Chapter XXXIV

I knew too well that I wouldn't get to concentrate on the movie I was watching.

Sebastian was distracting me with the way he was cackling. It sounded so gorgeous and it made me want to straddle my boss for some reason.

I snapped back, paying full attention to the movie I was watching.

"Say... Do you also bring your date here?" I asked when I started grasping the movie I was watching.

"Have I told you that I never dated anyone?" I looked surprised at his words. "I told you that I have loved someone for more than 15 years." He arched his eyebrow.

My heart skipped a beat when he was looking at me intently. The way he looked at me, it felt like he was confessing his love to me.

"Ah, yes. Lucky her." I nodded. Such a lucky girl. However, I was the one who kissed him. Did it mean that I was his first kiss if ever? "Wait. You love someone else but you kissed me?" I was somehow surprised at my question. But I realized whose fault it was. "I mean well, yes, it is my fault. I am sorry about that. I must have stolen your first kiss that is supposed to be hers."

That was really embarrassing. I seduced him yet I knew he loved someone else.

"Get a fucking room!"

I didn't listen to the people around us. Right now, what I knew was one moment Sebastian and I were happily talking and now, we ended up kissing each other.

Hungrily.

I didn't know who made the first move but I just realized that Sebastian descended his lips on mine and we were sucking each other's souls. His lips felt good on me which was why I had been wanting to have him all for myself.

I didn't care now if he was my boss. I couldn't think straight now that our lips were locking together.

I moaned inside his mouth when Sebastian held my nape tightly, not wanting me to let go. Shit... I had a feeling that I would have some bruises on them tomorrow.

Slowly, Sebastian drifted away. I even opened my eyes to see his reaction. But I sure could hear our breaths mingled, both were panting.

"That was amazing..." he said in a husky voice.

I shivered in delight, looking into his ocean blue eyes. "This is wrong, right?" I murmured, realizing I was straddling my boss right now. "Your first love—"

I couldn't continue my words when he descended his lips on mine again. I moaned inside his mouth and combed his hair as I couldn't hide how it was intoxicating the way our lips moved.

His tongue sought entrance inside my mouth which made me mimic him. If he hadn't kissed someone, why did he look like he was the best kisser in the whole world?

Ah, shit... I felt like I was going insane now with Sebastian's kiss.

I even felt his hands touching the sides of my waist, sending shudders down my spine.

"We must halt..." Sebastian said, panting but he didn't stop there. He was raining kisses on my neck which almost made me moan. "Cejay, we must halt. I did not want to take advantage of you. I... I respect you so bad..." I closed my eyes when he cupped my breasts.

I moaned softly. "Oh, please don't respect me..." I wanted him to violate me with his sinful, frigid gaze. I wanted him more...

I never wanted a man so bad right now. I felt like it was fine if he was the one who was going to take my virginity tonight. I didn't care about it.

All I wanted was how he was going to please me right now.

He chuckled darkly. "You are really such a tease but no." His thumb caressed my cheek. "It's getting late. You can rest in my mansion."

I felt embarrassed that this man had so much control. He never let his desire be out of control.

I closed my eyes when Sebastian kissed my forehead. "Don't be like that, love." His smile seemed to tease. "I am not taking advantage of you even though I have wanted it for a very long time." I was irked when he was playing with my breasts causing me to fall back in pleasure. "Shall we?"

Hesitant, I nodded. But I moved my hips a little to feel his bulging crotch which made him groan in delight.

"Fuck..." He glared at me.

Biting my lower lip, I got off from straddling him. I chuckled, shrugging before I went inside feeling my cheeks about to burst out in humiliation.

We headed back to his mansion as I didn't disagree with it. I felt like I didn't want to face Marlou tonight because of what happened. I felt embarrassed now that I had to be on a blind date that failed again.

But it was a good thing Sir Sebastian was there to save my day. Thus, we ended up kissing again.

Sebastian brought me to the second floor, to the guest's room. "You may take a rest," he said as he brought me a glass of water. Lourdes was already asleep when we arrived so he was the one who took care of it.

"Sebastian," I called him when he was about to leave.

"Hmm?" Even though we shared a kiss, Sebastian didn't look like he was feeling awkward about it.

"Thank you for this night. I really appreciate that we happened to meet there in that restaurant," I said truthfully.

His upper lip lifted up as if he found something amusing. "Is it?" I nodded my head at his question. "Well, glad to hear that from you then." His tone sounded like he was pleased. "Have a good night. If you need anything, just knock on my door."

"Good night, sir." Nodding my head in approval, I waved my hand at him.

"Thanks for the kiss earlier." He winked.

My jaw dropped as soon as he left the room. I could have sworn my face was like a tomato right now based on how he put it out. Damn it! If this would keep up, Sebastian would dare to tease me whenever he had a chance.

Could I keep up with him though? If I dared to tease him back, who knows that we might end up fucking each other.

I shook my head for creating such scenarios as if I had been wanting him for a very long time. Remember, Cejay! Sebastian loves someone else so do not even dare to seduce him anymore!

I decided to retire that night. I only washed my face and still wore a robe after drinking the water. I tried to sleep but I couldn't because I was still feeling Sebastian's lips lingering on mine. I felt like I was still being kissed.

Since I couldn't sleep, I tiptoed to go out so I could grab some water. I glanced at Sebastian's room and I assumed that he fell asleep since it was already midnight.

My eyes darted to the room across from him when I happened to see that it was wildly open which surprised me. I even saw a file cabinet drawer that was opened there. Thanks to the moonlight that had given me a view of it.

Wait... Since when was it open? And why did it leave open right now?

I glanced at Sebastian's room to tell him about this but I think he was already asleep already since I couldn't hear anything from his room. I decided to ignore it since I did not want him to know that I went there.

The last time I told him that I almost approached it, he got mad pretty badly.

I went to the kitchen and drank some water before I decided to return upstairs.

But as soon as I arrived there, I looked at the room across from Sebastian's room. It bothered me seeing that the door was wildly open so I couldn't help but let my curiosity eat me.

Well... Sebastian wouldn't notice that I would come here, right? I would just take a look around and then I would leave so he wouldn't notice it.

I didn't notice the interior design of the room and just quietly went straight to the cabinet drawer that was opened. I was planning not to look at it but my curiosity got the better of me when I saw my name, Cejay Merryweather, written on the files.

"Huh...?" I rummaged through the first folder. I gulped, feeling how my heart was beating so fast right now.

I had a feeling that I wouldn't like what I had to see here in this room.

My heart started to race rapidly when I got to see something that made my eyes widen.

Wait... Why did he have my original birth certificate? And why did he have my diploma in my elementary days? Even in high school and fucking college!

"What the fuck is this?" I mumbled as my heart was racing more than before. My chest was even rising up and down right now, suddenly making me feel sick.

I scurried to check the other files and was shocked that the other files contained the activities I made back in my elementary days. I didn't even have any time as I checked the other drawers and gasped softly upon seeing that Sebastian also had some files when I was in high school and even... college.

Wait... He even had all the files where I had my OJT and where I had my first job.

I froze when there was another file that made my eyes widen and made my stomach churn upside down.

What the fuck... Why did he have so many pictures of the men I had dated and fooled around with? All of them were the ones from high school and my college days.

"What the hell..."

My heart dropped upon seeing what I had to see right now. I even gulped as my heart started racing rapidly as I kept on checking the files.

Who on earth is he?

How could he have these files?

As I checked the last file, my jaw dropped as my face had gone color for what I was seeing right now. I even dropped it in no time. I stood up, wide-eyed as I leaned on the shelf.

I couldn't believe it...

Why did I work for him?

Why did I trust him?

My eyes roamed around the room. It even made my knees weaken upon seeing what is glued in the rooms. It was horrifying and unbelievable! My heart flipped seeing those photos plastered on the wall.

Why does he have so many photos of me?

Why are they in portraits?

Why does he have so many files which are all about me?

My eyes widened as I gasped loudly seeing my younger self in my high school days. "Shit..." I mumbled under my breath, couldn't believe what I was seeing.

He even had candid photos of me even during my college days! What the heck! I even had goosebumps right now!

I have so many questions that need to be answered right now. I don't know where to find it or would I even dare to ask it?

I turned around to leave immediately but I gasped seeing a manly tall figure lurking in the dark. He showed himself as I stepped back. The moonlight had given him a faint light and I realized I fucked up.

"S-Sir Sebastian... I—" I didn't know what to say. My tongue got stitched as I was looking at his cold and stoic expression. I knew I shouldn't get intimidated by his dark aura right now because I used to fight him back. But right now is different. I couldn't even move my legs. His cold stare made me freeze on my ground.

"So, you have seen them," he stated, not asked. Like he already concluded that I already saw everything.

Trembling, I stepped back and shook my head. "I-I did not see a-anything..." Shit... How am I going to leave this place? No one was going to save me.

His sinful lips formed a smirk, moving forward. "You are not going away in this place, Cejay. Now that you have known my secret. You really think I would just send you off so easily?"