+CHAPTER 33+ Amber's An Evil Bitch

"The Cold Queen Was Actually A Little Abandoned Girl who No One Really Wants."



Amber looked at her reflection in the water, a monster was staring back at her. Her once black hairs with red tips were now a silvery shade of white.
Her flame-like eyes had turned into a forest green color.

Kindness had left her heart~

Maybe this was the monster Darach was talking about, a monster who wanted revenge, revenge from the woman who gave birth to her.

The monster within her soul didn't want to understand her mother's reasoning, the monster that had slept within her soul now sought revenge.

But this monster was once a kind soul that was as soft as silk. The fey princess and Darach had stolen that kindness from her soul, they had torn that silk to shreds.

Just like Darach now Amber wore her hatred like a second skin~

Queen Emmeline had created this monster. Now she has to face what she had so proudly created.

Darach was the only man who made Amber's heart skip a beat but he hated Amber because she wasn't what he thought. Amber wasn't what he wanted her to be.

But from the beginning Darach never knew who Amber actually was. 

She had loved him enough to share her pain with him but what had he given her in return? He had filled Amber's eyes with sorrow, he had made her realize that her heart's been left alone in this crowded world.

Amber knew from the very beginning that Darach was a Lycan but she didn't care.

Rebecca had warned her about him, her own instinct had warned her about him but she didn't listen to them.

Darach was a hope that ruined Amber~

Now it was time to ruin him~

Amber had sent the dragon to the Kingdom of Lycans. She was going to make everyone as miserable as she was currently feeling.

Every single one of them will pay for their King's deeds. Amber was going to bring the Kingdom to ashes, the same Kingdom where her mate wanted to make her his breeding whore.

She was going to destroy the Kingdom that once had her mother as it's Queen. The Queen who had forsaken Amber because of her own mate's betrayal.

All her life she had thought that someone from her ancestors must have been a witch but she never thought that the witch that's a part of her soul was the same witch with whom her father the King of all Beasts cheated on the Fey Princess.

Darach, the fucker wasn't even the Rightful King. He was just a replacement.

They all had wronged Amber and now they were going to pay~

Amber sensed the Goddess of Nature's presence before she heard her voice.
For the first time in Amber's life, the Goddess's presence didn't soothe Amber's soul.

Her presence was making Amber angry~

"You weren't born to be soft and quiet my child. You were born to make the world shatter and shake at your fingertips." The wind carried the Goddess's melodious voice but her voice irked Amber's ears.

"How can a person shatter the world at her fingertips when her soul is falling apart? How can a person shake the world when she realizes that the things that she had known all her life were just lies." Amber can feel her eyes burning.

The Goddess looked into Amber's eyes intensely as if she was reading Amber's mind.

"A little exposure to someone's past can do that to a person. The thing that matters is how you handle that knowledge because knowledge takes more then it gives to a person." Sadness laced the Goddess's voice when she looked away from Amber's eyes.

"I had visions of the past, my parent's past. You forgot to tell me that the Rightful King of Beasts is my father." Amber hissed at the Goddess. 

"Ohh did I? Silly me. . . It's difficult to remember miner details when you have the responsibility of keeping the equilibrium of nature." Goddess said in a mocking tone.

"The details that are fucking minor to you were fucking important to me. You knew everything from the very start and still didn't tell me a thing ab--" Before Amber could complete her sentence the Goddess had her back against a tree and her delicate neck in an iron grip.

"Respect my child! Respect. I don't remember that I gave you permission to disrespect me." The Goddess of nature sneered in a threatening manner but Amber had no fear of her because how can she fear the woman who had been a mother to Amber.

The Goddess of Nature wasn't wearing her crown today but that didn't make her any less powerful. 

"You saved me because of her right? You saved me because a part of her soul resides within me. You never cared about me. No one fucking cared about me." A sob escaped from Amber's lips.

The grip on Amber's neck was gone in an instance. The Goddess stepped away from Amber as if Amber had burnt her hand.

"Eva My child. . ." Amber laughed in between sobs. Her mind was going crazy.

"Eva. . ." Amber repeated the name that the Goddess has used to call her from. Her mother had given Amber this name a moment before abandoning her. 

"She left me on the poisonous snow. . . Darach left me. . . You would have left me too if I didn't have a part of Charlie's soul within me." A broken laugh escaped from Amber's lips.

"Eva you're wrong~ you don't have Charlie's soul yo--" Amber didn't let the Goddess complete her sentence.

"I'm done with your lies. You told me about my parents but you never told me that one of your worshipers broke my family apart. You never told me that because of your worshiper you saved me otherwise you would have left me to die too like my own mother." Venom dripped from Amber's tone. She was like an angry child who wanted to blame everyone around her to feel good. She just wanted to hold someone responsible for her pain and misery.

"My child greatness and power comes to those who suffer." Amber laughed painfully at the Goddess's statement.

"Sometimes suffering is just suffering. It doesn't make you stronger or bring you power. It only hurts." Amber whispered.

The Goddess stepped towards Amber only for Amber to step back from her.
"Eva you have no idea about my reasoni--" 

"STOP IT! I'm done with your lies! I don't want any power or greatness. Do you know what I want? Do you know what I seek? I seek revenge! From all of you who had wronged me. Your sister the Moon Goddess and the Fey Princess will be the first one to pay for what they did to me." Amber threatened the Goddess before Turning her back on the Goddess.

"I hope greatness and power will come to both of them after the suffering I'll put them through." Amber whispered in a sneer like a tone. Her voice was unrecognizable even to her own ears. It was like someone else was talking from within her.

Amber started walking away from the Goddess but soon she was stopped in her tracks by the Goddess's next words.

"My sister had warned me about this, she had warned me that you will turn into one of them, the lost souls. I had seen greatness in you, Eva. . . I had visions of what you can do with your powers. Don't let your hatred dictate your future." The Goddess of Nature pleaded.

"Moon Goddess had warned you about me? Was she afraid that I will break the mate bonds of her dear children? You were like a mother to me but just like Darach you only loved a part of me. While he loved my inner lycan you loved my inner witch." Amber said without turning back. Amber's heart was twisting inside her chest painfully.

"That's not true Eva." The Goddess pleaded again.

The pleading tone of the Goddess pulled at the strings of Amber's heart. The Goddess of Nature was like a mother to her. She can't hurt her even if she wanted to.

"You're right nothing about my existence is true. I'm the abandoned girl who no one wants. Maybe it's time for me to stop craving their love too." Amber mumbled.

Mustering up some courage Amber turned around, she gazed at the Goddess only to witness tears falling from her eyes.

Her tears were black~

All the air left Amber's lungs. She never thought of seeing tears in the Goddess's eyes. 

She was so blinded by her hatred and rage that she had hurt the only person who had showed Amber kindness, the only person who had saved her, provided her with everything that she wanted, sung her to sleep.

"Your father is on his way, Amber. He's going to recognize you as his daughter. You will get the acceptance from him that you had always craved."
At the mention of her father Amber froze.

An idea formed in her messed up mind. An idea that will satisfy her vengeance and won't hurt the Goddess but it will make her darling mother, the Fey Princess miserable.

A smile formed on Amber's lips. An evil smile. Maybe it was time to give in to her evil nature.

Darach had claimed that Amber was an evil bitch, maybe she was actually an evil bitch~

Amber was going to break Emmeline just like she had broken Amber. They Fey Princess will pay. If she had accepted Amber as her daughter then all this wouldn't have happened to her. Darach wouldn't have rejected her. Her body and soul would have been scar-free.

But Emmeline had chosen her revenge over everything else and now Amber was going to choose her revenge over everything else~

Amber was going to break Emmeline in a way that no one will be able to put her back together. 

"Don't worry mother. I won't bother you again. You are the only mother that I have ever known and if it hurts you this much then I won't hurt anyone." Amber lied to the Goddess. The look that the Goddess gave Amber was enough to tell her that the Goddess didn't believe her.

But the Goddess can't stop Amber just like she wasn't able to stop Amber when Amber helped Rebecca by going against Nature's Laws.

"Your eyes are burning Eva. The hatred you are feeding to your soul is making your inner Fey stronger then she had ever been. She's going to lead you to an Inevitable doom just like your mother's Fey lead her towards a life full of loneliness and regrets. Don't set the world around you on fire. Even I won't be able to help you this time if you went with the plans running in your mind." The Goddess warned.

The cold smile that Amber offered the Goddess in return for her warnings was enough to stop anyone's heart. 

The Goddess said that Amber's father will recognize her as his daughter but the Goddess doesn't know that Amber won't let him recognize her.

Emmeline had given Amber scars on her back and Amber was going to scar Emmeline's soul in return.