Chapter XXXI

"I-I can explain, Sebastian..." I whispered to him, nervous as hell. I wanted to be buried six feet below the ground from this embarrassment I was at.

I didn't expect that this was going to happen. Damn it!

I inhaled slowly when I felt his nose to the slender of my neck. "What are you going to explain?" he whispered back.

My breath became heavier hearing that good raspy voice again. Fuck it! I should've done this at home. Why did I let myself think of such a thrilling way to be caught so easily?

"Explain now or I shall help my PA to relieve something, hmm?"

His hand on my flank was giving me shivers down my spine, especially since his thumb gently traced my under breast. His other hand was on my neck, almost choking me.

Like, choke me, daddy.

Damn it! Why did I have these intrusive thoughts? Now was not the right time to think such that! Get yourself together, Cejay!

I glanced at the mirror my front body was still pressed to it. Darn it! Why did I find it hot all of a sudden?

"Sir..." I called in an inaudible tone.

"Speak," he commanded quietly.

My breath was shaky. I felt his warm body pressing to my back. Should I ask a favor on how to be relieved with his fingers? I could tell that I was near to my red days if my hunch was right.

"I-I need to check if I... I also need some nipple tape and a thong for that." That was the best excuse I could think of. Would Sir Sebastian buy that?

"Is it?" I almost bit my lower lip when his hand on my throat moved to send me tingles.

"Yes," I said, breathless.

I felt his heavy breathing. It was possible if I somehow flirted with him, right? In fact, Marlou was teasing me if I could try that. I could at least kiss him. It was pretty normal that you could get attached to being in this situation of having to kiss someone you were attracted to.

This happened a lot to me every time I would go to the bar. If my eyes locked on some guy, we would end up making out or better, foreplay.

My eyes widened when I felt something poking behind me. And I was not innocent to think what that was. Did it mean that I was also affecting him just as he was to me?

"This isn't right," Sebastian said, breathless.

I licked my lips, looking at him from behind. Could I have at least felt his fingers on my breasts? Or to the apex of my thighs? I could tell I was wet already...

I castigated myself. What was I thinking?! Cejay, you were not in the right mind!

I panicked when Sebastian was about to remove his hands from me. But I immediately hugged him to cover myself up.

"I-I am naked," I reasoned out in a whisper when I felt him stiffen.

"Cejay... I need to get out. You have to change your clothes."

Flirt with him, Cejay! Try it!

But damn it! He was being a gentleman!

I looked up to see Sebastian having a hard and firm expression. His hand was placed on my waist as he made me feel something in my stomach. My eyes widened again upon feeling it.

"Don't ever try to seduce me," he whispered near to my ear. "I might take it seriously, love. You might regret it later."

I bit my lower lip when I felt his hand on my back, feeling the slenderness of it. I could tell that he was also affected by my naked body right now.

"Just one kiss," I said boldly, half-humiliated. I mustered up my courage for that. Oh god. This was going to be awful and awkward after this.

He squinted his eyes. "No." He was about to move away from me when I clung to his neck. "Damn it, Cejay... I am not taking advantage of you. I respect you so get off me, woman before I lose my patience," he warned.

I looked into his ocean blue eyes. "You have my permission at least. It's just that—"

I couldn't continue my words when Sir Sebastian slammed his lips to mine. My eyes widened as I didn't think that he would do that.

I almost moaned because of that as I entangled myself with him. I clung to his neck and returned his hot, feverish kisses. I felt myself being gently leaned to the wall while I felt Sebastian's tongue playing inside.

Shit... His kisses tasted sweet as hell. The way he moved seemed like he had kissed many women in the past. Oh, god. I would surely regret that I kissed my boss later. But for now, I would like to taste more of him.

Of all the men I had made out, probably, Sebastian was the best of them all. He also kissed me as if his life had been dependent on him. His hands entangled in my body were the evidence that he acted like he obsessively didn't want to let me go.

He left my lips as I toned down, catching my lips. Sebastian covered them while his lips were leaving some wet kisses on my jaw down to my neck.

Fuck! I only wanted a kiss but this had gotten south. I was not supposed to do this to him, yes? But why did my body betray me?

I watched him going down to my cleavage. He gawked up at me before his tongue stuck out and licked the middle of my chest. I shivered, anticipating more of him.

My inhibitions left my body as soon as Sebastian reached for my nipple. He fondled and flicked it before he sucked it.

I pressed his hand on my mouth more when the sensation was getting heightened. Damn it! Damn it! I was fooling around with Sir Sebastian! I must halt now... We were going to be awkward later.

But why was I not doing anything to stop him?

Was I that horny enough that I was letting a man please me? This had happened to the other guys I had fooled around with but right now was different. I couldn't control my body unlike before...

"Hmm..." I muffled softly, wanting to release a soft moan when Sebastian's other hand was playing with my breast. I closed my eyes in submission, feeling my cunt being pooled right now.

Go down for me, Sebastian... I silently prayed.

But he was taking his time to play with my breasts before his hand on my breast reached my panties. I softly gasped when I felt his hand inside it.

Sebastian raised his body to reach for my ear. "Have you done this to the guys you dated?" I shook my head. I never got a chance to do it with them. Because it was already too late that I realized they were jerks. However, if we were going to talk about fooling around with the men I met in some random places like bars, for example, yes, I had done this kind of thing with them. "Have you fooled around before?" he whispered. I nodded, not able to speak because he was still covering my mouth while I was feeling distracted by his other free hand that kept playing with my wet cunt right now.

His face darkened at my answer. He removed his hand from the inside of my panties. I expressed disappointment. Sebastian saw it and smirked with amusement.

My eyes widened when he brought his fingers to his mouth and tasted my wetness. "Sweet..." he murmured. Then he glanced at me. "And addicting..."

I felt hyperventilating right now. No man had I seen sexier with that action! Only Sebastian!

He drew closer again and whispered, "Dress up before I change my mind and eat you here, Cejay. Take it before my control goes out of my league, alright?"

I didn't get to react to what he said as he slowly stepped back and pinched my chin before he turned his back to leave. But I caught him smiling from ear to ear before he left me alone in the changing room.

At that moment, my knees failed me as I knelt on the ground. I clutched my chest, wide-eyed.

For some reason, I could feel my cheeks heated up from embarrassment.

Oh my god... I am in fucking trouble...