Quentin's Pov
" It's okay, let everything out." Emily started rubbing my back trying to calm me but the hurt and pain from his words are not helping me to calm down. Why am I crying for someone whom I don't know and why are his words like arrows to my heart?
" He….He is so cruel, Emily! I hate him. I hate him so much." I can't even seem to bring those words out of my mouth but one thing is clear I hate him.
I am blocking out his words from my head but it seems so hard to do that. Every word he spoke is coming back to me a hundred folds and I can't control the anger which is slowly consuming my body. I can feel Lora's anger too, she is also angry because of his insults and the words he spoke to me.
" Aiza!"
" Aiza!"
" Are you alright? Why are you shaking so much?" Emily's words are not reaching my ears. My only focus is on his words and the way he insulted me by saying how I am throwing myself at him and how he didn't want to see my face.
" I don't think you are alright, Aiza! Calm down. You can't let your anger take all over your emotions." Emily started shaking my body to get my attention but my body is not in control anymore.
" Please, Aiza! Calm yourself down!" Emily placed her hands on my cheeks to get me to look at her but I am unable to see anything as my vision turned red and my body started getting hot with anger.
" How can he reject us? How dare he insult us and tell us to stay away from him?" My voice sounds deep to my ears and I know that Lora is talking and she is more hurt than me. Why is she taking his words so seriously and not letting me take control of my body? I am hurt too but not as much as her.
" Aiza!"
" Lora!" Emily called out the name and my head turned toward her, I can see Emily has fear written all over her face seeing me in this situation. I don't know how I am looking but the anger I am feeling and the fear on Emily's face tells me otherwise.
" Lora! Please calm down." Emily started to take a step toward me to calm us both down but I stepped back to move away from her. The hurt and pain are not letting us go and I don't know what to do to make Lora understand that he is nothing to us.
" You don't understand!" Lora yelled out making the water in the lake ripple from her voice. Her anger is slowly consuming every part of my body and I am shaking so much that it's hard to stand on my feet. I am afraid that something is going to happen.
In no time I was blocked from my senses and I don't know what is happening around me. I felt like I am in jail, a dark jail where I can't feel anything or see anything.
It is so scary to be locked in yourself and not know how to come out of your jail. I tried to concentrate on getting free from it but Lora is so angry that she is not listening to my pleas.
I hope that I don't hurt anyone and don't do any damages that I will regret.
Quentin's Pov:
I was still in the garden where I met her and said the words my heart didn't accept nor did my dragon Quen. I was so frustrated and angry at myself that she is affecting me so much that I didn't know what I was doing or saying until I saw her expression which felt like a slap to my face.
Why did I have to follow her to the garden and why did I have to be alone with her and why did I have to get affected by her?
Who is she and why it felt like I have seen her and I know her?
I was so shocked when I saw her in the courtroom this morning. She took my breath away and the only thing I can feel and smell is her presence and her sweet honey fragrance which made my dragon so happy that he was wagging his tail like a kid.
These emotions and feelings are so foreign to me. I have not felt those feelings when I first met Veronica. I find out that she was my mate because I felt so attracted to her and the tingles which shot up through my body whenever we touch are the things that someone felt when they find their mate but with this girl, it feels different, and the tingles when I touched her just before made my body feel like a current wave and the arousal I sniffed made me so hard that if she had stayed a minute more then I would have taken her against this tree.
I needed to stop whatever she was doing to me. In two to three days I am going to officially mark Veronica and announce her as my queen and I can't let my people look down on me just because I am attracted to some witch and if the attraction still stays then I know how to seduce women and take them to my bed.
I can keep her as my mistress without Veronica knowing about her. At the thought, Quen growled so loud in my head that I felt a painful buzz in my head. He is angry that I am going to cheat on our mate but if I want to keep my kingdom and people happy then I have to keep the distractions away.
I was so in my thoughts that I didn't notice how the weather around me changed. The air started flowing so hard and the sky become dark and thunder started booming.
The weather was normal just a second before with bright sun but suddenly how can it change like this. I stood up from the bench I was slouched and put the bench I destroyed to the side if someone comes and hurt themselves with broken pieces.
" You were worried about her!" Quen growled in my head making me roll my eyes at him. Why would I care for her! She is nothing to me, maybe she will be the distraction I needed from all the stress but she will not become more than that.
" You are a big jerk and you will regret your choices," Quen growled one last time and blocked me out from my own head. He is a grumpy old dragon who thinks he knows everything.
The weather is still so bad that I am unable to stand out and I am still hard because of someone that I need to take care of my hard-on. I know where I can find my release.
I feel guilty that I am going to use my mate because I was aroused by someone else and I can't sleep with her just yet. A sadistic smirk appeared on my lips when I thought about how I am going to bury my face in her neck sniffing her sweet scent.
I need to find Veronica soon or else I am going to lose control and destroy everything in my path. I will become so dangerous when I didn't get sex. I suck energy from people through sex and without it, my dragon will be out of function and that will be not good for everyone.
I took hurried steps towards our chambers and I know Veronica will be having her evening tea while looking into the magazines or just getting pampered by the maids.
I reached our chambers in no time and as I said she is sipping the tea while sitting in a chair. Her head shot up when she heard the door open, her frown ceased when she sees me and a seductive smile appeared on her lips.
" Everyone Out!" I ordered the maids and in no time they all scurried away afraid for their lives.
I removed my jacket and threw it away somewhere in the room and removed the belt and started unbuttoning the pants. I am not that patient right now to get naked and foreplay. I need a release and I need it so bad.
My sexy mate took steps toward me meeting me in half. I roughly pulled herself towards me and started sucking her lips and pushed her towards the table and bent her body on it.
" Do you like this dress?" I asked, impatiently.
" No, but….." I didn't let her complete her sentence and ripped the dress from the middle letting her smooth milky skin show. She is not wearing anything underneath her dress, less work for me.
" Quen….." She moaned when my finger touched her wet entrance. I hurriedly removed my stiff member from my pants and without any warning pushed inside her core making her yelp in surprise in no time I am pounding into her so hard that the table is squeaking under our weight.
Sex with Veronica felt so great before but now I don't feel anything but just lust. What changed in a day? I closed my eyes in frustration and just concentrated on finishing but I did the wrong thing by closing my eyes.
Grey eyes, pink lips, and honey fragrance started surrounding me making me feel like I am pounding in her. The pleasure I was feeling increased tenfolds when I started thinking about her and in no time I started to feel my stomach tightening and the tingles shot up my legs and my member when iam close to my climax.
My body is shaking so hard when the climax hit and Veronica was a moaning mess under me squeaking like a duck. I quickly removed myself from her and went inside the bathroom with shame and anger towards myself for imagining someone in the place of my mate.
She is the one who is in the wrong. She cast some spell on me for her gain and iam going to find out what that is once I get to know about her intentions then I will enjoy torturing her as she is doing to me.