for me to come in.
I dragged myself out of his car, and again, why is this all happening only with me? What is my fault?
Why is it that no one loves me?
"Bri..." was about today, but I shook my head and raised my hand, not wanting to listen to anything.
I quickly made my way towards my room, and I lay on my bed after changing my night pajamas.
I stared at the wall above me. I don't know or even understand what to think now.
I have fallen in love with my husband, who can never love me back or ever be mine.
I sat up on my bed and rubbed my head.
I quickly stood up and went towards his room.
I knocked on the door. After some time, he opened the door.
My eyes travelled down towards his bare muscular chest, making me gulp. He was only in his sweatpants.
He furrowed his eyebrows, looking at me.
"Brielly," he said, my name, making my heart beat faster.